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hello monday
i was bored even before the first lecture.
so to unbluify the monday we took some peekchures ! :D
hehe.


*pardon my puffy-eyed hobo-nessss. more s cuz i think its very hobo.

mr avinash is definitely my favourite indian lecturer.
he can be quite funny sometimes.
we all came to learn about..
our awesome butt ! (x

and it was so very interesting


obviouslyyyyy
uhhuh..
how do you like my new specs ? kay i shall stop being a twit taking twit shots
teehee (x
and he pengsunned by the end of the lecture..
he must be so very tired.
this is my favourite shot :P

and

behold ! you are walking on hole-yyy ground!! D:

lol.
enough foolin around.
im supposed to be scholarly like my good friend vtrjj remember. (x

she just found out that she's not a potato, but she still is a zebra.
i still lubb youuu vic.muaha.thanks for getting ready your zebra troops for me.
guess its only human to cry.

being depressed/blue is only a psychological flu, like the sniffles.
how ironic.

things might get better in time.
just as time heals even the bloodiest wounds.

i will be strong .(:

Verse 1:
When the music fades
All is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart


Bridge:
I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the way things appear
You're looking into my heart


Chorus:
I'm coming back to the heart of worhip
And it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus
I'm sorry, Lord, for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You, Jesus

Verse 2
King of endless worth
No one could express
How much you deserve
Though I'm weak and poor
All I have is yours
Every single breath

VERSE 1:
This is my prayer in the desert
When all that’s within me feels dry
This is my prayer in my hunger and need
My God is the God who provides

VERSE 2:
This is my prayer in the fire
In weakness or trial or pain
There is a faith proved of more worth than gold
So refine me Lord through the flame

CHORUS:

And I will bring praise, I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice, I will declare
God is my victory and He is here

VERSE 3:
This is my prayer in the battle
When triumph is still on its way
I am a conqueror and co-heir with Christ
So firm on His promise I’ll stand

BRIDGE:

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

VERSE 4:
This is my prayer in the harvest
When favor and providence flow
I know I’m filled to be emptied again
The seed I’ve received I will sow

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love this song ttm !! so very powerful.

All of my life, In every season
You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

it doesnt feel like a saturday.

slept 11 hours last night. awesomeee.
partied till 1am last night. awesomeee. hahah happy nineteenth giselle!! hope you had an awesome one. teehee. we went to utopia@northbridge. loud music and friends. had to shout to the person sitting right beside you if you really wanted to hold a real conversation.seriously.
-my social lifeeee.or the lack thereof.
somehow i dont seem to socialize as much anymore.
it all seems vaguely familiar though, like another life. -past.
dont seem very part of me anymore.
or maybe cuz its been awhile since ive been "socializing".
hrmm.too much in my comfort zone ?

i kinda miss it.
especially when vic suggested clubbing last night.
i was really really tempted to go.

but i reminded myself that all that's my past.
no more. no moreeee.
:/

dont worry. im not unhappy.or anything.
it just seems strange. yknw.
bet you dont.
oh well.

watched x-men origins : wolverine last night. really really gooddddd !!!! xD
witnessed a robbery whilst having dinner at macs too.
people can be so stupid sometimes.


and lunch today was the best (x
i heart char sao bestest ((((x
and then sao rou
and then sao ya.
muaha.
yonatan likes sao ya best.
me thinks its still pretty ok. :P CHAR SAO ROCKS BESTTTT
now i think ive finally found the location of the bestest chinese food in all of perth.
teehee.
cheap and good.
okay shuttup makansutra.


anyhoos. today's also laundry day. had 3 whole loads of laundry to freakin wash. i hate hate hate doing laundry. especially when the machines are located so awesomely far away.
and when there's still a high probability that any random one would randomly decide to chomp on my token. and 1 did just now. again. not the same one as last time. but still. HRMPH. its 2 freakin bucks OKAY OMGAWD.pissed me off ttm. moreoverrr when i had to lugg that load of WET laundry to the other wing's dryer.

my life's so gawddamn awesome sometimes.


p.s: yar.i know. the blog looks different.
p.p.s : it might or might not be undergoing further changes. (x
p.p.p.s : yes vikki i linked you already teehee!! see see ??


why.why do i suddenly randomly really really really really want to watch House/ Grey's Anatomy/ F.R.I.E.N.D.S ?!!??!?!?!

why is it the exam period already.

all i wanna do now is to go TS to rent dvds and lounge on that awesome sofa in my SG home and watch House/Grey's Anatomy/F.R.I.E.N.D.S nonstop. now now nowwwww.


its like 6 more months till that might actually happen.
can i last till then ??!?!?!



EUNICE FOCUS.
keep your eye. on the ball. keep your eye. on that freakin ballllll.

x{ hrmph.this is no good.


& to twittify things in an economically scholarly way :
i h8 this.
i h8 exam periods.
it stresses me out.
i cant w8 till im finally home.
like a lost potato zebra is when its with its potato zebra herd.
:(

sighhhh. most people will prolly be D: by now at the above _.like wth am i sprouting about.
muaha. lol. its one of the symptoms of a stressed out individual.
such as myself.
or maybe really its just me, really. ahahha.
so take it with a pinch of salt.
or sugar.
or spice.
or anything you like.
or dont take it at all.

ok i shall be scholarly from now on.
i will sit in the library and study scholarly.
like a good scholar.
cuz the notice in the library says. "QUIET ZONE. DISCUSS ONLY SCHOLARLY TOPICS."


whtevr.






describe the anatomical differences between the male and female urinary bladder.
- in the male, the bladder is anterior to the rectum; in the female, the bladder is anterior to the vagina, inferior to the uterus.

and then i wonder how the cells in the embryo knew how and what to freakin divide into.
i mean. isnt it amazing. just one chromosome could cause all that difference even the most basic anatomical differences between a male and a female.

yes embryology is a bore/dread most times. but when i do pay attention to mr avinash ( somehow his name makes me giggle inappropriately whenever i say it out loud. or think it. i find it funny. ) yup but when i do actually pay attention it always gets me wondering how those simple cells in the zygote knew how to develop into the embryo then into the fetus and then continue developing and differentiating and stuff. into what you and i are today.
its just cells???!?!?! how did they know what to do ??? like how did the cells know which cells to develop the nervous system, the digestive system ,the circulatory system, the respiratory system etcetcetc ?!???

and then i learnt some gametogenesis today. the sperm and ovum.
that although they both are gametes they are entirely different. like the sperm originates in the male's testes and ovum in the female's ovaries. that the female fetus already starts to "manufacture" these ovums even when she's inside her mother's womb. that these ovums dont mature till she hits puberty. and that for males the sperm only starts "manufacturing" when the boys reach puberty and never stop till the time of death while in females we only have on average 30 years (avinash said)of fertility, from puberty till right before being menopausal. ( ovum quality nearer menopausal's not good. cuz its common sense. things near the expiry date aren't exactly the best materials. especially when youre talkg the "creation" of another lifeform..)

okay i think that was boring if you weren't actually amazed by gametogenesis in the first place. sowieeee. :x
however, what im trying to say is that even if you're ever doubtful of the Creator, ( or the existence of one) just think about how you were formed, from just the mere fusion of your daddy's sperm and your mommy's ovum. all that just confirms the existence of my God .(:

awesome isnt it.
-the answer's in the simplest things.
((((:


ok i must get back to my tutorial nowwwww D:


OHOHOH!!
Yonatan passed his driving todayyyy :D :D :D
im soooo happy. cuz i actually prayed for him to pass and he did !! (((x
and also together with his parents who prayed for him. so very cool that feeling of your prayer being answered !! yknw yknw?!? :D :D
i screamed the moment i saw his msg. then i called him cuz i couldnt type fast enough. and ended up screamg smore :x it was embarassing. but it was xD-ness ttm.

hehe
&happy 9 months again !(x
(im sorry i actually kindasortakindasortaforgotsorta this morningggg. :x)

OK
BACK TO URINARY BLADDERS AND ANAL SPHINCTERS.







Three steps fight an honest fight
Two hearts that can start a fire
One love is all I need
In this life
Nothing you could say
Could tear me away
From my God (my God)
Nothing you could do
'Cause I'm stuck like glue
To my God (my God, my God)
I'm stickin' to my God like a stamp to a letter
Like birds of a feather, we stick together
I'm tellin' you from the start
I can't be torn apart
From my God.

:D
ayee. :(
lemme tell you about the horrible part of my week.
i lost my handphone.again :( i must have been that exhausted that day.
and my stupid laptop's battery/adapter is malfunctioning such that ive to survive on only 11% of that retarded battery. the thing says its plugged in but not charging . WHY!? ive tried everything i tell you. reseating the battery/adapter, restarting the laptop etcetc.
and i broke my specs.and i saw a dead mouse on the floor somewhere. and a spider on my bra.ugh.
omgawddddd whats wrong with me man.

maybe im the only one fuelling this sad economy.
cuz i seem to pinch my dad's pockets all the time. im so sorry daddy. :(
SERIOUSLY. im so irritated with myself.
can the things around me please stop being faulty.
im already very careful. okay maybe the specs was my fault. but my hp ?!?!?! the bag was damn deep i remember putting it right back inside after using it. but i was really really tired that day. and this stupid adapter/battery thing.omgawd.i can just so kill myself already.

i know its wrong to questionnnn but seriously,
what was God thinking when He made me ?!?!??!?!

---
i have deleted the last post cuz ,
despite of everything, all the pluses and minuses inclusive, i still love this one person so very much.
im really sorry now cuz i know that last post hurted your feelings and i shouldnt have vented the annoyance of that awful day on you.
i still love you, really ,truly , deeply.
can somebody explain how im supposed to be feeling ?
its like the euphoria of finally finishing all my homework
coupled with the knowledge that somebody just died.

strange feeling i felt when Yonatan told me aunty's son just passed away.
like it didnt seem real that somebody could die now. especially somebody related to somebody so good. aunty is a really good person. she always asks me to stay for dinner whenever i happen to be over at his place and then she'd drive me the furthest she could go for me to catch a bus home. sighh. i wonder why her life's so hard. but as Yonatan said, i guess its all for the better, in a way. like she doesnt have to worry and fret about if and when he's ever gonna get better. :/

guess its juxtaposed emotions up thereee.
like you know you could actually be happy and was actually happy cuz you finally completed everything till you were told about _ so doesnt feel right to be happy anymore and so you are not happy. at all. :/ like theres this heaviness in my chest. and that's why i keep sighing. its weird aye.

:/ moving on...
read your blog miss revalle ! ahahha i totally getcha (x hate them " weirdos, freakos, cranko, creepy people (guys especially)!!" its like they stare and stuff. and like blatantly check you out that try as you might its really hard to ignore cuz its really damn creepyyyy ! D: stupid pervos. and sometimes to the extent you totally wanna gorge their eyeballs out or kick their manlihood but just dont want to cuz you dont wanna have anything thing to do you their gross-ness ?! and the others who have the weirdest pickup lines ever. that creeps you out even more ?!? them freaktards. they gross me out ttm. and piss me off too. hrmph. just that very thought. cuz all that reminds me of that time in an asian party thingy when a .... you really dont wanna know. and if i ever see him again, he will never ever see the lights of his father's day.

and then there are guys who freakin pms too. i really wonder how.
thats just plain gay. ahaha maybe thats why.

but thankfully not all guys are like that. (x

cherlyn's tumblr looks really neat. maybe i should move over there tooooo. hrmm.