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can somebody explain how im supposed to be feeling ?
its like the euphoria of finally finishing all my homework
coupled with the knowledge that somebody just died.

strange feeling i felt when Yonatan told me aunty's son just passed away.
like it didnt seem real that somebody could die now. especially somebody related to somebody so good. aunty is a really good person. she always asks me to stay for dinner whenever i happen to be over at his place and then she'd drive me the furthest she could go for me to catch a bus home. sighh. i wonder why her life's so hard. but as Yonatan said, i guess its all for the better, in a way. like she doesnt have to worry and fret about if and when he's ever gonna get better. :/

guess its juxtaposed emotions up thereee.
like you know you could actually be happy and was actually happy cuz you finally completed everything till you were told about _ so doesnt feel right to be happy anymore and so you are not happy. at all. :/ like theres this heaviness in my chest. and that's why i keep sighing. its weird aye.

:/ moving on...
read your blog miss revalle ! ahahha i totally getcha (x hate them " weirdos, freakos, cranko, creepy people (guys especially)!!" its like they stare and stuff. and like blatantly check you out that try as you might its really hard to ignore cuz its really damn creepyyyy ! D: stupid pervos. and sometimes to the extent you totally wanna gorge their eyeballs out or kick their manlihood but just dont want to cuz you dont wanna have anything thing to do you their gross-ness ?! and the others who have the weirdest pickup lines ever. that creeps you out even more ?!? them freaktards. they gross me out ttm. and piss me off too. hrmph. just that very thought. cuz all that reminds me of that time in an asian party thingy when a .... you really dont wanna know. and if i ever see him again, he will never ever see the lights of his father's day.

and then there are guys who freakin pms too. i really wonder how.
thats just plain gay. ahaha maybe thats why.

but thankfully not all guys are like that. (x

cherlyn's tumblr looks really neat. maybe i should move over there tooooo. hrmm.