eunice: vol. III

yours quintessentially, Eunice

2009-07-04T22:52:00.003+08:00

its settled. im shifting :D

but ill still be keeping this one. for old time's sakes. :P
-im sucha garung-guni with my sentiments :x

this is me now.

blah.

2009-07-03T22:11:00.003+08:00

blogger's being lame.
i might be tumblr-ing after all !! :D
tumblr seems cooler. somehow.

micheal jackson's been on mtv's replay since 8pm. omgawd.
i'm starting to like his songs now, just when he died. irony irony.
its quite sad though. seeing him so alive in those mtvs. its hard to imagine he's actually out of this world for real already.

okies! back to checkin tumblr out !! :D

and yup. I KNOW I NEEDA UPDATE PROPERLY SOONNNN. maybe on tumblr (; loadsa peeckchuresssss ^^

here's to you.

2009-07-03T00:26:00.001+08:00

Intimacy is a four syllable word for, "Here's my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy." It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. Intimacy also comes attached to the three R's... relatives, romance, and roommates. There are some things you can't escape. And other things you just don't want to know.
- Meredith, Grey's Anatomy.

tryna tell me how i'm on your mind uhhuh :}

2009-06-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

21ST JULY 2009 : BLESSED FATHER'S DAY.
tis' a busy busy day from dawn till dusk.
and oh-too-fun too (:

daddy dearest! ehehehe this pic here's my favouritestestestest C: mmhmm.
i love you daddy, you're more than a hero to me. you're my one and only irreplaceable superhero. whatever will i do without you ! i think being a dad is the hardest job in this whole wide world. the responsibility of being the bread winner, the wisest advisor, the shoulder to cry on, the repairman , the ears to bear the brunt of my complains and whinings and pms and and and the list never ends does it. thank you daddy, through you i've been truly and abundantly blessed. i love you with all of my heart and yes as i've said above, you're more than a hero.really really. you're my superhero ! xxxxxxxxxx

yup anyways, first thing in the morning we went to church.

and then to telok blangah 72 for a family gathering
this is my biggest aunt :D so pretty right ? she's nearly 70 !!
this is Megan. the younger twin. the youngest of this whole family too ! its obvious where she got her awesomely cute looks from (;

this is Glenda, the older of the twin. the happier less grumpy one. love her ttm (((:
brotherly loooveee (:

the following 2 shots are taken by Glenda. really not kidding !

Megan
Glenda
and then to some tepanyaki restaurant on a hilltop on Jurong. i don't remember the nameee D: but it was the yummiest ever. the chef was really cool. and pro. there was one where he set the beef on fire which was so cool but i was too stunned to remember to take a picture. oops. anyhoos !

he could actually de-exoskeletize a king prawn in 2 seconds. and we were all like O.O
and that king prawn was really to die for !!! sweet,crunchy and succulent.perfect.
and while waiting for the dishessssss.....

she was complaining of her non-existent wrinkles. so to help her feel better i gave her a free non-existent face lift. she loved it. she said she will come back for more. muaha. im good. :D

she regained her confidence :P and we decided to twit together. she's adorable to the max.i love my mommy !!!! ((((:

i think this is rather artistic dontcha think so ? got the chef's sweaty forearm. :9

heee (x i got skyhigh post-dinner :D
we bringing sexy back. xD
YAY NAT!!
while waiting for dessert.
turning on the sepiaaaaa

nawtbad! :D
to the windy hill top after dinner for the breeze.

taken by bro (;

and i think my ride's preetaye sleeek dont need no pimpin yo.

and they lived happily ever after ! THE END ! :D
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22 JUNE 2009 : finally out with Yonatan.(((: & we finally caught terminator:salvation. nice movie ! :D loved the sound effects. pity that jap store not there anymore :/ ah well. mcspicy was nice too ! :D

and im uber tired now. goodnight y'all. ill update properly next time, if things are still relevant. :P byebye.

they call me speed.

2009-06-20T16:12:00.004+08:00

guess who's back, back again.
yes she's back. (;

LOL.
i tell you. i havent had a proper sleep for more than 48 hours already. and im exhausted to the max.
my arms havent ached like that in awhile :x

and just now while waiting for this stupid retarded com to load i fell asleep. D: amazing right. only to wake up again cuz mom came to tell me that she&daddy are going to church today. mom likes this pastor especially. didnt want to miss his sermon. i told them to go ahead cuz im too dead tired.

just now at the salon i kept dozing off. the salonnist said to just sleep and another lady helped hold my head. LOL it was funny.
and the lady who shampooed my hair.omgawd.she's awesome. you must be really really really tired to feel that good just having your scalp scrubed,massaged,shampooed&conditioned. it was nearly heavenly. ^^ and that sight of 2 people blow drying my hair while i look like a trainwreck was something i will remember forever. cuz its really funny, in a weird way :/

i love my salonnist :P she's called Jolin and i see her everytime im back. hehh. she knows what i want without me even saying much. talk about pro-ness. she's the epitome ! :D

mom&dad said i lost weight. i was like mehh. i really dont think so. :/

im kind of excited.
im going to help mom usher the father's day service tomorrow !! :D first time and wow.hee.
my eye sockets are still aching.

and i really cant wait to give daddy his father's day prezzieeeee ^^

oh. and this morning. arrival back home was really truly breathtaking.
i never knew Singapore could look sooooo pretty at dawn. like the peachy-pink-lavender morning sky. we were coasting near ground, so i could pretty much see the sleepy towns of the east side. and then i knew, this will be the one and only place i will ever ever ever call Home. yes it can get pretty crowded, hot and humid and stuffy and the people's kiasu-ness can sometimes get to me, but really. i cant imagine myself calling Australia/Perth/anywhere else Home and mean it. like here when i say " i'm going home !" i really am going HOME. but anywhere else, its just for convenience, yknw.

i seemed to be the only one on board the plane truly psyched about the plane's touchdown. i miss home okay. gots a problem with that. dont worry i didnt do anything stupid. just that everyone was like -.- when they exited the plane while i was :D :D :D all the way. till after breakfast. i guess food in the system triggered that z-reaction. oh and breakfast was the bestest i had in MONTHS. ((((: hmm. come to think of it. i havent actually had breakfast in months, the months i was away. D: oh dear.

yikes. i seem to be lazing around. or am i ? cuz some people i know seem to be rushing all over the place. im impressed :D
but i really feel like any sudden movements by me now will cause that headache to intensify.
anw, i dont really know what im rambling about in this post.
im sorry for being such an incoherent post train wreck victim.

excited much ? :D

2009-06-19T21:17:00.003+08:00

time is cruel.

-it doesnt wait when you desperately need it to and takes FOREVER when you desperately need it to FREAKIN HURRY UP OMGAWD !?!?!??!>.<

i think its cruel to keep me so desperately excited. excitedly desperate ?? hmm. i think excitedly excited's more like it. :D 11 more mins till check out. i seem to have been waiting for this moment ever since i told my daddy ive decided to come home this glorious intersem break. teehee.

all my bags are packed & imma ready to go !

& guess what. i havent had anything at all to eat the entire day !! save for the jiuhe yonatan gave me. im starving.im gonna hunt my grub at the airport ;P ive already had a brief idea. a nice magazine with a hot steamy cup of hot chocolate and a sandwich. its gonna be well deserved :D ( and in case you were wondering, yes im planning to sleeepppp my eyebags away on the plane, as ive always done :P) cuz ive been working so hard all day packing and doing laundry and packing and nearly killing myself lugging that awesomely heavy luggage down that flight of stairs to the storage room. ive got another huge luggage. but this time its for home :D hee. its actually not heavy. i dont think theres much stuff in there anwayyyy.its the stupid plastic covering. really.

OKAY YO. its time for check out. & the last min packing up.and stuff.

au revoir, room 92 ! :D

& bon voyage to meeee :D :D :D

wheeee !!

gotta get get

2009-06-18T16:55:00.005+08:00

exams are finally over can you believe it :D
i never thought id see the light of this day :D :D
oohhyeaaa!! :D :D :D

yonatan and i went to freo again but this time to shop for stuffs and yes, cicerellos yo ^^
took FOREVER to find that kakulah's sisters shop. in the end we got directions from a hotel. we looked touristy and lost enough to pass off as tourists i guess. LOL. cuz the hotel valet person came asking us if we were in need of any help. we were in an embarassing need of a map. of fremantle. and like hello. this is my 3rd year here ?!?!?! this is how hopeless i am with directions, im sorryyyyy.:(

turns out we missed a turn. somewhere.
and if you were wondering why kakulah's sisters of all places. hehh its cuz mommy dearest wants her figs from there. 500g for her and my aunt, each. i got some ginger cubes too. sad stomach.

and then we went to the city for more stuffs. heehee.

tonight meeting vic cuz she's so nice :D
she gonna help me tompang some stuffs to be tompanged at wanjun's place.
thank you vic, thank you wanjun !! :D

ok i gotta pack up now. as ive been doing the past few days, with yonatan's help :D thankyouuuu. it sucks ive to vacate my room ( like all the other intl students who're going home )during the hols cuz its to be occupied by some winter student during the time im gone. so "its gotta look like nobody lived in there." according to taraaa. SIGH. and its ALOT to packup. everythings gotta be cleared.and stuff.thanks dear ((((:

and i still have laundry to do which can only be done tomorrow. -.-

ok PACK NOW. bye.

what old mister webster could never define-

2009-06-13T12:44:00.006+08:00

it's amazing how you can speak right to my heart

without saying a word you can light up the dark.

try as I may I could never explain,

what I hear when you don't say a thing.

the smile on your face lets me know that you need me,

there's a truth in your eyes sayin' you'll never leave me,

the touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall.

you say it best when you say nothing at all.

all day long I can hear people talking out loud

but when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd. (:

old Mr. Webster could never define,

tis' what's being said between your heart and mine.

happy 10 months darling !! :D
`
P.S : I love you, forever and today.

tomatoeyebaagz.

2009-06-12T21:02:00.007+08:00

tomato love :D
guess what ! ive just downed the 2 boxes of mini tomatoes i bought this afternoon at woolies for $1.78 each. on top of dinner. argh. its the cold i think. it makes me hungry all the time. :( but mini tomatoes are YUMMY TTM i tell you. mommy will be pleased teehee. :D

and i look grotesque.
cant stand the deadness/paleness/tiredness of the image im seeing in the mirror. i sorta resemble a zombie or one of edward cullen's relations :P LOL LOL. im kidding.
but my eyebags are till my cheekbones luhh. not exaggerating.
and i think its totally not worth it. cuz the sleeplessness doesnt seem to pay off.
i mean. im so tired therefore cant study meaning im just reading blindly if im ever reading at all.so why waste time staring at those words when im better off getting some shuteye right. WELL NO. cuz the moment i hit the pillow yes i fall asleep but then to wake up 2 hours or so later cuz something woke me up and am still exhausted but not be able to sleep properly again cuz of the terrifying thoughts i keep having of the looming paper. that was me last night.and the few nights back. :(
and then to finally make myself get up at around 5 plus to try cram somemore which only stresses me out even more cuz i seem to have forgotten the stuffs ive learnt the night before.
(and its so cold especially in the mornings its a dreadful bother just to uncover the blankets off myself.)

and then to go for the exam lightheaded and dizzy and partially dazed.
only to come out of the hall feeling like crap. cuz of the more question marks gained over that paper.

i really really hate exams.
and i cant wait to be home. seven days. 2 more papers. SIGH.
and its only 1 semester. why does it seem like a year already ?!?! well. it really feels like a year. :/

although those past 4 papers really did fly by, now that i think about it. hmm.
impossibilities and stuff. i wont be able to pass these exams with my own strength i feel, and every time i start to panic id remember phil 4 :6-7 teehee :D it really helps me calm down.
my God is the God of the impossibles, so i have nothing to fear. :D thanks mommy for all the offline msgs. :D i cant wait to see youuuu. ITS SEVEN DAYS cuz today's almost over.heehee.

is it me or is year 2 really harder ??
i feel drained. like instead of manufacturing more brain cells, not literally, but in the sense of gaining more knowledge i feel like the more i know the more i dont know.. and stuff. think i heard that somewhere before ? cliche but absolutely true. :/

decided to take a break today. brain gots to rest too yknw !
so i watched 27 dresses ( ive no idea why it made me cry ) and the devil wears prada (working in the the couture industry is actually really quite scary ).

oh ! got an email from Tara today saying i might be changing rooms next sem !the best news ive had this week !! :D i hope its for the better. like its really quieter as it is known to be. my neighbours as of present are party animals. so imagine the amount of funny noises they make at the most randomest of hours. like till 3am ?!?! Dx yup.that bad.

seven days and 2 more papers.
i can definitely do this.
God help me.

Tan et al.

2009-06-10T23:00:00.004+08:00

tagged by revalle (; & just because. teehee

Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
nahh

What's one thing a guy can do to make you like them?
sincerity (:

Are you a girly girl?
i think ?

Big or small purses?
ehh depends.

Do you enjoy drama?
yea. on the couch. with mommy.

Did you dress up on Halloween?
never have, never will.

Do you call anybody by their last name?
ehh. Daneman , Carpenter ,Badderly, Lewansky , Lohhausen , Kane, Engle..etc :P

Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?
HAHHAHA DO I??? i dunno havent noticed !

Have you ever been called a bad influence?
hrm.dont think so ?

Eyeliner or mascara?
mascara.

American Eagle or Hollister?
wha..??

Heels or Flats?
flats for everyday, heels on occasion :P

Straight or curly hair?
never liked straightness..

Hoops or dangling earrings?
dangling earrings

Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeap.

Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
dark please :D

Do you have a best friend?
bestfriends (:

Do you like your life?
whats there not to like?

Ever walked into the guy's bathroom?
yes too many times already D:

Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
HAHA DUHH.

Ever slapped a guy in the face?
yup. sec school. neo er jyn and ashwin dey. drama drama.

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yea

Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
hee. ive only thought of this one same person once today, i just havent stopped ! :D

Do you ever wish you were famous?
thanks, but no way !

*IN A BOY:
Good cook or take you out a lot?
COOK pleasee !! cuz i cant D:

Funny or Serious?
serious at the right times, and funny most times. :P

Cute or Hot?
hahaha both (;

Long or short hair?
short of cuz. long's just gay.

Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
hrm. i wouldnt know.

RANDOMS:
When is the last time you were in a photo booth taking pictures with friends?
LAST YEAR.

Who's the last person you had a sleepover with?
dont rmb :x

Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
yea.

Who was the last guy you talked to?
Yonatan x3

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
not in gazillion years!

Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot?
yup definitely.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
nobody cared to mention that to me before :/

Which of your friends is the easiest to talk to?
people who i talk to everyday. haha

What friend do you tell the most secrets?
the person who spends most time with me AND who i can totally trust. (: yknw who you areeee !

Are you going anywhere next summer?
either in sg or perth :P

Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
nope.

Are you shy?
at the most inappropriate and random times :(

Are you talkative?
sometimes i think ?

Does the person you like know you like them?
he better !?

what does the last text in your inbox say?
hehh ehhh its personal.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
x3 .. :x

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
sometimes..

How is life going for you right now?
ITS THE EXAM PERIOD WADDAYA EXPECT !?!??!

Do you smile a lot?
yea i cant help it. :x

One thing you're looking forward to?
20TH JUNE YO.

How do you feel about change?
its essential. or else life gets boring.

Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes

Last time you got a text message and smiled?
today,that last msg in my inbox.

Have you ever made anyone laugh when they were crying?
yess hehh.it felt good !

What are you doing today?
cramming theories of cognition into my cognitiveee...thing.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
nope.

Do you prefer to be around people, or by yourself?
i dont mind it either way. its like when ive enough of people i like it by myself and vice versa ?

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
ehh. what kind of wilderness ??

THIS OR THAT:
Rap Or Rock Music Scene?
rap.yo.

Movies Or A Dance?
movies AND dance ??

Horror Or Romantic Movie To Watch With Him?
i hateee horror movies. so its definitely romantique.teehee.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
He Sang Your Favourite Song To You, But He Sucked And Messed It Up?
awww.tt wld be sooo sweet :P id give him a hug and a kiss.

He Played Dumb Stupid Jokes On You All The Time?
id get annoyed. duhh.

He Started Speaking To You In A Different Language?
id slap him.

A LITTLE MORE ABOUT HIM:
Do You Like Your Guys To Stand Straight Or Slouch?
straight !

Shy Guys Or Super Outgoing?
in between. (;

Do You Like Your Guys To Play Instruments?
if he could ! C;

oy vey. :(

2009-06-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

gosh. looks like my cheeks have puffed up :( thats why stress sucks. stress maketh me fat-eth.:( anyhoos. today's exam day one. how was it ? all i hope is to pass it. 65 marks out of 130 isnt too hard to get...or is it ????esp for someone with whom numbers are definitely NOT her forte. :x

next up, neuroanatomy. bleaugh. im so steamed out by the end of stats ive hardly the motivation to study for this. :( whyyy. and its so cold. and i tripped over the wires on the floor which brought the heavy desk chair thingy down on my leg. im gonna get another bruise for sure at the rate its still throbbing this very moment. :(

hehh i did something that kinda got me excited. its lame i guess. but i made a list of the movies i really really wanna catch !! omgawd. and as many as possible during that -very slowly but surely- upcoming intersem hiatus back in sunny island Singaporeee !!! :D :D :D
talk about my life's excitements. :/ i shall make do with what i have yes :b

here's the list !
- Terminator : Salvation
- Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
- My Sister's Keeper (!!!!)
- Ice Age 3

and hopefully at the end of this year - NEW MOON !!!
ayeee getting carried away alreadyyy. gosh. exams have only just begun and im already making plans for the fun stuff.

well.

one has got to look on the bright side of life yknw. especially when the outlook of one's current situation is rather bleak. considering the fact that its already 11 plus PM and one has yet to start on revision for neuroanatomy.

what happens if one's brain actually rather resents studying about the brain ? like the theory about like repelling like and opposites attracting ?

brains.
brains and tofu.

hrm. i should really shuttup and study now.

but yknw. im actually scared. but when i look at my notes/webct i can feel this very heavy cloud of "sian-ness" suddenly weighing me down. its so overwhelming and depressing. and it terrifies me. heart and soul. :(((

tell me, doctor, what should i do ?

i've got the future boom boom boom :D

2009-06-07T16:06:00.014+08:00

ayee. im definitely renovating this space when im done with the exams. yup. its THE exams. and when i finally get back home sweet home. where the internet connection is a gazillion times better than it is here. really. the connection here just adds to my misery. especially during this cold autumny exam period. this is the part of unilife that i hate the most. i actually had to force myself to sit still in one spot AT THE TABLE to freakin revise. and i hate sitting still. and i hate forcing myself. and i hate mugging for units that i hate. like PSYC2203. bloody stats. if i see another formula i swear im gonna puke.its prolly a factor contributing to the many waves of nausea that keep hitting on me. at the randomest of times. like in the middle of the night WHEN IM TRYING to sleep. yes. imma isomniac again. :( or in the middle of service today i almost puked. it was the worst on the way to church cuz i was in the van. it had an awful/musky/sick smell. made my nausea that i had all morning since i woke up even worse. SIGH. must be pms.

yup & as i mentioned above. IM GOING HOME !! that thought makes me smile. heehee. i can hardly wait. mommy sounds pretty psyched too. she's already planning out that very first weekenddd!!ooohh boy. (((: finally a healthy home cooked meal in THIRTEEN DAYS. talk about awesomeness. THIS is awesomeness. yes mommy. i actually miss your cooking. really really. :D and daddy. he's soooo sweet and i love him soooo much. he's now in new york on a business trip. OMG NEW YORK. i know right?!?!?! yellow taxis and shopping galore ! well. thats for me. i really hope i can earn enough buck'roos one day for this dream to be even tangible. even for one day. gosh.

and my bro's into dancing ?!?! omg. so awesome. im so proud of him. cuz that's what ive always wanted to learn. to dance properly. and some day i will really take up classes to learn it properly. people say i look like a dancer. but the funny thing is, I. cant. groove. :( ill just look like some retard flailing her arms and hips and body around. i think ? but i will learn how to dance. i will. :D

it really annoys me when people think dancing is gay, even more so when they think straight male dancers might have some gay tendencies just cuz they dance. AND even more so if they specify dancing as ballet and give hints that there is something majorly wrong with dancing ballet for a guy. like hello ? dancing does not equal to ballet and only ballet ?!? and yknw. i really admire those male ballet dancers who are actually straight ? imagine the stereotype they have to live with. and that inspiring courage they actually emit just to pursue their dream of being that "male ballet dancer". i really admire them for their " heck what everyone else thinks" kinda attitude. and that's what i will definitely call, a man. (:

and i really think fake eyelashes are the most disgusting things a girl can ever put on her face.

i realised i havent been blogging properly for awhile.
& thats prolly the cause of my logorrhoea :P teehee.
-too many opinions kept bottled up for wayyyy too long.

ok. enough chill time. its back to the stuffs that really induce nausea. yikes. even this very thought is making me nauseous again. :S

i lookie lika nerdaa. B9

aites.
this will only last 13 days.teehee. ooooh how i looovee the sound of freedom.
don'cha hear it ??
hark !!
she beckons !! :P

twas much ado about nuttin'

2009-06-04T01:17:00.003+08:00

this much i found out about myself today just doing those annoyingly addictive quizzes on fb when i really should be doing some other kind of scholarly quiz on webct. but learning about myself is just as important as learning about the brain and spinal cord and how our memory works right right ? uhhuh. :D

and because its soooo eeerily true that's why i had to post it.
i highly doubt that its anything to do with that "framing effect" psychologically speaking. cuz yknw. when its talking about you, you'll definitely know it. like KNOW IT know it. yknw.

so, this is about my " inner self ":
You hide your emotion sometimes .(true) You are a moon type of person.( i dont know) You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to no burden your friends with your problems.(true again) You've faced some problems in your life.( yeap)Your heart has dealt blows before. (uhhuh) You tend to think about things alot more than other people.( i guess ?) And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about what would happen later.( YES omgawd. it pisses me off.) You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely.( yeap.) Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.( true again.)You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself.(another fact.) This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments(truee), just like the moon has phases. ( what an analogy- moon of all things, but i guess it kinda makes sense.)

and i also found out the other day that " I am really... a philosopher! ".
You constantly analyze the deeper meaning of all that occurs in your life. You are on a never-ending journey to find your purpose in life. You are able to see through the surface of situations and the facades that people often carry. You are observant and non-judgmental. Your creative and thoughtful mind enhances your chosen and natural talents. You feel deeply and passionately about everything that you do. Your life is about the pursuit of knowledge, understanding, and answers. You have a great depth to your heart and mind that some may find intimidating and others will be drawn to..

bizarrely uncannily true. :/
i know all these quizzes are just for fun but sometimes when the results hits me at that very spot, it really gets me thinking. its like being hit with this sudden realization. or something like that..if yknw what i mean.

you should really try out any one of these quizzes and see for yourself. then maybe you might actually understand my intrigue.

and then there were those quizzes about "perfect matches".ahem.
nevermind that. really. (:

after much considerations/contemplation/introspection/cogitation/meditation/you get the idea/etc, i find it in my heart to say that if its meant to be its meant to be. i wont fret about it. (: and so, i think, therefore, i am, gonna believe. see ? its "hope" no more ! i believeee.heehee (: after all, its not gonna be my will , but God's. right?

but just so you know, i still love you. forever and today. xxx

,

2009-06-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

Even the best fall down sometimes,
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme;
Out of the doubt that fills your mind,
You finally find you and I collide.

take me on a trip, i'd like to go someday.

2009-06-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

yknw, i wonder.
if you took a picture with your dog and then show that picture to your dog, will your dog remember it ?

its funny how sometimes when listening to my playlist, the songs on playback, some from last year, some from longer ago than that, some found just yesterday, its funny how vivid the memories and feelings i get just listening to those songs. i only listen to songs which bring back good memories, or help make new ones. i hate it when the radio plays a song, any random songs that would randomly cause me to have flashbacks which i never wanna see/remember again. how can one erase a memory ?

but i really really love that warm feeling i get listening to some songs, my favourite songs. :D
that if i just close my eyes, my mind's eye can replay that whole memory again. like all that happened just yesterday.

maybe i remember too much.

and then again maybe im still subconciously holding on to my past.
let it go.
gotta let it burn.
-just the ones that make me cringe though :P

you go toilet.. nehh wash hand right ?

2009-06-01T14:53:00.003+08:00

FUNNY TTM !!!!xD

pay attention to the subtitles toooo!!!

**dont just take honey this flu is not funny.

LMAOOO listen to mr brown okay you dirty people.lets stay clean together! (x

mondays bumdays

2009-05-25T12:29:00.005+08:00

hello monday
i was bored even before the first lecture.
so to unbluify the monday we took some peekchures ! :D
hehe.

*pardon my puffy-eyed hobo-nessss. more s cuz i think its very hobo.

mr avinash is definitely my favourite indian lecturer.
he can be quite funny sometimes.
we all came to learn about..
our awesome butt ! (x

and it was so very interesting

obviouslyyyyy
uhhuh..
how do you like my new specs ? kay i shall stop being a twit taking twit shots
teehee (x
and he pengsunned by the end of the lecture..
he must be so very tired.
this is my favourite shot :P

and

behold ! you are walking on hole-yyy ground!! D:

lol.
enough foolin around.
im supposed to be scholarly like my good friend vtrjj remember. (x

she just found out that she's not a potato, but she still is a zebra.
i still lubb youuu vic.muaha.thanks for getting ready your zebra troops for me.

2009-05-25T01:59:00.000+08:00

guess its only human to cry.

being depressed/blue is only a psychological flu, like the sniffles.
how ironic.

things might get better in time.
just as time heals even the bloodiest wounds.

i will be strong .(:

when the music fades, its all about You.

2009-05-24T09:28:00.002+08:00


Verse 1:
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart


Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart


Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worhip
And it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus

Verse 2
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much you deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is yours
Every single breath

i have my rights to chill (;

2009-05-18T20:16:00.003+08:00

Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV)

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

oohhyeah(x

intro-ed by my bestie- miss Revalle. (: miss ya babe. TAKE CARE ALRIGHTTTT.

desert song by hillsong

2009-05-17T16:24:00.005+08:00

VERSE 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

VERSE 2:
This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS:

And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

VERSE 3:
This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

BRIDGE:

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

VERSE 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

love this song ttm !! so very powerful.

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

, you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

2009-05-16T17:43:00.007+08:00

it doesnt feel like a saturday.

slept 11 hours last night. awesomeee.
partied till 1am last night. awesomeee. hahah happy nineteenth giselle!! hope you had an awesome one. teehee. we went to utopia@northbridge. loud music and friends. had to shout to the person sitting right beside you if you really wanted to hold a real conversation.seriously.
-my social lifeeee.or the lack thereof.
somehow i dont seem to socialize as much anymore.
it all seems vaguely familiar though, like another life. -past.
dont seem very part of me anymore.
or maybe cuz its been awhile since ive been "socializing".
hrmm.too much in my comfort zone ?

i kinda miss it.
especially when vic suggested clubbing last night.
i was really really tempted to go.

but i reminded myself that all that's my past.
no more. no moreeee.
:/

dont worry. im not unhappy.or anything.
it just seems strange. yknw.
bet you dont.
oh well.

watched x-men origins : wolverine last night. really really gooddddd !!!! xD
witnessed a robbery whilst having dinner at macs too.
people can be so stupid sometimes.

and lunch today was the best (x
i heart char sao bestest ((((x
and then sao rou
and then sao ya.
muaha.
yonatan likes sao ya best.
me thinks its still pretty ok. :P CHAR SAO ROCKS BESTTTT
now i think ive finally found the location of the bestest chinese food in all of perth.
teehee.
cheap and good.
okay shuttup makansutra.

anyhoos. today's also laundry day. had 3 whole loads of laundry to freakin wash. i hate hate hate doing laundry. especially when the machines are located so awesomely far away.
and when there's still a high probability that any random one would randomly decide to chomp on my token. and 1 did just now. again. not the same one as last time. but still. HRMPH. its 2 freakin bucks OKAY OMGAWD.pissed me off ttm. moreoverrr when i had to lugg that load of WET laundry to the other wing's dryer.

my life's so gawddamn awesome sometimes.

p.s: yar.i know. the blog looks different.
p.p.s : it might or might not be undergoing further changes. (x
p.p.p.s : yes vikki i linked you already teehee!! see see ??

balls.

2009-05-14T10:19:00.005+08:00

why.why do i suddenly randomly really really really really want to watch House/ Grey's Anatomy/ F.R.I.E.N.D.S ?!!??!?!?!

why is it the exam period already.

all i wanna do now is to go TS to rent dvds and lounge on that awesome sofa in my SG home and watch House/Grey's Anatomy/F.R.I.E.N.D.S nonstop. now now nowwwww.

its like 6 more months till that might actually happen.
can i last till then ??!?!?!

EUNICE FOCUS.
keep your eye. on the ball. keep your eye. on that freakin ballllll.

x{ hrmph.this is no good.

& to twittify things in an economically scholarly way :
i h8 this.
i h8 exam periods.
it stresses me out.
i cant w8 till im finally home.
like a lost potato zebra is when its with its potato zebra herd.
:(

sighhhh. most people will prolly be D: by now at the above _.like wth am i sprouting about.
muaha. lol. its one of the symptoms of a stressed out individual.
such as myself.
or maybe really its just me, really. ahahha.
so take it with a pinch of salt.
or sugar.
or spice.
or anything you like.
or dont take it at all.

ok i shall be scholarly from now on.
i will sit in the library and study scholarly.
like a good scholar.
cuz the notice in the library says. "QUIET ZONE. DISCUSS ONLY SCHOLARLY TOPICS."

whtevr.

its in the simple things..

2009-05-13T21:15:00.007+08:00

describe the anatomical differences between the male and female urinary bladder.
- in the male, the bladder is anterior to the rectum; in the female, the bladder is anterior to the vagina, inferior to the uterus.

and then i wonder how the cells in the embryo knew how and what to freakin divide into.
i mean. isnt it amazing. just one chromosome could cause all that difference even the most basic anatomical differences between a male and a female.

yes embryology is a bore/dread most times. but when i do pay attention to mr avinash ( somehow his name makes me giggle inappropriately whenever i say it out loud. or think it. i find it funny. ) yup but when i do actually pay attention it always gets me wondering how those simple cells in the zygote knew how to develop into the embryo then into the fetus and then continue developing and differentiating and stuff. into what you and i are today.
its just cells???!?!?! how did they know what to do ??? like how did the cells know which cells to develop the nervous system, the digestive system ,the circulatory system, the respiratory system etcetcetc ?!???

and then i learnt some gametogenesis today. the sperm and ovum.
that although they both are gametes they are entirely different. like the sperm originates in the male's testes and ovum in the female's ovaries. that the female fetus already starts to "manufacture" these ovums even when she's inside her mother's womb. that these ovums dont mature till she hits puberty. and that for males the sperm only starts "manufacturing" when the boys reach puberty and never stop till the time of death while in females we only have on average 30 years (avinash said)of fertility, from puberty till right before being menopausal. ( ovum quality nearer menopausal's not good. cuz its common sense. things near the expiry date aren't exactly the best materials. especially when youre talkg the "creation" of another lifeform..)

okay i think that was boring if you weren't actually amazed by gametogenesis in the first place. sowieeee. :x
however, what im trying to say is that even if you're ever doubtful of the Creator, ( or the existence of one) just think about how you were formed, from just the mere fusion of your daddy's sperm and your mommy's ovum. all that just confirms the existence of my God .(:

awesome isnt it.
-the answer's in the simplest things.
((((:

ok i must get back to my tutorial nowwwww D:

OHOHOH!!
Yonatan passed his driving todayyyy :D :D :D
im soooo happy. cuz i actually prayed for him to pass and he did !! (((x
and also together with his parents who prayed for him. so very cool that feeling of your prayer being answered !! yknw yknw?!? :D :D
i screamed the moment i saw his msg. then i called him cuz i couldnt type fast enough. and ended up screamg smore :x it was embarassing. but it was xD-ness ttm.

hehe
&happy 9 months again !(x
(im sorry i actually kindasortakindasortaforgotsorta this morningggg. :x)

OK
BACK TO URINARY BLADDERS AND ANAL SPHINCTERS.

three two one

2009-05-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life

really really (:

2009-05-12T01:39:00.001+08:00

Nothing you could say
Could tear me away
From my God (my God)
Nothing you could do
'Cause I'm stuck like glue
To my God (my God, my God)
I'm stickin' to my God like a stamp to a letter
Like birds of a feather, we stick together
I'm tellin' you from the start
I can't be torn apart
From my God.

:D

___!?

2009-05-09T16:40:00.007+08:00

ayee. :(
lemme tell you about the horrible part of my week.
i lost my handphone.again :( i must have been that exhausted that day.
and my stupid laptop's battery/adapter is malfunctioning such that ive to survive on only 11% of that retarded battery. the thing says its plugged in but not charging . WHY!? ive tried everything i tell you. reseating the battery/adapter, restarting the laptop etcetc.
and i broke my specs.and i saw a dead mouse on the floor somewhere. and a spider on my bra.ugh.
omgawddddd whats wrong with me man.

maybe im the only one fuelling this sad economy.
cuz i seem to pinch my dad's pockets all the time. im so sorry daddy. :(
SERIOUSLY. im so irritated with myself.
can the things around me please stop being faulty.
im already very careful. okay maybe the specs was my fault. but my hp ?!?!?! the bag was damn deep i remember putting it right back inside after using it. but i was really really tired that day. and this stupid adapter/battery thing.omgawd.i can just so kill myself already.

i know its wrong to questionnnn but seriously,
what was God thinking when He made me ?!?!??!?!

---
i have deleted the last post cuz ,
despite of everything, all the pluses and minuses inclusive, i still love this one person so very much.
im really sorry now cuz i know that last post hurted your feelings and i shouldnt have vented the annoyance of that awful day on you.
i still love you, really ,truly , deeply.

finito.

2009-05-05T21:08:00.004+08:00

can somebody explain how im supposed to be feeling ?
its like the euphoria of finally finishing all my homework
coupled with the knowledge that somebody just died.

strange feeling i felt when Yonatan told me aunty's son just passed away.
like it didnt seem real that somebody could die now. especially somebody related to somebody so good. aunty is a really good person. she always asks me to stay for dinner whenever i happen to be over at his place and then she'd drive me the furthest she could go for me to catch a bus home. sighh. i wonder why her life's so hard. but as Yonatan said, i guess its all for the better, in a way. like she doesnt have to worry and fret about if and when he's ever gonna get better. :/

guess its juxtaposed emotions up thereee.
like you know you could actually be happy and was actually happy cuz you finally completed everything till you were told about _ so doesnt feel right to be happy anymore and so you are not happy. at all. :/ like theres this heaviness in my chest. and that's why i keep sighing. its weird aye.

:/ moving on...
read your blog miss revalle ! ahahha i totally getcha (x hate them " weirdos, freakos, cranko, creepy people (guys especially)!!" its like they stare and stuff. and like blatantly check you out that try as you might its really hard to ignore cuz its really damn creepyyyy ! D: stupid pervos. and sometimes to the extent you totally wanna gorge their eyeballs out or kick their manlihood but just dont want to cuz you dont wanna have anything thing to do you their gross-ness ?! and the others who have the weirdest pickup lines ever. that creeps you out even more ?!? them freaktards. they gross me out ttm. and piss me off too. hrmph. just that very thought. cuz all that reminds me of that time in an asian party thingy when a .... you really dont wanna know. and if i ever see him again, he will never ever see the lights of his father's day.

and then there are guys who freakin pms too. i really wonder how.
thats just plain gay. ahaha maybe thats why.

but thankfully not all guys are like that. (x

cherlyn's tumblr looks really neat. maybe i should move over there tooooo. hrmm.

ermm.

2009-04-29T06:17:00.008+08:00

another night with isomnia.

seems like im running on another timezone. four hours ahead or something like that.
its like i wake up at 3am tossing&turning till i can take it no more so i get up for real at around 6am with the weirdest ideas ever. like this urge i had to go to the piano room when it was around 4am just nowww. if not that it wld be like yesterday when i had this immense urge to go job seeking at Nagano at broadway. yup twas also around 3am. i went there first thing in the morning when i thought was normal enough. like 830-ish. (; turns out they were overstaffed. ah well. the lady said she'll call me when theres a space or something or if one of the workers dropped out. yay :D so i might actually get a job !! :D

& its not the normal urge yknw. its like ill be having butterflies in my tummy till i get up and do something about it. so there would actually be zero chance of me falling asleep after i get up. at 3 am. not good.

and then to last through the day woozy.
feeling exhausted by 9pm only to sleep at around 11 and then the cycle repeats.
whyyyy. i didnt even touch caffeine !!

& its not just these urges to do weird things at weird hours. its also the scary visions that flash through my mind's eye if i continued to toss&turn. & i did try relaxing only to realise that i was tensing up with those weird thoughts again. and frowning so much it hurts by the time i realised. like how itd be like if i was no longer in this world. not suicidal though !! its just like imagining how my lifeless body would look.like if i were to not to ever wake up ever again the next day. like how itd be like if the police were to find me lifeless. :/ that wasnt too scary. its uber unreal and precisely why its really really madly weird. and like if i were to lose somebody scarily. dont wanna go into the details. :x cuz it will never happen and it will never happen. period.

maybe i should accept that this is my stupid circadian rhythm. that i should actually start my day at 3am. so i wont have to toss and turn in the dark trying to get some more sleep. but its sooo :S if yknw what i mean.

or maybe im not even making sense. cuz i was up at 3am. second day consecutively.

and now i wonder what would i actually think of myself when im fifty years old and reading this. would i even remember this blog ? would i remember how its like to be me now at nineteen ?? or would i forget. like how my parents and all the old people seem to forget their younger days. or at least remember them differently. maybe the older you get the more things you see in life coupled with more perspective (of life&ladas) one inevitably gains on the way as one ages one can either get duller, as in boring-er , or fun-er. i hope i dont get boring-er than i already am. :x

maybe then at fifty if i ever do browse this blog again i might think myself crazier/weirder than i already think i actually am now. like how i when i look back to the time i was 11/12/13/14 how strange and totally uncool i was then. when i actually thought i was awesomely cool when i was 11/12/13/14. if you actually understand what im talking about.
if not its still ok !
-actually, even better. (x

hmm.

anyways !
since its been uber long since ive last updated theres pretty much nothing to update about cuz its pretty much uni everyday. or the pub.hol - anzac dayyyy.
uni = tryna study. really i did frikkin try okay. (x + tests&exams + friends&some actually fun stuffs with friends. i miss vic already.
pub.hol = clearing the laundry basket & practically living in peejays all day (x that or hanging out with my sweetheart.teehee (x

and then chatting w my besties online. i really miss them immensely. immensely immensely immense. lol ! but its true.
& mommy has just got intro-ed to msn ! so shes darn adorable spamming all the emoticons like some novelty-filled new found toy. i miss her so much it hurts. i wanna go back this sembreak but then on (many) second thoughts, ill only be not bored for 2 weeks tops and then ill be complaining wanting to come back here again. and especially when its only a 4 week break. ill feel too unsettled to enjoy home for home.yknw what i meannn ?? 4 weeks is neither here not there. and although it still gets boring here too. but it takes longer. somehow. (x
but still i cant wait till end of this year !!! im so needing that trip to jantzen !! my hair. my hair seriously needs a makeover. really really.
i should stop repeating myself . it makes me sound crazier.
right.
that, and i shall stop boring you innocent people with my 6am rants too.

and hopefully the next time it'll be non-6am when i decide to blast my thoughts on the internet.

(x

as Thou hast been, Thou forever will be (:

2009-04-24T22:32:00.003+08:00

Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father;
There is no shadow of turning with Thee;
Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not;
As Thou hast been, Thou forever will be.

Refrain

Great is Thy faithfulness!
Great is Thy faithfulness!
Morning by morning new mercies I see.
All I have needed Thy hand hath provided;
Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord, unto me!

Summer and winter and springtime and harvest,
Sun, moon and stars in their courses above
Join with all nature in manifold witness
To Thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.

Refrain

Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth
Thine own dear presence to cheer and to guide;
Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow,
Blessings all mine, with ten thousand beside!

i really really like this song ! (((:

& tis' my daddy's favourite song too.

God surely is faithful. :D :D :D

by faith, not by might. :D

2009-04-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

hyehyee ! ive deleted the emo posts cuz i dont wanna be emo no more.
thank you & you, nat & yonatan for that im session last night.(:
let me gush out the last of my blahs. thank you thank youuu !((:

thanks nat for reminding me. ive read hebrews 11 like you asked me. now i know. not having faith is wrong. especially in God. & ive also gotten my definition of faith straight too. i was wrong. cuz now i know that faith is being sure of what i hope for and what i do not see. believing that God is un ultimate control and will indeed keep His promises. if not in this life, then surely the next (((: & that without faith it is impossible to please God. that chapter got me thinking. those ancient people..as in those people of those times, they must have had immense faith to believe that God existed. when their lives were much much much more tougher than mine now. wow. that makes me feel blessed ! (:
thank you my dearest awesome brother !! :D

& thank you, yonatan for being so patient with me and for making that decision too. i thank you & love you from the tipmost muscle cell of the apex of my cardiac muscle.:D

yknw.sometimes really, im amazed at your patience. with me especially. :x

teehee (x

congratulations Eunice, you have reached emotional equilibrium.
yarha. with faith, it shall stay this way. (((x

--

& i shall live my life to the fullest ; by faith, not by might. (:

muaha.

2009-04-14T17:55:00.009+08:00

muaha.if looks could kill (x teeheeyummyyummy :P
i likeee he dont likeee.hrmpf.

but anyways.
got his hair cut todayyy. yay!
happy eight months darlin' !!! :D :D :D
we celebrated by going to nandos for dinner yesterday and movie this afternoon.
finally watched the pink panther 2. awesomely hilarious ((((x silly man.
nandos was fab. as usual. we ordered two's a party with largeeee periperi chips. so full that by the time we got home we had businesses to do.lol.too much detail i know ;P muaha

anyhoos. look what we got for our movie todayyyy :D
yeaa its supposedly the large combo. but but but i thought it would come in tt pweetaye pink panther box the customer beside us had. D: ahh well. yummy popcorn (((:

hada belly full of popcorn&coke by the time inspector jacque closeau sloved the case. after the movie we walked past the pet shop at garbo. omgawd.the tiny creatures. so darn cute it hurts. the stripped kitten who was ostracised by the other 3 useless ones ( okay not useless.but i saw the way it tried to interact.the other 3 black longgish haired ones just sat there dumbly.) & the tiny brown chihuahua & the black german sheperd x staffy mix were the cutest. sighhh. their eyes. its in their eyes. the way they look at you. itll just melt your heart at that very instant.

or maybe just mineee :x

:(
wished i could bring one home.

ahh well. teehee. im lovin my boyf's new haircut.(x
so cute right (((x
--
Inspector Clouseau: Let me bring you up to speed... We know nothing. You are now up to speed.
( the pink panther 2, 2009)

so terribly heeheeheelariousssss xD

spin.

2009-04-10T09:55:00.003+08:00

happy good friday ! :D
its so awesome i finally get a break from school.
the timing is impeccable. (((;
-just when i was really already losing steam, losing interest, yknw.

everybody's gonna be gone for 10 days.
well...most people. my neighbours -claire & katie - will be gone for 10 days.
so will nicole.
seeing her pack her stuffs to go back to sweet ol sg yesterday really made me wish i could go to. but anyway. its just 10 days. might as well save the cash eh ? ill be back end of this year & i cannot wait !!
the place seems really alot quiter & emptier today.
kinda weird not hearing a random female thunder down the corridor. or talking/giggling/screaming/loling..

decided to stay home today.
need rest. dont really wanna see the world today.
actually wanted to sleep in but but but my stupid stomach woke me up.
head wants the pillow stomach wants food.
stomach always wins.
bleaugh.
had yoghurt and museli. seems like my favourite kinda thing to eat these days.
but still.
i hope the food stays in & the nausea doesnt get too bad.
i think theres a bug in my tummy :( have been vomitting the past 3 days already.
really really sucks.
its like hungry nausea then feel like crap then hungry then nausea then feel like crap & the cycle keeps repeating.

oh crap. theres tt wave of nausea.again. :S

im planting myself here.
infront of this screen.
gonna find sth to distract myselffffff.

bev sent me midnight sun!! :D tytytytytyyy (;
but its incompleteeee,why ?? why why why, stephanie meyerrr !?!?!?!
gahh. damn that idiot who leaked it out.
but still!! its edward's pov!!! itd be so darn awesome if it were completeeee.
good people like us wanna read !! it isnt fairrrr.

okay ill definitely shuttup whining already.

ayee.

2009-04-08T18:59:00.003+08:00

EUNICE IS FINALLY DONE WITH PSYC3315'S LAB REPORTING!!! :D :D :D
i hope theres no more next half of this sem.
but for now its chill chill chill! :D easter break is comin & i can hardly wait ! :D then after that would be study break. yessss ill get some studying doneee but im gonna be having funnnnn toooss :D

stomach isnt very good these past days.
nausea & bloating . explain explain ?? ehh. i dunno. :/ maybe a bug ?
ive been banned from junkfood till the end of time. im kidding. till at least this sunday. so im refraining from entering the dining hall for dinner cuz its like temptations galore over there. & given that me likes to eat. especially the dessertttt its best i do not enter. D: gahhhh.
so my dinner today was like 3 slices of bread with soup and a museli bar.
im still hungryyyyy :(

im gonna go hunt fr sth nonjunkfood to eat.

cuz i really really dont wanna do that stupid lab report

2009-04-04T21:21:00.003+08:00

Type down your reactions when someone says these phrases to you.

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
like whatttt ??

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
huh. really ?

LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY! YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
HAHAHHA no. ^^

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO!
uhhh. huh.

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO!
for 100 bucks i will ! :D :D :D

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU.
hee(; thank you!

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
just because.

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
eeeee no. spare my tympanic membrane.please.

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
yea. all along. :D

I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU..
dont blufffff ! you seem relatively stable.hmmm. nope. not fallling.

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
HAHHAHA.right. its 000 if you really want it :D

MAY I ESCORT YOU?
you too free ah.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED
want-ed eh. sighh. why the change ?

WHO's

Who is in the house with you?
a whole college of other females.

Who are you thinking about now?
um. currently nothing on my mind..'cept tt i really should be doing my lap report why am i doing this. but this is really funn-er than that stupid report. somehow.

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
mom.

Whose house did you last go to?
yonatan's

Whose birthday is next?
my bro's !

Who was the LAST person you loved
still am lovin' so qn not appilcable.

Who do you hope will take this survey
whoever

WHAT's

What was the last thing you ate?
starburst snakesss

What was the last thing you drank?
water

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
good question.

What instant messaging service do you use?
windows

What is your favorite website?
youtube.facebook.( the 2 mains cant think of any else)

What is your favorite shoe brand?
havaianassss

What song are you currently hearing?
pokerface-lady gaga

WHERE's

Where do you live?
st catherine's college room 92

Where do you sleep?
on the bed

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
heeeeee (x its yonatan's. i stole it. shhh!

WHEN's

When is your birthday?
10th AUGUST. a momentous occasion in history :D

When did you last burn a candle?
you dont burn a candle,silly. you light them. they burn on their own.

When did you last see your dad?
16th february 2009

WHY's

Why do we have to go to school?
cuz everybody's actually quite dumb. & education's the only remedy.

Why are you taking this survey?
cuz i really really dont wanna do my idiotic lab report. :((((((((((

cuz i'm a million people from one day to the next.

2009-04-03T09:12:00.003+08:00

{edit}
muaha.
ignore the spazzie title kays. ^^

ive decided im gonna blog in ~~yellow~~red from now on.
lawls.
its cooler.

&omgawd. my retarded nails. ive redone them the gazillionth time already. they dont seem to be able to stay perfect without me ruining them somehow with the way i do things.
its not that im careless...just that i cant just sit still ~~looking pretty~~ not doing anything for like 2 hours while it takes that amount of time to set properly. & then i tell myself that i can actually be doing something just gotta be real careful.
& i am careful.
just that i deal with dangerous sharp objects that are so out there to ruin my nails.
& they didnt seem to pose that much of an annoyance before.

but i really like it when i get them done.. even if its just in clear (((; its prettier. somehow.
yknw what its like rightttt !!!
yea. & im waitg for them to dry now. & hence ranting here cuz ive got nothing else i can do.
yea im typing. with my fingers. but dont worry ive got techniques.
lawlsss.

anyhoos.
yesterday!!
i was really really happy&suprised when cherlyn called!! omgawd. its like forever since i heard her voice!! i miss it immensely. yes immensely.i mean ever single letter (; then we got high. as usual. she was walking to pinewood like an aunty to do some marketing. okay ill put it nicelyyy. she was walking to pinewood like an aunty to get some groceries. muaha. xD
i miss you girl !!!! gosh. why do we so hafta be in different statesss :( sighhh. omg imagine if we were tgt in the same place same time etc !?!??! & the shopping we could do tgt & the amount of time we would inevitably spend purely crapping tgt & the fun we would have.
HAHAHHA. i doubt we would ever get much studying done. but i think that too is possible. likeee how we tried in secondary school :P rmb rmb??? we ended up chasing each other around the canteen for God knows what reason. must be really random. like whos dumb eyecandy just walked past & who "AHEMED" too loudly when the former walked past or something else like fishballs&chilli. teehee. im kidding.

okay i really must stop blabbing & apply my topcoat now & then go out to meet ngyuzhe (X
SEEYAMAHHOMIES!!

OH OH OH!!! didja knowww!! i received a really huge parcel today. from homeee. yarr who else would actually send me nice huge parcels like that other than mommy&daddy.gosh i miss them. but perhaps not too much to really wanna go back this sem breakkk teehee. but im lovin that box now. still unopened. but i wanna relish in opening it when im not actually rushing off someplace ?! yup. so itll remain unopen till prolly when im back from wherever today!!
:D :D :D
i actually cant wait & im resisting that huge urge to just tear that box opennnn. mommy said to "give myself a suprise and laugh out loud when i see what they put in there." her words exactly.
so cute rightttt !!!
yes mommy ill do just that (;
&therefore ! its essential i be not rushing off someplace whilst doing that.. like now.

OKAY REALLY GOTS TO GO NOW BYE
{/edit}

so that's it ?

2009-04-01T15:25:00.005+08:00

happy april fool's xD
today youdubb had proshh so that equals to me having a holidayyy.
no school so spent time w yonatan :D :D

lunched in the city. kfc.
saw a pigeon who slammed into the moving glass door and broke its back. the poor thing had an open woundddd :S on its back where it was broken. its whole tail was really nearly detached. im not exaggerating.there was a small pool of blood on the floorrrrr .. so poor thing i tell you. it looked so frightened like it knows its not gonna make it but has to endure its last few painful hours. with not a single pigeon loved one beside it. or perhaps it doesnt know what just happened to it other than that overwhelming pain & confusion it must be feeling then. us humans must looked really scary to it. :( sighh. it could hardly balance on its one good leg. & was shaking quite abit. like one would if in great pain..i felt nauseous when i saw it close up while getting out of kfc. & till now.
its ironic i just had a boxful of chicken. its actually quite gross ;/ really really grosssss. it was yummy till then. :/

i dont know why but that got me imagining myself in its place. it would really suck. to think that the breadcrumbs it was eating maybe a few minutes back was the last of the breadcrumbs it will ever be eating. or that last night's sleep in its nest was the last time it will ever be sleeping in/returning to that nest.
& to be in need of help when it cant communicate at all.
-the other species wondering around seemed either too intimidating or oblivious to its plight.

& after it finally dies does it no longer exist ?
cuz ive been told animals dont go to heaven cuz theyve no soul. reallyyyy ??? :( its really sad to think animals like dogs who help the disabled dont even get a chance to go to heaven. its actually quite unfair.

sucks to be that pigeon i guess.
thank God im made human.

paranoia

2009-03-27T20:24:00.003+09:00

my number apparently used to belong to a jeff & a robert.
its weird though that only now im getting calls ( after more than half a year of having this number) frantically asking for them its kinda hilarious but i shouldnt laugh cuz its just plain mean.

& anonymous calls which i was too paranoid to pick up.

but it turns out that it might might might just be from my potential source of cash. sighh.
paranoia is bad see.
that's why its useless being scared or looking at the negative side of things although one cant really help it in times like these. :/

im really tired.
its finally friday.
& i realized its always the fridays that have me so very exhausted that i attend the 9am psychology labs with a poker face the tutor must think im really weird.
but im glad this week's the last psychology 3315 lab ill ever be going to YAY!! :D :D
i think this unit's really weird though. "its almost non-existant." ( VTR, 2009 ) true truee.
& now we have to come up with a really ridiculous report that is bound to fry all my brain juices once again & pissing me off in that agonizing process. hrmph.

oh & guess what. st cat's internet is down so im using uwa's snap. ayee my internet money is gonna be down to zero & most prolly below that by the end of tonight.if i continue hoovering round the internet.
its like although theres pretty much nothing to do i dont know why im still here that kinda thing ? yknw !?
yeaa maybe thats why i should start on my breaking dawn read ! :D finally got it from jasminee today. no actually from ain. cuz jas passed it to her & thankfully shes done reading or ill be so bored tonight cuz i think ill go offline after this juicy post .

like now.
bye! :D

{edit}
OH YAY INTERNET'S BACK !! :D :D :D
{/edit}

make it last

2009-03-25T19:32:00.004+09:00

teehee procrastinating :P
i've a test to seriously mug for.
can't wait for it to be over. like after tomorrow.
no mid sems fr me this sem ! :D yayness ttm.
just lab reports.& quizzes like the one i'll be having tmr.
ayeee.guess i shouldn't complain.

skipped 1 lect today cuz sleep was more important. :D
went to school & got abit confused. see ? that's why sleep is important. & apparently im still much deprived. lol.
figured stuffs out.
met vic&lj after the weatherburn lect. craped&loled for awhile.
vic can be seriously retarded sometimes. ehh. actually,sometimes is an understatement.
but a source of xD-ness all the same.

dinner was interesting. brownie dessert was AWESOME i tell you. had second helpings WITH NUTELLA. :9 YUM.
they shouldn't serve the dessert so early cuz it kinda distracts pple from the healthy mains.
& its not only me who gets distracted kays. :D especially if its anything that chocolatey. you should see the dessert line. its painfully long. especially if you're at the end of it.

anyhoos.
i wish i had tutoring skills. like Janice. she's already tutoring 2 students. & so early in the year ! i think ill only end up confusing those poor kids more than anything else :x hmm. maybe english ? hahhaha i'd love to teach korean kids. i think the way they attempt to speak english's so very entertaining it wouldnt even seem a job to teach them. & esp if they're willing to learn.

SIGHH.

& omg.she's so kind. i think too kind already. her rates are like $25/hour. & that's really underpriced i feel, especially for the university levellll D:

ahh wellll.
back to anhb2212 !!

whtevr.

2009-03-23T12:43:00.001+09:00

sometimes i laugh just to keep myself from crying.

dont ask why.

HAPPY 20TH , BEV !!! :D

2009-03-22T13:56:00.003+09:00

Come on baby let's do the twist
Come on baby let's do the twist
Take me by my little hand and go like this
Ee-oh twist baby baby twist
Oooh-yeah just like this
Come on little miss and do the twist

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEV!! :D :D
YOURE 20 ALR OMGAWD. HAHHAHA ANWS. DIDJA RECEIVE MY TEXT ??
IM GONNA SEND OVER SOMETHING BUT IM SO SORRY IT GONNA BE UBER BELATED. :(
I MISS YOU & I REALLY WISH WE COULD GO OUT & CELEBRATE YOUR BIG 20 TOGETHER !! just you cherlyn & meee !
BUT ANYHOOS. JUST INCASE YOU DIDNT GET MY TEXT..I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE. & EVEN THOUGH IM NOT THERE, IM WITH YOU IN SPIRIT ( oohh cornyyy :x BUT TRUEE! :D ). SO IM SURE YOU HAVE FUN !! :D
my stupid phone doesnt have the memory space to do a recording of anythinglike cherlyn could or you'll have heard me screaming happy birthday into your face the moment you open the message :(. but anyways. as soon as i install oovoo we can vid conference !! :D cherlyn's uber excited & so am i.

heheh.this post is dedicated to you my awesome bff (: so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN.
I LOVE YOU!! :D
& AM MISSING YOU LOADS. xxx

sucks even more when we can only meet up end of this year. omg cherlyn are you coming back end of this year ???

---

the moon dont hang as high as it used to.

2009-03-20T07:52:00.005+09:00

ayeeee its another night with isomnia. :(
& im thoroughly exhausted now.
i wonder whats causing all these sleepless nights.
i wasnt even thinking anything. my whole consciousness&subconsciousness was just concentrating as hard as possible to shut down.
how ironic.
my thalamus must be in that hyperactive mode again.

& i didnt even touch a single can of caffeine boosted drink.

got to bed around early11..tossed&turned many many.
slept lightly for abit cuz the next time i checked my hp twas 2 something am. [ yknw hw its like when its just light sleep rightttt...like ure just drifting to unconsciousness but not even there !? its exasperatingggg !!! D:( ]
& tossed&turned until around 5. its like unknowingly i keep squeezing my eyes shut so hard i see stars only to realise later when i give up that attempt to fall asleep. eye headacheee.
and then when i finally caught some Zs the stupid alarm rang. i turned it off & almost forgot to wake up.

woke up at 7.

:/ i dont feel too good now.
gots to get to school for my 9am psych lab. thank God this tutor isnt the type who enjoys calling random people off the name list to put them on that gawdamn spot, or calling on people for that matter.

i wonder if id be able to make it through the 2 hour lecture later.
should i even attempt ?
oh yeaaa. plans to go vics place to chill later. thinking about that makes lecture seem really random.

i just hope i can make it through.

but coming back here straight after the lab to sleep for the rest of today seems a very very good idea too.

sighh.

i wonder if a person can forget how to fall asleep.
like randomly forget.
-not that it applies to me.
obviously.

---

{add} -@2131

Mighty to Save- Hillsongs United

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

(Chorus:)
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
He rose & conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears & failures
Fill my life again

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender

(Chorus:) (2x)
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
He rose & conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

(Bridge:) (2x)
Shine Your light &
Let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory
Of the risen King
Jesus

(Chorus)
You're the Savior
You can move the mountains
Lord You are mighty to save
You are mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
You rose & conquered the grave
Yes You conquered the grave

(Bridge:)

yay! my God is mighty to save :D
& yay Nat! read ur blog tts why i got reminded of this song too :D thanks :D :D :D
im glad you finally realised that thinking positive's wayyyy better(;
GO NAT !!

oh ya Cherlynnn :x i forgot the Angel part to Michelle's name :x
sorryyyy.
OKAY MISS MICHELLE ANGEL YVONNE HOON TING !! LETS SAY HI THE NEXT TIME WE MEET KAYS :D :D :D

{/add}

what happened to friends forever ?

2009-03-19T16:44:00.003+09:00

its weird i tell you. the way i react to circumstances sometimes.
& most of the time i react in the way that id regret most when i think back.

sometimes though its just cuz it took more than 0.03s to process that current situation.
or, that the person went by too hurriedly fr me to react properly.

omgz.
im so :/
Cherlynnnnn !!!
i think i saw Michelle Yvonne Hoon Ting ( SEE I REMEMBERED YOUR NAME KAYS) todayyyy.
OMG.
i was waiting outside the lab for Yonatan to be done with his. was kinda stoning.
she walked past.she looked at me. i didnt know twas her cuz i wasnt really looking then, THEN with the way my weird brain processes stuffs i realized abit too late that she looked damn familiar & then i remembered DAMN ITS MICHELLEEEEE. but she was already chionging past(almost crashing into somebody).the way she does when she wants to avoid somebodyyy yknw right Cherlynnn !!
but im in no position to assume so :/ i really hope she isnt avoiding meee. but gosh she didnt change much actually. & SHES TAKING ANHB2212 tooosss i think ??
i wanted to call herrr but i was scared she wont wanna respond..like turn back.
& at tt moment i was still tryna figure if that was really her. or not.

i hope shes past tt massive quarrel we had too :/

sighsigh.
its weird the way things happen.
if only it clicked the moment we saw each other.
& if only i was actually looking at what my eyes were seeing
& not stoningggg

i really miss our si wei nu shen xP those were funtimesss though we got scolded umpteen times :D :D :D

no more ham

2009-03-18T08:40:00.004+09:00

woke up so early so i cld pack lunch. but in the end theres no more ham. see ?? everybody loves ham D: gahh.
guess the early human gets the ham ?

omgz.too early in the morn to be lame. -.-

but reallyyyy. i cant keep waking up so early just to pack lunch D: even on days when ive classes at 10 ?!
ahh well.. me hearts the refs roasted veg wrap :D :D :D have been lovin it since my very first semester there. & will continue lovin it till i graduate :D :D :D. i stay loyal kays.

OKAY I WAS BORED TTS WHY IM SO RANDOMLY DISCUSSING THE ABOVE NONSENSE.
TIME FOR SCHOOL BYE.

formal hall

2009-03-16T21:36:00.002+09:00

formal hall tonight was URHM. :x

had to dress up like kids/what we loved to wear when we were kids/ what we thought was cool when we were a kid/ favourite superhero or cartoon character.

pick one.
teehee. i thought overalls&pigtails were cool ! :D ( & i didnt have a favourite superhero/cartoon character :( )
got some photos but only cuz Yonatan wanted to see.... let me contemplate smore if i wanna post it up here. or not.

anyways.
it was funner than i thought. got high with some bim-o -.-
it was pretty cute/kiddy the whole thing.
many even brought their teddiessss !! i was so tempted to run up just to get mine.
why didnt i think of thattt !!!
the whole hall suddenly became an oversized/overgrown kids' event.
only our meals were undersized.
-kidsized, thank God ! cuz i was pretty full then. & the strawberry cheesecake dessert was YUM. abit too small though :P
&instead of tablecloths on the tables it was scribblepaper instead. & we were supplied with crayons/color pencils/ markers to doodle to our hearts content.
the songs playing on the background were so '95 it really brought back good ol memories.

& whilst waiting fr dessert. me&bim-o playfought. like how kids would. like we drew a line on the paper & then suddenly there was my side ur side, my things ur things. i dont friend you. then after that we turned on poor Ain. hehe. we became playground bullies over minutes :D then we tried throwing marbles into each other's cleavage. wth. then i lost my marbles. :x
hehe then we made up & stuck stickers on each other.
sweettt :D
i wish i could be a kid all over again.

OHOHOH.
to illustrate bim-o's bimboness xD
this is so funny.

while eating dessert..

bim-o : this powder is very nice ! :D :D :D
me : its icing sugar.
bim-o : -silent for a moment as realization struck her-

then i started laughing. couldnt help it !!!
then she started was like WHHHAAATTOEIIIIpokepokepokepokeLOLLOLLOL xD

teehee.
guess tonight was fun :D
was kinda sullen this morn, dreading this formal hall being 1ofthelamereasons.
cuz it will suck. if you went in & sat with the people you cant converse with & then end up spending the entire time enduring their pretences.. tryna make up awkward convos & wishing time would just hurry up.

im sorry if i was pmsyyy :(

ahh wells.
glad its over :D

post pics post picsss ????

sighh.

2009-03-15T21:39:00.002+09:00

He took a deep breath, frustrated.
" It's so hard to describe. It's not like love at first sight, really. It's more like ... gravity moves. When you see her ,suddenly it's not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her.And you would do anything for her, be anything for her ...
You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that's a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother."

-Eclipse (pg 176) by Stephenie Meyer

awwww. ((((;
3rd book already & still lovin' it TTM !! :D :D

whilst awaiting dinner.

2009-03-14T17:56:00.002+09:00

i thought id blog ! :D

today was a crazy day.
woke up early morn at around 9am when i really wanted to sleep in. gahh.
bloody circadian rhythm. i still feel sleep deprived OKAY. hmpf.
received the sms that started this crazy day.

decided tt maybe cuz i was hungry tts why i got so irritated. so i went down fr breakfast.
did no good. was more annoyed when i came back up. prolly cuz my text didnt get a reply.
called dad to scream/vent.

got happier fr abit cuz i got to finally see them !! on webcam :/
gosh. im missing them so so so so much.
its insane.
talked to mom after dad left fr work.
i really really miss her. kept thinking of my saturday mornings back in sg.
i wld be breakfasting with her then !! D:

teehee. captured this moment. forgot to get one w dad :x
but see?? mommy!! so pretty .((((;
& i miss her loads loads loadsssss.

anyways.back to the crazy part of today.
optus creds ran out. so cant contact Yonatan when i was going to be late for our meeting in the city.
sighh. delays delays. the bus was 15 mins latee!!
Yonatan was so sweet (: bought me my favourite plumgreentea to cheer me up (;
went to get his boostjuice & then we walked around the city for awhile.

then.
went back to my old homestay.
eeyerrr hate that place so much.
brings back weird memories.
anyways. got back my shoes :D
then we caught the train back.
BUT THEN. A.S called. said i had mail to collect, she forgot to tell me.
so we went all the way back again.
& on the way there. some retard accused me of sitting on his seat.
like hello he already got up ?! & the seat didnt have his name written there saying that was his seat. he even got another seat, closer to the guy he was talking to (without having to satand to wait for it.) SO WHY COMPLAIN OMG.

anyways.
im glad today's over.
& tt i had Yonatan to acc me ((;

&&& VIC PASSED HER DRIVING :D
lawl. its about time ! CONGRATSSSS
its gna be a long long long while till i get my hands on the steering wheel to learn the art of moving a vehicle.
dad's rules.
-only after i graduate.
thanks ah.

i ran out of laundry tokens.

looks like ive to wait till mon.
&its already a huge load.

OKAY DINNERTIME!

lets do the dao face

2009-03-13T19:27:00.004+09:00

so tiredddd.
why ah?
im gonna have a serious sleepin tonight/tomorrow.

& i hardly did anything todayyy.
went to school for the 9am psych lab.
nothing really interesting..
then went fr 1 hr of the 2 hr lecture. i wonder why i even bothered going.
was sleeping 3/4 of the time.
really exhausted.

after school, we went fr frenchapplepie/lemonlimetart @ some cafe along king's street. yummyyy.
:D:D we unanimously agreed the lemonlimetart rocked hehe.
im sucha foodie these days.
& then we went to visit vic. lj was there too. when we reached the place they looked like they were going through some depression or something.the black curtains were drawn & lj was pengsun-ed on the couch. i think vic was too.. but she got up to open the door fr us. heard her cursing behind the door lorrr. XD vic ahh. hahah.they had the 8am lab. earlier than us. no wonder they were burnt out already (&maybe also the reason why they ponned tt 2hr psyc lect we attempted to sit through. welll at least we attempteddd !! :D ). LOL. schools tough. no doubts about that. sigh.

chilled at her place. laughed loads, like we always do when we are all together. :D funtimes.
i was already so tired almost falling asleep as soon as my butt hit the couch but they kept me laughg it was hard to accidentally doze off.

played with photobooth.
i wonder if vic wld post it up somewhereee :P
vic: "lets do the dao face".
but i never managed to keep my face straight long enough to be captured "dao".
i wonder whats wrong with me.
im so easily amused.

OH. all the best viccc fr ur driving test tomorrow (; you can do it !!
i wanna hear good news ahh..
no pressure.. just good news can already xD

& i finally got Jas's eclipse ! :D

gonna start reading as soon as im done bathing :D :D :D

---

happy seven months ,darling !

i can do better.

2009-03-12T22:41:00.004+09:00

wowiee.
slumdog millionaire's aweseomee :D almost teared in the end..
watched it today as a wing thingy.
had it at the jcr courtyard. like an outdoor movie theatre.sorta.. :}
& with maltesessss, popcorn,cheezles&blue m&ms.. teehee. got high&excited. bleh.
& got really cool blue lips&tongue.
& a tummy. D:

there were some gross parts though. like the scraping the eyes out with a spoon. ew.
& jamal jumping into a pool of shit.
D:
im nauseous at that thought. :/

today's another biolab day. i realised how the week just flew by. D: its kinda scary.
i must have really been enjoying myself then.
cuz whyever wld the time be so nice to fly by so quickly.
but on the other hand.. it could mean time passed so annoyingly fast cuz i must be dreading something ? like exams.
yea. like exams.
time was never really nice to be before.

but biolab wasnt as bad. learnt quite alot of things following the old lady around.who follows a tutor around. i think shes the oldest student here. but she really really amazes me. i kinda admire her perseverance too.i mean.. it must be kinda hard tryna remember all those names of every muscle/tissue/cell/nerve/artery/vein/other extremely random part of the body which one wont actually be wanting to ~~spend~~waste time comtemplating the name&function&etcetc, at her age. gosh. she must be at least 65. she looks really grandmotherly yknw!! full head of snowy white hair, wrinkles, twinkly eyes & always smiling.
& shes really cute too.
the other time at neuro, the lab demostrator had trouble with the mike..so he'd decided not to use the mike but shout instead cuz he had to use 2 hands to handle the brain/fruitbasket cranium, but! she stepped forward to help him hold the mike. made me feel kinda guilty there&then. cuz its like i didnt actually care? like i didnt care if he had to shout, even if it meant losing his voice in that process.hmm.

:x

& today at bio lab.
maybe embarassment's also a way of learning ? though not the best way.. apparently !!!
but haha. ive learnt the proper difference between intersegmental&segmental & it will forever be etched in my memory.thankyouverymuch. D:

aside from labs labs & more labs, it'll be school & then life at stcats.
with the way they are feeding me.. im really hoping my genes stay true to me..since mom&dad arent fat.. i wont get fatter than i already am.. right??D:

sighhh.
really gotta start working out.
but howww ???
im already so tired at the end of the day when school finally ends. & on days when i have it better all i wanna do is chill.

darn.

ahhh whateverrr.:D
ill eat healthier.
I WILL.
-starting after tomorrow's planned apple pie :D

&&&i cant wait to get my hands on Jas's eclipse!!! :D :D :D
teehee!!TOMORROW :D
i loveee fridaysss.
& i think ive told you that before ! :D

ohhawtdamn.

2009-03-10T16:43:00.002+09:00

the forecast says it 37degs tdy. but i swear. it really really feels hotter than 37 D:
its so hot i got a headache just by standing in the shade waiting for the bus to take me back.
& am still haveing that headache.
gosh.

anyways. today was fun (; except fr the heat.
went to watch watchmen after school + Yonatan's driving lesson.
teehee.
its a long movie though.
got our usual green tea mango mantra from boostjuice for him & plum green tea from utopia for me ! wanted to get gelares after the movie but i guess the popcorn & drinks filled us up already :x ahh wellll.. theres always next tues.. & the next & the next & the nexttt etcetc :D

why tues ?
go figure (;

hrmmm. since theres nothing else to report.. or maybe cuz the heat denatured some of the things i wanted to sayyy so that i forgotttt :x im gonna get back to new moon ! :D
& yknw. i actually read till pg 101 the day before yesterday's yesterday but then reluctantly stopped cuz i had a huge junkload of psyc readings to do before friday. SO. i chionged the psyc readings & am doneeee!! so proud of myself.
& then yesterday, i started newmoon from page 1 again !
cuz im cool like that. :D

but thats not the end of homeworksss darnit. theres still bio lab stuffs. ew. guess ill do it tonight. :6

NEW MOON !!! :D

sometimes when we touch

2009-03-06T19:19:00.016+09:00

i loveee fridays!!
went to school just for pacy3315 lab&lecture.
lab was blahh & lecture even worse.
psych3315 isnt dry, really. its just the lecturerrr. :/
its funny how the lecturer has to be funny for the lecture to be fun.
like mr dave van valenberg ! hes my favourite lecturer :D

teehee.
anyhoos.
met Vic for the lecture. managed to stay around 1hour10mins of that 2 hour lecture before out bums got too itchy & had to get out.

got out !
went to claremont's Rudy's for tea/lunch.
met Vikki on the way & Jas there.
the tiramisu & passionfruit cheesecake were awesome :D
though i thought the tiramisu was awesomer :P
BUT nothing in this whole wide world can ever beat Ciao's tiramisu !! :9 that one is seriously yum ttm. even that is an understatement. ;9
sat&chatted for a while. the heat got me all headachy&lethargic. guess last night's random isomnia made it worse.
sent Vikki home.. then Jas, Vic, Yonatan & i went to the city !
split up in the city. Yonatan & i went to hunt for New Moon :D found it. pity Dymock's ran out. most prolly cuz there was a freakin 20% discount on that book theree. sigh sigh. should have bought it yesterdayyyyy. went to Borders instead. im thankful that book was there.phew.
& teehee! Jas agreed to lend me the Eclipse&Breaking Dawn !!! YAY !! :D

OH.& i earned a total of $120.sth from the secondhand bookstore !! if given cash on the spot id be happier. but ah wells. its cheque. well done anws ! :D

& i just finished the pack of marshmallows.
& im feelin nauseous now.
& i tell you. im sick of marshmallows already.
its gonna be no more junk food for a long long while. i really neeed a detox :(
i realise i always mindlessly put things into my mouth. especially when my attention is somewhere else.. like reading new moon ?!?!? D: this is bad.
i really should pay more attention to when & what im actually eating.

anywaysss. :D Eunice is a really happy girl right now (; not just cuz of new moon though.
hee((;
&&& daddy finally got his birthday card !! :D yay! i really hope you like it daddy..

okies. im back to new moonnn noww !
byee:D

---
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides.

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again.

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides.

-Sometimes When We Touch by Olivia

nice soonnggg.. love much!!:b

another white coat event

2009-03-04T18:05:00.002+09:00

that was supposedly today& tomorrow,
but turns out its just gonna be tomorrow.

LOL.
im talkin about labs. bio labssss D:
teehee.
we had a bio lab today ( neurobiology ) but since its just histology we were gonna do, no lab coats required. the noob me you & you brought lab coats. Dx
but tomorrowwww. its gonna be 3 tiring hours of lab. moreover with Dr A as my histology tutor. its definitely gonna be a drag.

which comes first ? the bloodflow to that region "responsible" fr the thought.. or the thought itself ??
cuz today at lecture i learnt tt whilst doing something or even the thought of doing that something but not doing it ( like moving ur fingers & the thought of moving ur fingers but not moving any at all ) the same region in the brain will "light up" as in an MRI.
soooo.. id sayyy maybe its like the nanosecond that we have the inkling of that thought that blood will automatically flow to that region of brain where that inkling originated which then causes the "growth" of the thought.. & the linking up of other random nonsense one might be thinking.
just a random thought :P
bet tt area in my brain lighted up. teehee.

ive spent the entire day tryna get warm when its so cold & cooling down when it got so warm. & the weather's not normal. really not normal. it can be sooo cold like in the morning.. then suddenly warm and then cold again when the dreaded wind blows and then warm again when we're in the lecture theatres..etcetc..
my system's homeostasic control is just on the verge of either breaking down..or going haywire. not good.
no wonder im so exhausted by the time the last class was over. thankfully lab today lasted only 30mins :D or else id have died there & gone to heaven. hehe. :D

& then im blogging about the weather. gosh. am i getting boringer already ?
:x uni is really sucking the life outta meeee. & its only week2.
& i really need a break already.
sigh.
restarting the old engine is hard.. espcially after so long a break.

OHOHOH!!! YESTERDAY. ive finally got my work permitttt!! :D :D :D
& have applied fr some jobs. i really hope at least 1 accepts me... reallyyyy
then id be so so happy. :D i can then finally allow myself that ~~little spree~~ ive been so wanting to have ever since a million years ago.

tomorrow's another white coat event.
isn't this exciting. i've at least 1 every week. covered shoes are also part of that dresscode.

okay. im gonna shuttup talking about the random stuffs in my life. bye.

i wanna get on the tv momma

2009-02-27T18:38:00.005+09:00

that was fast.
week 1's overrr .

anyhoos.
last night was FUN i tell you.
st cats had a commencement dinner, themed Alice in Wonderland, dresscoded cocktail.
food was amazing & everyone actually bothered to dress up!
its kinda weird having to dress up just to go down for dinner.. but it was all worth it (x
we weren't allowed to take anything out of the hall after the dinner but i just had to sneak out the menu cuz it was so huge & cute & i wouldnt be able to rmb the names of the dishes if i didnt :x i thought itd be interesting to shareeee..no?
nobody saw anyways. guess the rest were too busy tidying up or already woozy from the wine&champange & some others, beer.
LOL.
&great music too!
OH OH OH & the menu was like this :

EAT ME...

Entree
Fettuccini Wonderland
Fettuccini with red capsicum in vodka cream sauce

Main
Chicken for the Cheshire cat - "We're all mad here..."
Breast of chicken fillet filled with camembert cheese and cranberries, served over spiced cous cous

Seafood for the Mock Turtle- " Sob, Sob..."
Warm ocean-fresh salmon, scallop, prawns, garlic morton bay bugs and chilli mussels over garden greens

A Hearty Meal for Alice- "Curiouser and curiouser"
Roast sirlion of beef with mushroom just over root vegetables

A Salad for the White Rabbit
Warm roast vegetable with paneer, mushrooms and fresh asparagus

Dessert
Sweet Treats for the mad Hatter- "I see what i eat is the same thing as I eat what I see ! "
A selection of yummy treats: apple petit fours, cannoli, ice-cream sandwich and eclairs

yummy eh?:P
hehe.if i find the pics ill post it.
theres an intercollege scribble party tonight but im not going, cuz i dont wanna make smaller my currently irreplaceble pathetic selection of clothes by letting randoms scribble crap all over some shirt id be wearing if i went.. cuz me poor uni kid. ;( & i think ive had enough alcohol(wine&champange) last night to last me a longgg while ! :P
& i cant wait till after next mon !!!! i think i can finally start applying for jobs (((x after next mon. teehee.

OH! & Claire brought over Monty ,her dog, today. hes soooo cute. much much cuter in real lifee! & ohsofriendly too!schweeett!!he rolled over the moment i started patting him.((((x

&! ive finished twilight the day before yesterday! D: im missing something that interesting to read right nowww. sigh.

{ADD}
okay.free music. bleh. the party is right outside my roommm!! like in tt lawn thingy just on the other side of the wall. the music's really blasting ! D: like i can even hold a club in my own room luhh. i checked the party out..aint too happening. Claire&Amy came up. confirmed my inference. ah well. they paid 7bucks each.. so they went back down again.

just for onceeee... id like some peace&quiet pleaseeee !!

or shld i enjoy this noise while it lasts ?

D:omgawd.
{/ADD}

in my dreams i have a plan.

2009-02-24T18:57:00.005+09:00

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

-He's not that into you.
---

watched that movie with Yonatan today (: its good. y'all shld watch it.
was reading the synopsis outside the theatre before deciding what we should watch &as soon as i read "bittersweet movie" i was like ok watch! hee. i like movies that make me cry :x
& it sorta did :3
hahaha & its tuesday! tuesday=cheapERtics day. hehe so its all oh-to-the-tee-ayy-why !:D

& before that we actually went to school. but we couldnt find the darn lt.
bloomsfield schroomsfield. hmpf.
Yonatan found out later that its located riiiighttt at the other end of school. how convenient !
ah well. its only the first lecturee :P
&the only lecture for all tuesdays of this sem !! woohoo.
&yknw what?? i really think my timetable this sem's absolutely fab.dontcha ? :D

scoured the secondhand bookstore. seemed like our books' been sold !
im really hopingggg!! i could really use the extra $$$. yknw!! & i cant wait for my permit to be done. i really wanna start applying for jobs already!
though i know ill soon dread going to work, ill always remind myself ..ka-chingg! $D
oh boy.ive gotta stop ranting about $$$.
i hate that im beginning to sound so money-eyed.
but im not.
obviously.
:x

bloody cramps. got me all tired&cranky&erractically hungry. its so stupid&unfair females hafta suffer like this every month. but dark chocs made it better (; sorta. hee

twilight's so awesome thus far & gimme a day, or 2 i think ill be done!
oh goshh. gotta save again for the next book!!&thenext&thenext&thenextetcetc
:D:D:D
-therefore even more hopeful of the abovesaid extra$$$ [;

OKAY SHUTTUP EUNICE.

hot summer chill party ?

2009-02-21T19:23:00.003+09:00

hello hello!
just a quickie before i hafta go off again !
theres a chill party tonight!
thank God they changed the location to somewhere airconditioned.. if not! ill be sauna-ed dry by the end of tonight. its truee!!
blehh.

its so hot. even sitting infront of the fan on full blast doesnt help much. i really miss my singapore room.

cold&hungry is one thing.. but what about hot&hungry&bothered. sheesh!!

OHOHOH!
ME FINALLY HAS TWILIGHT BOOK !!! teehee :D thanks dear. (((((x tt was really sweet.
ive started reading it this afternoon after getting back from lunch&lada @ the city with Yonatan. its really niceee :P
boost juice was just awesome. just wht we needed in this cruel heat.
& I LOVED MY SUMO SALAD REALLY MUCH :D

i really cant wait fr winter now.

but then again.. whn its winter i know im gonna whine again how dreadfully cold & gloomy the whole place is gonna get.

AH WELL.
FOR NOW.
ALL I WANT I FOR WINTER TO HURRY UP !!
or at least a cool breezeeee...
pretty please!!
in this heat.. i wont even know when im falling asleep.
only to be awoken a little too late. sighh. like just now.
& moreoverrrr when these past few days have been rather messilybusy if yknw wht i mean.

goshh i dont even know wht this post is all about now. must be the heat.

i gotta go now !
byeeee

**p/s: sorry cherlyn !! ill talk to you when i get back later i promise ! :x

ring the alarm

2009-02-19T11:10:00.002+09:00

this morning we had a fire alarm. testing. at frikin 5am. ><
woke up thinking wth !?
it didnt occur to me it was the firealarm. it sounded so weird. i thought i was dreaming.

after the alarm thingy ended we were made to stand in a row on the road divider just outside the college to dance the hokeypokey&macarina& spaz out some really retarded yoga moves. its was embarassing yet hilarious & i was freezing!! everyone out there on tt divider were only clothed in nighties. :x & there were quite alot of cars & cyclists about. we are sooooo good at attracting attention. hehh. but i guess ive learnt not to care.

anyhoos. after clowning ard we walked to matilda bay to watch the sunrise & for a compensatory breakfast. id have enjoyed it if i werent so cold. :(

then i walked back with some of the others despite the tutors telling us we had to walk to notre dame. no wayyyy. i needa sleep!!

& then i plonked myself onto bed the moment i reached my room.

so now im deciding if i shld go fr the intercollege dragon boat thingy later which starts at 2pm.
so tireddddd.

maybe i wont go :/

I NEEDA BREAK ALREADYYYY D:

meow.

2009-02-17T10:46:00.004+09:00

AHHH. FINALLY THE TIME TO BLOG.
when im wide awake..kinda. & free (:
the past 2 days were rather chaotic. moving my stuffs here&there&everywhere. im really embarassed at the amt of stuffs i have. seriously.
&aside from moving theres packing&sorting out my stuffs& stcat's o day..so its no doubt im so exhausted at the end of the day.
& even exhaustion couldnt lull me to sleep the first day :x maybe cuz this room feels so hostel like it feels strange..in a nice kind of way..

its like back to the all girls environment i was in in primary school..except tt everyone heres alot older.. :D its fun. its like we can hold girly convos all day w/out having to bother if we're embarassing anybody. teehee.

& on the first day we had this war game thingy.. tts why you see the pink streaks on my cheeks in those photos. it was FUN. ran around in the dark screaming & tryna step on the opponent's balloons whilst keeping yours inflated fr as long as possible.OH.& stealing ur opponents stuffs too.

mine got stepped on of courseee.

& i stepped on some anonymous strangers' one too. & bashed her up with a pillow& made her lose her slipper in that hallway :P teehee. i gave it back to her of course ! but much later when the whole thing was over. yeaa..&she gave me some bruises too. bleh.

day 2 was spent muchly with daddy & Yonatan.
they helped pack the stuffs in my room( thankyouthankyouuu!! ) & lunched&dinnered tgt too! both extremely yummy !!:D & then i had to say goodbye to daddy at ard 11.. :'( i really really wish he could stay.

& then it felt really weird coming back to this room all alone.
like its been kinda crowded the whole day & then it was just me..yknw wht i mean ? yeaa...

oh wells.
i think ill enjoy myself here.
just gotta remind meself to look on the bright side ((;

oh! & my neighbour frm rm 91 has been really nice to me (: her name's Claire. & omg bev!! shes from Britain. you're sooooo gonna love her !! :D

but really... i really really miss my cherlyn&bev besties :X

oh too soon D:

2009-02-13T23:23:00.001+09:00

woots. finally finished packing the friggin luggages. & now im sneezimg my poor head off :( im allergic to dust&the tiny particles that fly&imaginery airborne micorbes.

i dont know why im suddenly more reluctant than ever to leave.
*ill not be seeing mom&dad&bro for at least 9 months
*ill miss them terribly. esp mom.
*i dont know when ill ever be able to see miss cherlyn revalle chia. ever???? goshhh why u pr so soonnnn!! D:
*ill miss both cherlyn&bev very terribly. :'(((( like when can we be retarded tgt again ???
*i think the life i have here is the bestest ever.
*i think ive gone back too many times already. & many many more to come ........
*suddenly the thought of living in st cats scares me. what if nobody likes me??? :(
*this yr2 looks really tough.coupled w the fact tt ive gotta up my averageee D:
*means play less :(

packing the luggage tgt w dad today made me realise how much he loves me. & i really hope i wont let him down. :s

& seems like the same time last year im on my way back downunder. again.

i love the whole world :D

2009-02-12T12:47:00.002+09:00

I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skies,
I love big bridges,
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world,
And all its sights and sounds,

Boom dee odda, boom dee odda,
Boom dee odda, boom dee odda

I love the oceans,
I love real dirty things,
I love to go fast,
I love Egyptian kings,
I love the whole world,
And all its craziness.

Boom dee odda,boom dee odda,
boom dee odda,BOOM dee odda

I love tornadoes,
I love arachnids,
I love hot magma,
I love the giant squids,
I love the whole world,
It's such a brilliant place,

Boom dee odda, boom dee odda !!

hees.i really do !!
-except the arachnids parttt :s

:D

2009-02-12T01:09:00.006+09:00

"have i ever told you i have been struck by lightning seven times ?"

today was :D :D :D !!!
first, me meets Cherlyn at PS's carrefour. she was buying fbts. initially i wanted to buy some too cuz i dunno where my others have happily disappeared to but then the price. the priceeee. i didnt fancy spending so much so early in the morning :x

then we went to the cathay to purchase our tics fr my round 2 of the curious case of benjamin buttons. yesterday was round 1 with Yonatan. but it didnt bore me a single bit this 2nd time. if not, i think i gained a better perspective of the movie. cuz now i noticed more things & thus understood better.

then midway thru the movie bev msged us. she passed her btt!! CONGRATS GIRL (((x
aft the movie we met then went ard walkg&talkg&walkg&talkg blahblahblahh.
we were at heeren fr awhile when it started pouring so we found somewhere to sit & talked somemore :D
it was still drizzling when we finally got outta there.. went to taka. i was torn between going home & staying. i could go home cuz theres dinner there for me already so i could save $$$. but then again when will i ever see my 2 belovedbffs & be 3 of us in 1 freakin place altogether like this. gotta treasure the moment :D but i had no more cash. allowance=$0 . i felt like an imbecile:( but they were sweet, they gave me a treat @ ajisen ramen.thankyouthankyou !!! the volcano ramen was beyond volcano. YUMMY !!

after dinner we went to some hat shop & played w hats while bev enacted her british "would you like to come for teeaa." thingy. fuunn!! proceeded to gramaphones thereafter. sat down on orange sofa &watched the ip man dvd tts playing w/out the sounds but w a rather appropriate cd soundtrack blasting frm one of the speakers under tt screen. lol.

&then the place got too cold we decided to go outside.
bumped into a schoolmate, Erwin. tsk so dao.
decided to go holland v to chill. & fr bev to xD
while on the way to the bus stop bev alr got xD
on the bus there laughed&talked&got pretty high.
reached there walked a little, bumped into Azfar. hmmm. not as gay anymore. strange! but nice surprise :D
then walked somemore. freakin teeko guys make me wanna gorge their eyeballs out.
went to starbucks to chill & talk & then got entertained by our knee-jerk reflex. rofl!
till ard 10plus we stayed. then we decided to walk 1 more round cuz bev wanted to xD.
took 77 to bukitbatok. met missLJ on the bus! HAHAHHA OMG HER FACE. THE CLASSIC STONED EXP.
funny xD chatted till she got off. then i happened rescue Cherlyn frm somethingsomething just in time.teehee.or else somethingsomething. :P she seems to have a strange affinity to somethingsomething. or it might be the other way around. oh well ! :D

& i walked home from yew tee. its been a real long time. i love long walks. esp in this peaceful quiet of the night. :D

that pretty much sums up today !

& omg ill be leaving the day after tomorrowww???? D:
i really think its kinda soonn.. like this hols all over faster than lightning.

rumble mumble jumble

2009-02-08T23:23:00.002+09:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking 'round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

~~Trying hard not to hear~~
~~But they talk so loud~~
~~Their piercing sounds fill my ears~~
~~Try to fill me with doubt~~
~~Yet I know that their goal~~
~~Is to keep me from falling~~ .. (i understand now,thankyou.(; )

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

--
teehee (; im kinda addicted to this song now. it keeps playing around in my head.
some parts of it used to be true.. but nows okay already. & yet some of it still remains true & im glad its that way :D

im really glad we had that talk.
everythings okay now & im very very happy (;

& that tt "predeparture briefing" ( which seems to have a routinal pattern occuring approsimately a week, or 2 before i fly off again )also finally over. pheeww !
im really happy we thugged it out the way we did.
enough already ok ? no moree ah. i really understand already :D stop worryingggg !!

im leaving in 6days !! :D

roses are red ;some diamonds are blue.

2009-02-07T00:30:00.003+09:00

went out with Yonatan today.
we watched bride wars & played 4 rounds of bowling each. :O
had some korean barbequed chicken thing for lunch & shared newyork newyork's spring chicken for dinner. plus, mudpie fr dessert !! with which i got giddily high&happy from :P yummy !:D

i realised thats about all ive been doing this hols.
go out, either to the east, to town or hand around in the west (my area).
watch movies. gosh ive watched LOADS this hols !! :D
& eat eat eattt. gahh. i cant complain right. cuz there are people&children in Africa who dont even have 1 square meal a day. i am thankful im so blessed. really :D

i still think its funny ive to come home for holiday. & manyatimes ive been shown stuff about sg that ive never known my entire life ive lived here. so it seems, manyatimes, that imma tourist in my own country. how tragic. D: but ive learnt much this past 2 months :P

& this hols is nearly nearly over. ill be on a jetplane back there in 7days!!
emotions still juxtaposed over that dawning of a new term ;the 2nd uni year.
im really excited about the things im gonna be learning.. butttt what terrifies me the most is still that pile of tests,exams&assignments that will start piling up almost as soon as school starts for real. i really hope with all my heart i dont trip & fall behind.

:x
see. thats why it pays to be optimistic ! then one wont hafta be overwhelmed with such gloominess as such when thinking such un-optimistic -rather,pessimistic- thoughts as above.

cuz on the brighter side of things, i believe ill be able to make it, through Christ who strengthens me ! :D

see? all better already !
teehee :D

cookie crumbs

2009-02-05T17:49:00.003+09:00

gosh im feeling extremely accomplished now :P
know why ?
i just swam 50 laps. xD
& although its just a meagre 2.5 km its still 50 lapsss !!

but i guess the main fuel for this "madness" is cuz of my guilt-ridden heart .
-that drove me this far.
guilty why ?
i freakin finished a box of almond cookies whilst watch american idol last nighttt D:
coupled with the fact that upon weighing myself this morning (the 1st time since i got back frm perth), that horrifying discovery of @#$%&*! -->duhh.a weight gain. :(
oh the horrors D:
not good not good.

but now,since my muscles are all spent & sore,
im absolutely exhausted & insanely happy.
& i think this is the bestest feeling in the whole wide world :P
well done Eunice !! :D :D :D

oh.
& i kinda drew sth today while watchg tv this morning..

i think she looks like a freakish alien-girl. x6

hello cuteness (;

2009-02-03T13:13:00.002+09:00

awwwww!! omg she's so cute!!! :D

-Kaitlyn Maher

this will be a long post.

2009-02-01T11:30:00.010+09:00

this lack of blogging is not an indication of dullness in my world or the lack of worthy things to write about, if anything, its the exact opposite.

since my last post ive started a few posts on several occasions, fingers itching to ramble about the day's happenings, but brain wanting perfection, the preservation of emotions & afterthoughts ,in the right words thats why.

me taking this "preservation" so seriously may sound silly & sudden to the rest of you but if i seem to have this blogger's block for past weeks happenings, id much rather scrap the inner legions of my memory.

but i have concluded that perhaps this "preservation" is best done using the simplest words.

so here goes !

last week was chinese new year. it still is chinese new year now, until the 9th which will be the 15th day in the chinese calendar, the last day.
new year's eve was spent at telokblangah ,as usual , but its been 2 years since ive last celebrated it there. i wasnt in town y'see.
but everything was still comfortably farmiliar, its like id never skipped that 2 years.

i think tradition is really cool. especially family traditions. it varies with different families, ive only recently come to realize. & so it is unique, the way each family has its own.
& this chinese new year, ive learnt that not every family has steamboat for reunion dinner on cny's eve. when all my life's spent believing that was so.
-i had strongly -naively- believed that was the norm ! D:

& the first day of cny. we went back to telokblangah again. this time for brunch. & we had the same dishes ive been having all my life & only when its cny. the same soup ( yam with really long vegetable cooked in 1 piece with its roots attached), the same kind of rice ( yam&ginger flavoured rice) the same yummy tea ( red dates tea freshly brewed&made by bigaunt), the same dessert ( fried nian gao. me loves !! )& of course, thankfully, with all the same people. - my aunts, uncles & cousins. (;
& teehee. the same collection of angbaos too.
i like sameness. :D

& on the second day of cny, Yonatan came over for lunch & i went over for dinner. yummy food all over & i was full to the max :D
that was the only change in this years cny.. & me hopes it stays this way forever.

on wednesday Yonatan & i went to catch Passengers. weird, intriguing movie. kinda creepy too. the way the people keep appearing on screen got me goosebumps. :/ but when i think about it now, i suppose its not too bad. (;

thursday was uber fun ! we spent the day at sentosa. my first time luge-riding. scary the first time round but it was really really fun the last 2 rides. no to mention i almost lost my right slipper getting down the skyline the second time. it was precariously sitting near the edge of the slanted landing. the brave attendant got it back for me & whilst he doing so i scared myself thinking that if he fell & died, it'll really be all my fault. well wont it ??? D:
& then we went to walk the flower exhibition. pretty flowers everywhere :D i couldnt be more content. (;
*pictures here & here

friday we went durian hunting. youd have already seen some of the pics in that second here (;
the durian wasnt as good as it should have been. oh well. too bad tisnt durian season now. & then we went bowling too. i bowling went from bad to better to blah. i needa work on my attention span. :X

& yesterday was the usual saturday. church in the evening & a yummy dinner following. we actually decided on another restaurant but it was already booked to its seams, the manager was so flustered, & when we arrived he seemed even more stressed. its still cny & loads of peoples still celebrating i guess ! so we went to Jumbo instead. it was as full as that earlier mentioned restaurant but we booked it on the way there teehee. the chilli crab & steamed fish was absolutely fab. :D

& with the way my family loves to eat, i leave each meal with a huge tummy wondering how long will i be able to maintain my current size.or get any skinnierrrr :x but i seem to have inherited my family's love of eating. sighhhhh.

& finally today. -a million&one &'s later.
im sitting on the world's most comfortable leather couch typing all this & wondering to myself who in the right mind would actually read all this. especially after the above establishment that this is gonna be a long post.
& if he/she has managed to reach these words not bored to death yet, ye must be experiencing some near death experience right now ! but if not.. :D im reallyreally suprised. whoever you are, you must have some bore-defying super power.

muaha.
i shall stop rambling now.
have a great week y'all !(;

hers, accordingly.

2009-01-20T17:14:00.005+09:00

its really windy these days even the house feels windy without the usual need to plug in the fan & turn it on full speed.

anyways.
i decided to park my bum at home today. was supposed to go back to m.g today w mom so we could buy those nice new m.g shirts. but bro had to go tighten his braces. asked if i wanted to tag along i happily declined. no thank you ! i dont wanna hang around hospitals for quite awhile yet !! &besides, if i went ive gotta get up earlyyy. but ive got sleep to catch up on ! (;

guess we'll go tomorrow when im gonna be out too anyway to meet my aunt. she thinks im too busy nowadays & had alr pre-booked this date whn she visited me in hospital that time. LOL. she's so cute eh. & she, whn tgt with my mom make a real comical pair. like a very convenient source of entertainment whenever im out with them. really hilarious..in a way that takes awhile to understand.

oh yea.last night dad decided to book me into qantas intead. all for the price of $604. im kidding (; i understand, daddy. i really dont mind it anyway :D
i dont know why im actually excited for school to start again. i kinda miss that uwa-ness , the air, the lifee, the rush to get things done, & even the late night muggings & that whoosh of euphoria when the very last paper's finally done xD
thats weird. :x

my safari decided to be retarded today so i decided to try mozilla. like now (x &its just as cool ! the boring ol'i.e shld seriously be put in microsoft's museum already !D:

(my thoughts seem all over the place today. i wonder why.)

p.s i really love those long walks&talks&everything-else-all-included. (;

bounce.

2009-01-18T19:57:00.005+09:00

have been tagging along with mom&dad the past few days stocking up on cny's stuffs&goodies.

so its long walks, constantly getting up&down the car, helping to carry all the stuffs.

the usual squeeze with those last minute shoppers sharing our plight.

bought bakwa today. my favourite !! & went to the fish farm, veg & mushroom farms.

its like everything mommy cooks these days are from those farms. gosh. we are living the farmers' life. xD its also cuz we live so near these farms mommy prefers "farming" on weekends rather than the usual grocery shopping. oh well. i cant complain can i ? food's good !!(;

its essentially those long walks everywhere tts got me thinking about stuffs.

ive this urge to let it out somewhere before i burst&forget.

might as well here eh ?

it might be boring.

dont say i didnt warn you !

#1. i realize i tend to " i wish", "if only" & "what if" in my thoughts.

that's because im often in a state of nostalgia, or am just blindly, stupidly hopeful about the future. i realize in doing so im only building myself up for disappointment. which is silly. because what's past is past, it isnt gonna help looking back, while no amount of hoping for something nice to happen will make it happen.

so, im not gonna "i wish", "if only" or "what if " anymore. have faith&pray ! just as a wise person once told me. if it worked for him , it can work for me too. (;

#2. no matter who you are, you cant escape the sorrows that come with life - death. tragedies.

there's no point wishing for the perfect existence because it doesnt exist -while we're on earth- in the first place.

#3. people cant be relied on to be always agreeable to you, so why expect them to see&do things your way ? you'll only end up disappointed. again.

#4. life's not a contest. ive had had it with all the endless comparisons others do to me, & so inevitably of myself to others.

another person having less or more of something doesnt make me any richer or poorer..so its pointless to compare. a total waste of time. i only end up feeling smug, or lose my self-confidence and neither is a state i'd want to be in, thankyouverymuch !

my self-worth& happiness should come from within, not how i fare against others or how others regard me ! :D

& speaking of happiness..

#5. theres happiness & theres joy.. is there a difference ?

perhaps joy's something thats bubbling from within ?

whereas happiness' something something something.

like joy's more of something thats from the heart, while happiness is more superficial as compared to that ?

i dont really know how to explain what i think of those 2.. but i feel joy's something given, something more constant when you're awesomely blessed with it.

its common lingo to say "in pursuit of happiness" no one says "in pursuit of joy" do they ?? so my believe is that joy cant be pursued. its something, i guess, that you either have ,or not.

& im glad im blessedly joyful. im hardly ever sad or down in the dumps. people who know me will know that. im more of an optimist. i believe in looking on the bright side. of course theres a bad side to most things ive been told.. but so what ? isnt looking on the bright side still better if that is so ? (;

& yes. whatever happened to spontaneity & leaving things to chance & allowing life to be a bit messy ? theres always a bright side at the end of the tunnel & whilst in that tunnel, it can always be an adventure right ? xD

so my conclusion is : joy persists in all circumstances, wheres happiness comes&goes. happiness fluctuates. like yknw..the happiness level thingy ??

i really admire those people who are human enough to feel terrible in a personal storm, yet will still swim up to the surface faster than others. its like they bounce back..kinda. i guess thats what joy does.

&i wanna hang around these resilient,joyful,positive people. for many beautiful attitudes are caught rather than taught.

my oh my !

2009-01-15T12:10:00.003+09:00

OH HAPPY DAY !!

wheeeeee ive finally got the O.K from daddy to go out out outtttt . omg i sound like some deprived creature from outerspace. LOL.

i think ive spent at least a continuous gazillion of safe/sterile/absolutely clean&uncontaminated hours&minutes&seconds&milliseconds at home already..& am nearly bored to death. but thanks to Yonatan who came over to accompany me its not so bad..more bearable. (;

i realized ive become a little less responsive these days. it might be the meds.. or it could be the too much time spent stoning tt ive become quite stoned. --->@.@

its like ive nothing much to say most times..( which is why i havent been blogging as much & even cherlyn's complaining of the cobwebs in here ) i wonder why. im sorry if ive been a bore :(

-thats why mental stimulation's an absolute essential. might be just me though. LOL

anyhoos !

all's said & done, im thankful im finally painfree & healthy once again. & im gonna keep myself this way as long as i can , & by the grace of God of course !(;

i dont wanna ever be cooped up in a place for so long ever. ever again. thankyouverymuch!

CHERLYN !! BEV !!! LETS GO OUT NEXT WEEK !!!!

& im going OUT now.

GDBYE you people at home reading this. XD

twice in a blue moon ?

2009-01-08T16:55:00.006+09:00

my immune system must be having a recession too.

i feel like crap.

somemore cny's just round the cornerrr. :(

supposed to go out with mommy to shop for new year's goodies&all that fun stuff but it seems im to be homebound for the next i dunno ? i really hope im better by the weekend.

i wanna do things !! but the body ache is driving me nuts. even the weight of a cup feels like a ton.

yesterday was a complicated day.

so ill just vaguely tell like it is :P

i had cramps in the morning but decided to ignore it. i didnt wanna pangseh cherlyn. she told me last night everybdy's psing her. so yea after bfasting with mom i went to meet her :P

we went back to bukitviewsecondaryschool yesterday to visit.

its hardly a resemblance to the school i graduated from in '05.

even the school's theme color's changed ! from yellow&green to white&brown. its quite sad really. i miss the yellow&green. & although id complained much then, i really really wished its still yellow&green now. the uniforms plain ugly now.hmpf.

okay like shuddup abt the yellow&green already right ?

i managed to meet

-mdm gao

-mrs carmen mok ( sec 3&4 form teacher; much much missed !!! )

-mrs yvoonne ong ( although she didnt teach me i did go to her for mathematical advice :P )

-mr polo chan

-ms tham ( my sec1&2 geography teacher )

-ms gopal (the one who got cherlyn&i on "sentry duty" by the lockers xD )

-mr zulkefly ( who didnt recognise me at all.mygawd.its just 4 years !!! )

-mrs foong ( aka fongzi cuz shes really crazy then; sec3&4 chem teacher )&

-mr aw ( my sec3&4 physics teacher; he called me jennifer ?!& cherlyn, rebecca ?!?!?! !@$#^!%@$!!! ).

i was told mr subair ( sec 3&4 bio teacher ), mrs choo ck ( sec3&4 a&e math teacher )& dear ol' mr goh cy (sec 1&2 math teacher ) had already left the school. darn. i would really really love to have met them yesterday !!! i wanted to tell mr goh tt im in uni now. cuz he told he the day i went back to collect my o'lev results "eunice, must go uni ah." & mr subair believed in me tt i could actually do bio. mrs choo made me love sec3&4 a&e maths so much the textbooks&her lessons were like my inanimate bestfriends. im sucha nerd.~~then?~~ x6

after seeing all the teachers mentioned above i decided i couldnt last a moment longer, im sorry if i had to ps u cherlyn !!

i told Yonatan & he suggested i go see a doc. thank God he came to acc me or i think id have been at lost of what to do where to go etc etc. yesterday was really really painful.

the diagnosis: urinary tract infection. which is ascending no wonder my back (kidney area) hurts like crazy.

yup. so tts about it & tts why all plans from last night on were scrapped.

im glad im better today. at least no fever&vomitting like last night D:

whoever said being sick was fun must have been an idiot.

2009-01-04T16:11:00.002+09:00

ahhh the oldies bug again (x

bear with me !!

in the playlist :

{edit}

1. Sway- Bic Runga

2. The Shoop Shoop Song - The Shirelles

3. Seasons in the Sun - Blackbox Recorder

4. The Banana Boat Song - Harry Belafonte

5. Roses are Red - Barry Goldsforo

6. Papa Loves Mambo - Perry Como

{/edit}

so far.. :P enjoy !

through heaven's eyes (;

2009-01-04T00:07:00.003+09:00

A single thread in a tapestry
Through its color brightly shine
Can never see its purpose
In the pattern of the grand design

And the stone that sits on the very top
Of the mountain's mighty face
Does it think it's more important
Than the stones that form the base?

So how can you see what your life is worth
Or where your value lies?
You can never see through the eyes of man
You must look at your life

Look at your life through heaven's eyes
Lai-la-lai...

A lake of gold in the desert sand
Is less than a cool fresh spring
And to one lost sheep, a shepherd boy
Is greater than the richest king
If a man lose ev'rything he owns
Has he truly lost his worth?
Or is it the beginning
Of a new and brighter birth?

So how do you measure the worth of a man
In wealth or strength or size?
In how much he gained or how much he gave?
The answer will come
The answer will come to him who tries
To look at his life through heaven's eyes

And that's why we share all we have with you
Though there's little to be found
When all you've got is nothing
There's a lot to go around

No life can escape being blown about
By the winds of change and chance
And though you never know all the steps
You must learn to join the dance
You must learn to join the dance
Lai-la-lai...

So how do you judge what a man is worth
By what he builds or buys?
You can never see with your eyes on earth
Look through heaven's eyes
Look at your life
Look at your life
Look at your life through heaven's eyes

-Disney's Prince of Egypt : Through Heaven's Eyes.

this song puts things into perspective. doesnt it. (;

-reminds me not to look at things from the surface,to let go of the superficial annoying little things in life, & never to judge the worth of anything,anybody ,no matter how seemingly insignificant.

oh yea.

p/s get well soon uncle Boon Tee !! (:

crabs' murder

2009-01-01T21:40:00.008+09:00

as with many other random days whenever daddy's at home, we'll find things to 'celebrate' about. today's 1st Jan. & thus a feast is called for. xD

the feast was seriously DA BOMB.

mom&dad bought all the seafood yesterday. the vegs & other ingredients were shopped by mom&me just this afternoon. hehh.

okay ill shuttup now & let the pics do the talking.

i was in-charged of washing the crabs.they're very much alive okay.

let me introduce, here's miss crab ( the soon-to-be-penggang-crab)
here's mister crab
boy meets girl xD muaha.
bathtime !!
kena splashed. crab waterrrr.ew.

here's miss crab.now squeaky clean :P

i started feeling ridiculously empathetic of her situation. :S

likeee y'know...

:x

mister crab, as angry as ever. stupid grouchy thing. he's gonna be the chilli crab.
under the knife. D:
to be penggang-ed..
the fishes too
mommy keeping close eyes on the oven.

chilli crab:P

the feast !

dinner's over im awfully fullll D:

im now on the phone with Yonatan.

byee !!

yet another jfmamjjasond.

2008-12-31T01:18:00.002+09:00

hello tomorrow; hello 2009.

its always this time of the year i think back of the year im almost done with.

& obviously, depending on the stuffs that happened over the year, the mood of my reverie thus vary accordingly.

this year's been rather eventful.

it started out not so good..but its by the grace of God that this year's gonna have a happy ending ! (((;

academically,im glad id put in more effort this second sem..& i guess i got the grades i deserved.

& im just gonna have to study harder next year. cuz i really wanna do well. my new year's resolution perhaps ?

also,

-im gonna strive not to be lazy.

-procrastinate, i will not !

-i will spend less.

-i will be good (:

- something else

not telling xD

tomorrow's the beginning of a new year.

a fresh start blah blah blah.

you know the metaphors.

its yet another jfmamjjasond to get through.

i shall not be intimidated.

i can get through this.

-through Christ who strengthens me ! (;

gloria, in excelsis deo !

2008-12-25T20:45:00.002+09:00

HO HO HO !

its christmas ~~day~~night ! xD

but still aint too late to say, BLESSED CHRISTMAS Y'ALL !

teehee.

today while on the way to church, i heard a radio dj say :" christmas is not only a time for giving, but also the time for forgiving. so let bygones be bygones. just love !"

& i think she's right.

bearing grudges is tiring, aint fun.

BUT not that ive any to bear.. im just saying (;

service's atmosphere was real christmassy.. everyone giving everyone else handshakes&hugs&christmas wishes. awww..its really been awhile since love was shared this way. it really warms the heart (:

& then we sang carols too. i love christmas carols. especially Angels We Have Heard On High.

sermon was pretty cool too. its about the birth of Jesus. i never get tired of that story cuz it still amazes me how the virgin Mary conceived Jesus. i think she's really blessed to be chosen. the story also reminds me that God never forgets those seemingly unimportant, ordinary people too ! likee me ? (;

after service we went to ghim moh for brunch then to KAP's cold storage for grocery shopping to cook tonight's feast.

we bought a totally unstuffed,freakin frozen turkey, an already roasted pork knuckle , black forest ham & smoked salmon & vegetables to make salad.

& i tell you.uncooked turkeys are really fugly looking things.:/ but figuring out how to do the whole roasted turkey thing with mom&dad was real fun.& kinda hilarious too..the way we struggled with that thing.

the instructions&all the steps only reminded me of chemistry experiments. D:

anyways ! it was a success XD & tonight's dinner was simply sumptuous.

OH. & not forgetting the ice wine dad bought from Germany. yummy. & the chocolate logcake too ! which im gonna go eat now :P

i just love christmas ! dont you ?

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL , AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT !!

run with me through rows of speeding cars

2008-12-17T18:07:00.007+09:00

woohoo !

the picture below explains ! cant really see i know but whateverrrr xD

im happy happy happy !!!

FINALLY. thank God ((((:

the past few days were fun & tiring.

Yonatan came over to the west on mon i went over to the east yesterday. xD

today's just spent at home accompanying mommy cuz she says she misses me already (x awww.shes just so cute really. & i really admire her. cuz every time i look at her, i always wonder if i'll ever make it like she did. be as good a mother as she is..if i ever become one one day though..

oh well. i really cant imagine myself as her in the first place !? D:

anws.

mommy & me flipped through our old photo albums over coffee&lao po bings during tea just now. it really brings back many many good memories thank goodness ! im glad i got mommy laughing (: then we went through my past report cards & stuff. im really thankful she exposed me to so much when i was younger.. & gave me the opportunities -the running,the piano,the ballet,the swimming etcetc- to achieve to the bestest i could..even though it must have been a hard time for her to put me through all that then..plus me on my part giving her a hard time too i can very clearly remember. D:

thank you very much mommy ! &i love you alot alot too. dont you ever forget that. (;

& daddy too of cuz.. bringing us to places whenever he could. we are so well-travelled & its all because of him !xD thank you daddy ! you're the bestest daddy in the whole universe.

mommy&daddy. cute eh xD

daddy dearest (:

oh& not forgetting my bro (: although he pisses me off sometimes hes still the person i love ohtoomuch(: we share so many laughter&tears it only makes me smile & miss those times dearly. & although ive wished many times for a sister instead..all our memories together make having you as a brother worth ALL the while (;

xoxo

i guess flippin through photo albums sure got me into an awfully sentimental mood.

hees. i hope you dont mind !

okay im outta here BYE xD

chalkboard.

2008-12-15T02:41:00.001+09:00

touchdown : 2323

ive been hongkong-ed.

LOL.

but seriously.

that place makes me claustrophobic.

its so dirty & congested everywhere and not to mention the very absolutely annoying uncivilized humans from mainland china. they are loud & rude & they cut queues on purpose.hmpf.someones gots to teach them a lesson !

oh.& the air is really bad too. damn bloody smokers.

& im still amazed people can actually survive there..moreover in those ghetto/squatter-like flats. gross.

all thats the only downside.

cuz other than that this trip's been a blast (x

yummy food everyday ! i think ive become fatter D:

ooohh!! ive found a new favourite- custard pao. its absolutely awesomlicious xD

other than food lets see what i did there.

i went to the hk disney.

i went to macau.

i shopped.

i sat ferries.

i took a tram up to the highest peak in hk called The Peak. -the view was just breathtaking.

i rode cable cars.

i went to ocean park. i loved atoll's reef best.

i had to resist laughing at the custom officer the first day there when he spoke to me. in english of course but heavily accented. if you know what i mean. xD

i went to the night market where we can bargain & bargain like theres no tomorrow.

i learnt some cantonese phrases.

i thought about some stuffs & realised that the things ive been blessed with i should not take for granted ( like being born here in sg & not in hk. really,THANK GOD. ). & for everything, i am really grateful to Him who has been my source of hope & strength (((;

ive made many more awesome memories with my loved ones.

i had fun !

& more of course (x

theres a few GBs of pics too.

too many to upload now.. but ill do some when the hour isnt as ungodly as now. thankyouverymuch.

oh gosh its nearly 3am. D:

sleeptime. BYE !

IMMA FINISHER OF 42.195 KM AGAIN !!! (x

2008-12-07T20:19:00.005+09:00

I DID IT !! THRICE !!!! 3 freakin' times ?!!

hehh. sorry ah head a bit big now. :P but dont worry it'll deflate to its usual insignificance in no time xD

but meanwhileee allow me the pleasure of indulging in the celebration of the end of my long&perilous journey.

im kidding la.

mere words alone can never describe one's experience during a marathon man.

exciting ? only when the start / finish line is in sight

excruciating ? ABSOLUTELY.

exhilarating ? umm..after ??

endorphin-release cum euphoria ??? yes that one is AFTER (x

something like all 4 of those words summed together.

funny they all begin with an "e" . LOL. im sure there are others but thats all's on my mind now.

woke up at 3am today to get ready.

tags gotta be pinned to jerseys

chips gotta be laced into shoes

vaseline to be applied to abrasion prone areas etc

bananas to be eaten

& of course the journey there.

there was like a million people there already when we reached.

we all jostled for our turn to cross that starting line.

even if you weren't enthu at all about it.. by then you'd be no doubt !

the atmosphere was just intense ! the dj did a great job getting our morale upupup (x

& after crossing that starting line so begins your really interesting 42.195 km to the finish line. i cant really describe interesting as it is cuz you'll hafta experience it yourself. & its gonna be one you'll never ever forget.

like getting all cramped up that you can actually barely take the next step when theres still like 8km more to go. then you'll try to psycho yourself that you come all these 36km already whats 8km ?!??!?! it works..for awhile. & then you'd be desperate for the next deep heat station. i was like plastered with deep heat luhh. like my shoulders, lower back , thighs & shin. who ask me never train the entire year. i suffer now & its all my doing i know. but i kinda like it ?? weirdddd Dx.

the funny thing is, everytime during the marathon id ask myself why did i sign myself up for this _ ,promising myself this will be the last marathon EVER. & only to come back again the next year. why ???? i need some logic behind this self torture im bringing upon myself & even ending up enjoying it.

seriously ?! D:

yes i really do enjoy it..the pain the experience everything. the journey has been a real hard one this time around ( cuz i didnt train D: ) so finishing it made it all the more worthwhile i guess. if you get what i mean.. :/

OH. did i tell you !! my mom did it too !! so did my bro & my xiao gugu !! well done (x

im so proud of them all. my mom especially.

her 1st marathon at the age of 44. amazing ?! absolutely. YAY MOMMY !! :D :D :D

daddy's not in the country..or he'd have done it too. he's coming home tomorrow & i can't wait !!

after finishing that grueling thing we went for a feast at newyork newyork. well deserved (:

& now ive a whole spring chicken in my tummy. i still couldnt believe i actually finished the entire thing. i must've been really hungry. ANWS (: it was an awesome meal.

& now im gonna isqueeze me poor aching shins .

i cant wait for tomorrow too (: finally seeing Yonatan after like a million years. xD

i just hope i dont ache as much tomorrow. but i highly doubt that. (; i actually dont mind the pain.its just that i end up walking funny. my bipedalism seems to have been temporarily reduced.

five something A.M

2008-12-04T05:07:00.002+09:00

so tired but i can only sleep 4 hours. whyyy?

oh well. since im up already at 5-freakin-am with absolutely nothing to do i might as well blog(;

bff meetup yesterday was FAB. gosh its been tooo long.

met Cherlyn at dhoby mrt station and we literally went nuts.

we screamed & hugged like there was no tomorrow. i am so glad this is like finally !!! after like forever of waiting when we are miles apart but still in the same freakin continent. gahh. bloody oz.

then we went to find bev at PS's carrefour's sushi corner. & the whole scene repeated xD

oops. we get high just seeing each other after too long our sincerest apologies if that offends you humourless souls.

anyhoos.

we went to the cathay to book our tics fr wild child.

& then back to PS for shopping !!

i bought a top & bottom & a ginormous bag.

i love that bag. im so gonna work on it (; its gonna be my masterpiece of something.

& Cherlyn bought the exact same bag too !! (((:

& now im kinda sorta broke.

not really. but i kinda feel the ouch. :x

its like im really really happy ive got those pretty new stuffs but cuz its daddy's $$ im spending i kinda feel :/ ?

cant wait to start earning my own big $$ !!

but meanwhile..

gonna be a good kid now & limit meself. xD

thanks daddy !!

WILD CHILD was an ultimate chick flick BUT its good. 4 stars !

awesome songs made up for everything else (;

after the movie we went to Cherlyn's house to chill watch princess diaries and eat gummies.

omg. Melb sells HARIBO by the tub ?!?!?!

Bev & i finished whats left of the tub Cherlyn brought back. & got sugarhigh. that explains all the other silly things we did like banging walls & laughing at nothing. LOL. but it was fun !!! lets do it again !!!

gonna meet Cherlyn later today to settle some stuffs then chill AGAIN !! xD i really hope Bev's able to join us !! c'monnn ur classes end at 3 !! come come !!

ok im gonna find something else to preoccupy myself now

i feel like a psychotic insomniac telling her life stories at 5 am in the morning.

&itscuzofyou. (;

bang bang bang bang

2008-12-01T20:50:00.003+09:00

i havent been this well fed in months. gosh.

its like i end every meal with a tummy.

thanks ah mommy. :P she strongly believes im malnourished. oh puhleeesee !!

anws. i wont complain. im back to the land of plenty & im grateful cuz there are people out there who cant even find a decent meal somedays.

the only downside's getting fat..which i no-doubtly am. :O sighh. oh well.

daddy's flying to Germany again tonight.

bro went off for some camp this morning.

Yonatan's holidaying in Macau/HK till the 7th..

so its gonna be just me & mommy till everybody comes back.

Cherlyn's coming home tonight!!xD

& the bff meetup the day after tomorrow!! so whats the confirmed plan girls !

everybody seems to be going Macau/HK..

ill be there 9th to 14th & then my aunt&cousins 16th till 21st.

LOL.

but why ??

sighh. im uber bored now.this post's boring even me. BYE.

irmy

there's nowhere else i'd rather be.(:

2008-11-29T17:20:00.003+09:00

HI HUMANS IM HOME !! xD

touched down last night at approximately 2110 & couldnt wait to get of the plane.

was never happier at the sight of my beloveds.

we greeted, embraced and nearly misted. really exciting :D

&my goodness. the arrival hall was packed!!

went home.HOME!!

gave daddy, mommy & bro their prezzies.

&slept.

then this morning we went to bukit timah market place for brekkie.

YUM. (: the best breakfast in MONTHS.

me&mommy went to do our hair thereafter, bro went to some jamming thingy at church & daddy went home to do some work.

mommy&i went grocery shopping too.

& whilst that she brought me around Lot1. gosh. that place changed hugeloads!!

so many things to see. cant wait for the following week when's just gonna be mommy & me(: we gonna rock this town !

nahh im kidding.(x

i cant wait to spend quality time with mommy thats all. loads of things to catch up on !!

so now im well fed with nice hair & at home with daddy & mommy ,pigging out on Lindt chilli dark chocs daddy bought from Germany.( its surprisingly delicious i tell you ! no wonder its the hot stuff these days. ) & i cant be more content.:D

& to add to that, i found the song ive been hunting for days!!

its the song's that's playing now (((:

oh gosh. i cant wait for things to start happening !!! december's gonna be uber exciting

-apart from The Results Day- im super psyched !!!

the hole in the satellite picture

2008-11-25T19:25:00.003+09:00

dim sum lunch with Yonatan & his homestay aunt&uncle today was FAB ! :D

they have been really good to me yknw

thankyou thankyou thankyou !!

anyhoos!!!

its tomorrow's day after tomorrow's night that ill be sleeping in my very own bed in my very own room in the best comfort of all homes on earth !!!! I CANNOT CANNOT CANNOTTTT WAITTT !!! omg. the thought of it makes me scream inside & grin like a loon. xD

& its only 4 months.

why did it seem like a year ?! D:

anyhoos.

ill be home soon. after my long & perilous journey through..yknwww..through..time ? :D

LOL.

maybe cuz alots' happened.. tts why it seemed so very long.

*alot of good things though (; thank God !

the only thing's bothering me though's tt i feel im missing out soooo freakin much with my dearest bffs-Cherlyn&Bev :( sighh.

lemme see what i miss.

i miss movie marathons with the both of them

i miss sushi-ing with the both of them

i miss shopping/window shopping with the both of them

i miss just talking rubbish & all that crap with the both of them

i miss just chillin out& being totally random with the both of them

i miss getting high on air/sugar/-/nothing/:D:D:D/etc & camwhoring/photobitching/etc with the both of them

& i really just miss their presence. like alot alot alot .

sigh.

i really needa hurry home.

arrgghhh.

tomorrow's day after tomorrow can't come quickly enough & it ain't fair.

the cool before.

2008-11-24T08:57:00.007+09:00

its been another awhile eh ?

ahahahs lol. ive been either too busy or too tired to b-log about my ohsohappeningexamfreedays.

nahh.

exam free days like these are meant to go slow (;

doenst hafta be very happening.. just gotta chill (;

im even now content just snuggling up to a good read. but there arent any. welll.. i havent really been book hunting recently anws. ;/ oh well.

will do when im finally back in sg. gosh do i miss borders !! ~~im sucha nerd~~ :x

its colder the past few days too !

iLikeeee. but this is the cold before the hot. like both ways. its gonna be hot when im back in sg. duhh. & its gonna be hot here too by the end of this week. LOL. i prefer cold. then i dont hafta deal with that inevitable congestion of venous drainage -which isnt at all a pleasant feeling- that happens when i get too warm.. like even at 26degs ?! D:

went to Yonatan's homestay yesterday to help put together ASPVIK from IKEA. it was really tiring but really fun too !its a cupboard yet not exactly like one cuz its compartments arent exactly epitomes of cubby-hole-ness .LOL.

its not a wardrobe either cuz you cant hang clothes in it. its just something with 5 compartments with lids you pull up instead of out & yes store stuff too . LOL.

but the cool thing was it worked !! (x lunched&dinnered there too. the food is da bomb !! :D

so today im gonna settle my enrolment stuffs for units im gonna take next year & then im off to the city to S-H-O-P!! wheee i cant wait (x

okay i gotta go get brekkie & get ready now.

laters !

i never left.

2008-11-20T22:06:00.009+09:00

day 3 of freedom , 8 days to home !((:

met Yonatan this morning in school.

thanks for the vitCs' dear (:

why to school of all places right .

its to put our books on sale @the secondhand bookstore la.

carried my old MCbag to school. cuz i had 5 hugelythick books to sell D:

-it really brought back memories. i really missed that feeling yknw. that feeling of being a college kid once again.

then went to the city fr lunch. me loves sumosalad !!(:

Yonatan hates oily chinese food. me too. :/

watched 007:Quantum of Solace next !

its action-intense man.

loved it much ! :D

oh & i bought a new pair of havis for myself too ! ((:

gonna go shopping for my homies real soon ! but first, ill hafta know some explicit details. (;

just some burning life's questions. hees ;)

why does time seem to stand still but then creep up on you when youre not looking ??

why is it we feel we have so many better things to be doing when fulfilling obligations but once we're done fulfilling the obilgation-whatevers we cant find any of that "so many better things to be doing" anymore ??

why is it so hard to stay entertained ???? D:

dissatisfied ? nooo. not at all. just real bored.

sigh.

its like all year ive been mugging mugging mugging. & now when im done mugging i cant find anything else as easy, cost/time/transport/weather-wise to do. if yknw what i mean. so im like pretty much stuck here. /:(

mugging seems the cheapest/most convenient thing to do eh ?

how ironic.

-its just as boring as when ive nothing to do..like now.

oh well.

gonna try think of something else to do other than surfin the internet/watching stuffs online/looking at my yet to straighten up luggage/& thinking such random annoying thoughts.

bye.

take a deep breath, you've only got one shot, make it count. -James Bond (x