yesterday's choronicles :
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009

my number apparently used to belong to a jeff & a robert.
its weird though that only now im getting calls ( after more than half a year of having this number) frantically asking for them its kinda hilarious but i shouldnt laugh cuz its just plain mean.

& anonymous calls which i was too paranoid to pick up.

but it turns out that it might might might just be from my potential source of cash. sighh.
paranoia is bad see.
that's why its useless being scared or looking at the negative side of things although one cant really help it in times like these. :/

im really tired.
its finally friday.
& i realized its always the fridays that have me so very exhausted that i attend the 9am psychology labs with a poker face the tutor must think im really weird.
but im glad this week's the last psychology 3315 lab ill ever be going to YAY!! :D :D
i think this unit's really weird though. "its almost non-existant." ( VTR, 2009 ) true truee.
& now we have to come up with a really ridiculous report that is bound to fry all my brain juices once again & pissing me off in that agonizing process. hrmph.

oh & guess what. st cat's internet is down so im using uwa's snap. ayee my internet money is gonna be down to zero & most prolly below that by the end of tonight.if i continue hoovering round the internet.
its like although theres pretty much nothing to do i dont know why im still here that kinda thing ? yknw !?
yeaa maybe thats why i should start on my breaking dawn read ! :D finally got it from jasminee today. no actually from ain. cuz jas passed it to her & thankfully shes done reading or ill be so bored tonight cuz i think ill go offline after this juicy post .

like now.
bye! :D


{edit}
OH YAY INTERNET'S BACK !! :D :D :D
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teehee procrastinating :P
i've a test to seriously mug for.
can't wait for it to be over. like after tomorrow.
no mid sems fr me this sem ! :D yayness ttm.
just lab reports.& quizzes like the one i'll be having tmr.
ayeee.guess i shouldn't complain.

skipped 1 lect today cuz sleep was more important. :D
went to school & got abit confused. see ? that's why sleep is important. & apparently im still much deprived. lol.
figured stuffs out.
met vic&lj after the weatherburn lect. craped&loled for awhile.
vic can be seriously retarded sometimes. ehh. actually,sometimes is an understatement.
but a source of xD-ness all the same.

dinner was interesting. brownie dessert was AWESOME i tell you. had second helpings WITH NUTELLA. :9 YUM.
they shouldn't serve the dessert so early cuz it kinda distracts pple from the healthy mains.
& its not only me who gets distracted kays. :D especially if its anything that chocolatey. you should see the dessert line. its painfully long. especially if you're at the end of it.

anyhoos.
i wish i had tutoring skills. like Janice. she's already tutoring 2 students. & so early in the year ! i think ill only end up confusing those poor kids more than anything else :x hmm. maybe english ? hahhaha i'd love to teach korean kids. i think the way they attempt to speak english's so very entertaining it wouldnt even seem a job to teach them. & esp if they're willing to learn.

SIGHH.

& omg.she's so kind. i think too kind already. her rates are like $25/hour. & that's really underpriced i feel, especially for the university levellll D:

ahh wellll.
back to anhb2212 !!

sometimes i laugh just to keep myself from crying.

dont ask why.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEV!! :D :D
YOURE 20 ALR OMGAWD. HAHHAHA ANWS. DIDJA RECEIVE MY TEXT ??
IM GONNA SEND OVER SOMETHING BUT IM SO SORRY IT GONNA BE UBER BELATED. :(
I MISS YOU & I REALLY WISH WE COULD GO OUT & CELEBRATE YOUR BIG 20 TOGETHER !! just you cherlyn & meee !
BUT ANYHOOS. JUST INCASE YOU DIDNT GET MY TEXT..I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE. & EVEN THOUGH IM NOT THERE, IM WITH YOU IN SPIRIT ( oohh cornyyy :x BUT TRUEE! :D ). SO IM SURE YOU HAVE FUN !! :D
my stupid phone doesnt have the memory space to do a recording of anythinglike cherlyn could or you'll have heard me screaming happy birthday into your face the moment you open the message :(. but anyways. as soon as i install oovoo we can vid conference !! :D cherlyn's uber excited & so am i.

heheh.this post is dedicated to you my awesome bff (: so HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN.
I LOVE YOU!! :D
& AM MISSING YOU LOADS. xxx

sucks even more when we can only meet up end of this year. omg cherlyn are you coming back end of this year ???



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ayeeee its another night with isomnia. :(
& im thoroughly exhausted now.
i wonder whats causing all these sleepless nights.
i wasnt even thinking anything. my whole consciousness&subconsciousness was just concentrating as hard as possible to shut down.
how ironic.
my thalamus must be in that hyperactive mode again.

& i didnt even touch a single can of caffeine boosted drink.

got to bed around early11..tossed&turned many many.
slept lightly for abit cuz the next time i checked my hp twas 2 something am. [ yknw hw its like when its just light sleep rightttt...like ure just drifting to unconsciousness but not even there !? its exasperatingggg !!! D:( ]
& tossed&turned until around 5. its like unknowingly i keep squeezing my eyes shut so hard i see stars only to realise later when i give up that attempt to fall asleep. eye headacheee.
and then when i finally caught some Zs the stupid alarm rang. i turned it off & almost forgot to wake up.

woke up at 7.


:/ i dont feel too good now.
gots to get to school for my 9am psych lab. thank God this tutor isnt the type who enjoys calling random people off the name list to put them on that gawdamn spot, or calling on people for that matter.

i wonder if id be able to make it through the 2 hour lecture later.
should i even attempt ?
oh yeaaa. plans to go vics place to chill later. thinking about that makes lecture seem really random.

i just hope i can make it through.

but coming back here straight after the lab to sleep for the rest of today seems a very very good idea too.

sighh.

i wonder if a person can forget how to fall asleep.
like randomly forget.
-not that it applies to me.
obviously.



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{add} -@2131

Mighty to Save- Hillsongs United

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

(Chorus:)
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
He rose & conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears & failures
Fill my life again

I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender


(Chorus:) (2x)
Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
He rose & conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

(Bridge:) (2x)
Shine Your light &
Let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory
Of the risen King
Jesus

(Chorus)
You're the Savior
You can move the mountains
Lord You are mighty to save
You are mighty to save
Forever
Author of Salvation
You rose & conquered the grave
Yes You conquered the grave

(Bridge:)



yay! my God is mighty to save :D
& yay Nat! read ur blog tts why i got reminded of this song too :D thanks :D :D :D
im glad you finally realised that thinking positive's wayyyy better(;
GO NAT !!

oh ya Cherlynnn :x i forgot the Angel part to Michelle's name :x
sorryyyy.
OKAY MISS MICHELLE ANGEL YVONNE HOON TING !! LETS SAY HI THE NEXT TIME WE MEET KAYS :D :D :D

{/add}

its weird i tell you. the way i react to circumstances sometimes.
& most of the time i react in the way that id regret most when i think back.

sometimes though its just cuz it took more than 0.03s to process that current situation.
or, that the person went by too hurriedly fr me to react properly.

omgz.
im so :/
Cherlynnnnn !!!
i think i saw Michelle Yvonne Hoon Ting ( SEE I REMEMBERED YOUR NAME KAYS) todayyyy.
OMG.
i was waiting outside the lab for Yonatan to be done with his. was kinda stoning.
she walked past.she looked at me. i didnt know twas her cuz i wasnt really looking then, THEN with the way my weird brain processes stuffs i realized abit too late that she looked damn familiar & then i remembered DAMN ITS MICHELLEEEEE. but she was already chionging past(almost crashing into somebody).the way she does when she wants to avoid somebodyyy yknw right Cherlynnn !!
but im in no position to assume so :/ i really hope she isnt avoiding meee. but gosh she didnt change much actually. & SHES TAKING ANHB2212 tooosss i think ??
i wanted to call herrr but i was scared she wont wanna respond..like turn back.
& at tt moment i was still tryna figure if that was really her. or not.

i hope shes past tt massive quarrel we had too :/

sighsigh.
its weird the way things happen.
if only it clicked the moment we saw each other.
& if only i was actually looking at what my eyes were seeing
& not stoningggg

i really miss our si wei nu shen xP those were funtimesss though we got scolded umpteen times :D :D :D




woke up so early so i cld pack lunch. but in the end theres no more ham. see ?? everybody loves ham D: gahh.
guess the early human gets the ham ?

omgz.too early in the morn to be lame. -.-

but reallyyyy. i cant keep waking up so early just to pack lunch D: even on days when ive classes at 10 ?!
ahh well.. me hearts the refs roasted veg wrap :D :D :D have been lovin it since my very first semester there. & will continue lovin it till i graduate :D :D :D. i stay loyal kays.

OKAY I WAS BORED TTS WHY IM SO RANDOMLY DISCUSSING THE ABOVE NONSENSE.
TIME FOR SCHOOL BYE.









formal hall tonight was URHM. :x

had to dress up like kids/what we loved to wear when we were kids/ what we thought was cool when we were a kid/ favourite superhero or cartoon character.

pick one.
teehee. i thought overalls&pigtails were cool ! :D ( & i didnt have a favourite superhero/cartoon character :( )
got some photos but only cuz Yonatan wanted to see.... let me contemplate smore if i wanna post it up here. or not.

anyways.
it was funner than i thought. got high with some bim-o -.-
it was pretty cute/kiddy the whole thing.
many even brought their teddiessss !! i was so tempted to run up just to get mine.
why didnt i think of thattt !!!
the whole hall suddenly became an oversized/overgrown kids' event.
only our meals were undersized.
-kidsized, thank God ! cuz i was pretty full then. & the strawberry cheesecake dessert was YUM. abit too small though :P
&instead of tablecloths on the tables it was scribblepaper instead. & we were supplied with crayons/color pencils/ markers to doodle to our hearts content.
the songs playing on the background were so '95 it really brought back good ol memories.

& whilst waiting fr dessert. me&bim-o playfought. like how kids would. like we drew a line on the paper & then suddenly there was my side ur side, my things ur things. i dont friend you. then after that we turned on poor Ain. hehe. we became playground bullies over minutes :D then we tried throwing marbles into each other's cleavage. wth. then i lost my marbles. :x
hehe then we made up & stuck stickers on each other.
sweettt :D
i wish i could be a kid all over again.

OHOHOH.
to illustrate bim-o's bimboness xD
this is so funny.

while eating dessert..

bim-o : this powder is very nice ! :D :D :D
me : its icing sugar.
bim-o : -silent for a moment as realization struck her-

then i started laughing. couldnt help it !!!
then she started was like WHHHAAATTOEIIIIpokepokepokepokeLOLLOLLOL xD

teehee.
guess tonight was fun :D
was kinda sullen this morn, dreading this formal hall being 1ofthelamereasons.
cuz it will suck. if you went in & sat with the people you cant converse with & then end up spending the entire time enduring their pretences.. tryna make up awkward convos & wishing time would just hurry up.

im sorry if i was pmsyyy :(

ahh wells.
glad its over :D

post pics post picsss ????



He took a deep breath, frustrated.
" It's so hard to describe. It's not like love at first sight, really. It's more like ... gravity moves. When you see her ,suddenly it's not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her.And you would do anything for her, be anything for her ...
You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that's a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother."

-Eclipse (pg 176) by Stephenie Meyer

awwww. ((((;
3rd book already & still lovin' it TTM !! :D :D

i thought id blog ! :D

today was a crazy day.
woke up early morn at around 9am when i really wanted to sleep in. gahh.
bloody circadian rhythm. i still feel sleep deprived OKAY. hmpf.
received the sms that started this crazy day.

decided tt maybe cuz i was hungry tts why i got so irritated. so i went down fr breakfast.
did no good. was more annoyed when i came back up. prolly cuz my text didnt get a reply.
called dad to scream/vent.

got happier fr abit cuz i got to finally see them !! on webcam :/
gosh. im missing them so so so so much.
its insane.
talked to mom after dad left fr work.
i really really miss her. kept thinking of my saturday mornings back in sg.
i wld be breakfasting with her then !! D:

teehee. captured this moment. forgot to get one w dad :x
but see?? mommy!! so pretty .((((;
& i miss her loads loads loadsssss.

anyways.back to the crazy part of today.
optus creds ran out. so cant contact Yonatan when i was going to be late for our meeting in the city.
sighh. delays delays. the bus was 15 mins latee!!
Yonatan was so sweet (: bought me my favourite plumgreentea to cheer me up (;
went to get his boostjuice & then we walked around the city for awhile.

then.
went back to my old homestay.
eeyerrr hate that place so much.
brings back weird memories.
anyways. got back my shoes :D
then we caught the train back.
BUT THEN. A.S called. said i had mail to collect, she forgot to tell me.
so we went all the way back again.
& on the way there. some retard accused me of sitting on his seat.
like hello he already got up ?! & the seat didnt have his name written there saying that was his seat. he even got another seat, closer to the guy he was talking to (without having to satand to wait for it.) SO WHY COMPLAIN OMG.

anyways.
im glad today's over.
& tt i had Yonatan to acc me ((;

&&& VIC PASSED HER DRIVING :D
lawl. its about time ! CONGRATSSSS
its gna be a long long long while till i get my hands on the steering wheel to learn the art of moving a vehicle.
dad's rules.
-only after i graduate.
thanks ah.

i ran out of laundry tokens.

looks like ive to wait till mon.
&its already a huge load.

OKAY DINNERTIME!


so tiredddd.
why ah?
im gonna have a serious sleepin tonight/tomorrow.

& i hardly did anything todayyy.
went to school for the 9am psych lab.
nothing really interesting..
then went fr 1 hr of the 2 hr lecture. i wonder why i even bothered going.
was sleeping 3/4 of the time.
really exhausted.

after school, we went fr frenchapplepie/lemonlimetart @ some cafe along king's street. yummyyy.
:D:D we unanimously agreed the lemonlimetart rocked hehe.
im sucha foodie these days.
& then we went to visit vic. lj was there too. when we reached the place they looked like they were going through some depression or something.the black curtains were drawn & lj was pengsun-ed on the couch. i think vic was too.. but she got up to open the door fr us. heard her cursing behind the door lorrr. XD vic ahh. hahah.they had the 8am lab. earlier than us. no wonder they were burnt out already (&maybe also the reason why they ponned tt 2hr psyc lect we attempted to sit through. welll at least we attempteddd !! :D ). LOL. schools tough. no doubts about that. sigh.

chilled at her place. laughed loads, like we always do when we are all together. :D funtimes.
i was already so tired almost falling asleep as soon as my butt hit the couch but they kept me laughg it was hard to accidentally doze off.

played with photobooth.
i wonder if vic wld post it up somewhereee :P
vic: "lets do the dao face".
but i never managed to keep my face straight long enough to be captured "dao".
i wonder whats wrong with me.
im so easily amused.

OH. all the best viccc fr ur driving test tomorrow (; you can do it !!
i wanna hear good news ahh..
no pressure.. just good news can already xD

& i finally got Jas's eclipse ! :D

gonna start reading as soon as im done bathing :D :D :D


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wowiee.
slumdog millionaire's aweseomee :D almost teared in the end..
watched it today as a wing thingy.
had it at the jcr courtyard. like an outdoor movie theatre.sorta.. :}
& with maltesessss, popcorn,cheezles&blue m&ms.. teehee. got high&excited. bleh.
& got really cool blue lips&tongue.
& a tummy. D:

there were some gross parts though. like the scraping the eyes out with a spoon. ew.
& jamal jumping into a pool of shit.
D:
im nauseous at that thought. :/

today's another biolab day. i realised how the week just flew by. D: its kinda scary.
i must have really been enjoying myself then.
cuz whyever wld the time be so nice to fly by so quickly.
but on the other hand.. it could mean time passed so annoyingly fast cuz i must be dreading something ? like exams.
yea. like exams.
time was never really nice to be before.

but biolab wasnt as bad. learnt quite alot of things following the old lady around.who follows a tutor around. i think shes the oldest student here. but she really really amazes me. i kinda admire her perseverance too.i mean.. it must be kinda hard tryna remember all those names of every muscle/tissue/cell/nerve/artery/vein/other extremely random part of the body which one wont actually be wanting to spendwaste time comtemplating the name&function&etcetc, at her age. gosh. she must be at least 65. she looks really grandmotherly yknw!! full head of snowy white hair, wrinkles, twinkly eyes & always smiling.
& shes really cute too.
the other time at neuro, the lab demostrator had trouble with the mike..so he'd decided not to use the mike but shout instead cuz he had to use 2 hands to handle the brain/fruitbasket cranium, but! she stepped forward to help him hold the mike. made me feel kinda guilty there&then. cuz its like i didnt actually care? like i didnt care if he had to shout, even if it meant losing his voice in that process.hmm.

:x

& today at bio lab.
maybe embarassment's also a way of learning ? though not the best way.. apparently !!!
but haha. ive learnt the proper difference between intersegmental&segmental & it will forever be etched in my memory.thankyouverymuch. D:

aside from labs labs & more labs, it'll be school & then life at stcats.
with the way they are feeding me.. im really hoping my genes stay true to me..since mom&dad arent fat.. i wont get fatter than i already am.. right??D:

sighhh.
really gotta start working out.
but howww ???
im already so tired at the end of the day when school finally ends. & on days when i have it better all i wanna do is chill.

darn.


ahhh whateverrr.:D
ill eat healthier.
I WILL.
-starting after tomorrow's planned apple pie :D


&&&i cant wait to get my hands on Jas's eclipse!!! :D :D :D
teehee!!TOMORROW :D
i loveee fridaysss.
& i think ive told you that before ! :D

the forecast says it 37degs tdy. but i swear. it really really feels hotter than 37 D:
its so hot i got a headache just by standing in the shade waiting for the bus to take me back.
& am still haveing that headache.
gosh.

anyways. today was fun (; except fr the heat.
went to watch watchmen after school + Yonatan's driving lesson.
teehee.
its a long movie though.
got our usual green tea mango mantra from boostjuice for him & plum green tea from utopia for me ! wanted to get gelares after the movie but i guess the popcorn & drinks filled us up already :x ahh wellll.. theres always next tues.. & the next & the next & the nexttt etcetc :D

why tues ?
go figure (;

hrmmm. since theres nothing else to report.. or maybe cuz the heat denatured some of the things i wanted to sayyy so that i forgotttt :x im gonna get back to new moon ! :D
& yknw. i actually read till pg 101 the day before yesterday's yesterday but then reluctantly stopped cuz i had a huge junkload of psyc readings to do before friday. SO. i chionged the psyc readings & am doneeee!! so proud of myself.
& then yesterday, i started newmoon from page 1 again !
cuz im cool like that. :D

but thats not the end of homeworksss darnit. theres still bio lab stuffs. ew. guess ill do it tonight. :6

NEW MOON !!! :D



i loveee fridays!!
went to school just for pacy3315 lab&lecture.
lab was blahh & lecture even worse.
psych3315 isnt dry, really. its just the lecturerrr. :/
its funny how the lecturer has to be funny for the lecture to be fun.
like mr dave van valenberg ! hes my favourite lecturer :D

teehee.
anyhoos.
met Vic for the lecture. managed to stay around 1hour10mins of that 2 hour lecture before out bums got too itchy & had to get out.

got out !
went to claremont's Rudy's for tea/lunch.
met Vikki on the way & Jas there.
the tiramisu & passionfruit cheesecake were awesome :D
though i thought the tiramisu was awesomer :P
BUT nothing in this whole wide world can ever beat Ciao's tiramisu !! :9 that one is seriously yum ttm. even that is an understatement. ;9
sat&chatted for a while. the heat got me all headachy&lethargic. guess last night's random isomnia made it worse.
sent Vikki home.. then Jas, Vic, Yonatan & i went to the city !
split up in the city. Yonatan & i went to hunt for New Moon :D found it. pity Dymock's ran out. most prolly cuz there was a freakin 20% discount on that book theree. sigh sigh. should have bought it yesterdayyyyy. went to Borders instead. im thankful that book was there.phew.
& teehee! Jas agreed to lend me the Eclipse&Breaking Dawn !!! YAY !! :D

OH.& i earned a total of $120.sth from the secondhand bookstore !! if given cash on the spot id be happier. but ah wells. its cheque. well done anws ! :D

& i just finished the pack of marshmallows.
& im feelin nauseous now.
& i tell you. im sick of marshmallows already.
its gonna be no more junk food for a long long while. i really neeed a detox :(
i realise i always mindlessly put things into my mouth. especially when my attention is somewhere else.. like reading new moon ?!?!? D: this is bad.
i really should pay more attention to when & what im actually eating.


anywaysss. :D Eunice is a really happy girl right now (; not just cuz of new moon though.
hee((;
&&& daddy finally got his birthday card !! :D yay! i really hope you like it daddy..

okies. im back to new moonnn noww !
byee:D

---
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides.

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again.

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides.

-Sometimes When We Touch by Olivia

nice soonnggg.. love much!!:b







that was supposedly today& tomorrow,
but turns out its just gonna be tomorrow.

LOL.
im talkin about labs. bio labssss D:
teehee.
we had a bio lab today ( neurobiology ) but since its just histology we were gonna do, no lab coats required. the noob me you & you brought lab coats. Dx
but tomorrowwww. its gonna be 3 tiring hours of lab. moreover with Dr A as my histology tutor. its definitely gonna be a drag.


which comes first ? the bloodflow to that region "responsible" fr the thought.. or the thought itself ??
cuz today at lecture i learnt tt whilst doing something or even the thought of doing that something but not doing it ( like moving ur fingers & the thought of moving ur fingers but not moving any at all ) the same region in the brain will "light up" as in an MRI.
soooo.. id sayyy maybe its like the nanosecond that we have the inkling of that thought that blood will automatically flow to that region of brain where that inkling originated which then causes the "growth" of the thought.. & the linking up of other random nonsense one might be thinking.
just a random thought :P
bet tt area in my brain lighted up. teehee.

ive spent the entire day tryna get warm when its so cold & cooling down when it got so warm. & the weather's not normal. really not normal. it can be sooo cold like in the morning.. then suddenly warm and then cold again when the dreaded wind blows and then warm again when we're in the lecture theatres..etcetc..
my system's homeostasic control is just on the verge of either breaking down..or going haywire. not good.
no wonder im so exhausted by the time the last class was over. thankfully lab today lasted only 30mins :D or else id have died there & gone to heaven. hehe. :D

& then im blogging about the weather. gosh. am i getting boringer already ?
:x uni is really sucking the life outta meeee. & its only week2.
& i really need a break already.
sigh.
restarting the old engine is hard.. espcially after so long a break.


OHOHOH!!! YESTERDAY. ive finally got my work permitttt!! :D :D :D
& have applied fr some jobs. i really hope at least 1 accepts me... reallyyyy
then id be so so happy. :D i can then finally allow myself that little spree ive been so wanting to have ever since a million years ago.

tomorrow's another white coat event.
isn't this exciting. i've at least 1 every week. covered shoes are also part of that dresscode.

okay. im gonna shuttup talking about the random stuffs in my life. bye.