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this much i found out about myself today just doing those annoyingly addictive quizzes on fb when i really should be doing some other kind of scholarly quiz on webct. but learning about myself is just as important as learning about the brain and spinal cord and how our memory works right right ? uhhuh. :D

and because its soooo eeerily true that's why i had to post it.
i highly doubt that its anything to do with that "framing effect" psychologically speaking. cuz yknw. when its talking about you, you'll definitely know it. like KNOW IT know it. yknw.

so, this is about my " inner self ":
You hide your emotion sometimes .(true) You are a moon type of person.( i dont know) You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to no burden your friends with your problems.(true again) You've faced some problems in your life.( yeap)Your heart has dealt blows before. (uhhuh) You tend to think about things alot more than other people.( i guess ?) And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about what would happen later.( YES omgawd. it pisses me off.) You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely.( yeap.) Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.( true again.)You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself.(another fact.) This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments(truee), just like the moon has phases. ( what an analogy- moon of all things, but i guess it kinda makes sense.)

and i also found out the other day that " I am really... a philosopher! ".
You constantly analyze the deeper meaning of all that occurs in your life. You are on a never-ending journey to find your purpose in life. You are able to see through the surface of situations and the facades that people often carry. You are observant and non-judgmental. Your creative and thoughtful mind enhances your chosen and natural talents. You feel deeply and passionately about everything that you do. Your life is about the pursuit of knowledge, understanding, and answers. You have a great depth to your heart and mind that some may find intimidating and others will be drawn to..

bizarrely uncannily true. :/
i know all these quizzes are just for fun but sometimes when the results hits me at that very spot, it really gets me thinking. its like being hit with this sudden realization. or something like that..if yknw what i mean.

you should really try out any one of these quizzes and see for yourself. then maybe you might actually understand my intrigue.

and then there were those quizzes about "perfect matches".ahem.
nevermind that. really. (:

after much considerations/contemplation/introspection/cogitation/meditation/you get the idea/etc, i find it in my heart to say that if its meant to be its meant to be. i wont fret about it. (: and so, i think, therefore, i am, gonna believe. see ? its "hope" no more ! i believeee.heehee (: after all, its not gonna be my will , but God's. right?


but just so you know, i still love you. forever and today. xxx