Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
yet another jfmamjjasond.
/Wednesday, December 31, 2008
xoxo,01:18
hello tomorrow; hello 2009.its always this time of the year i think back of the year im almost done with.
& obviously, depending on the stuffs that happened over the year, the mood of my reverie thus vary accordingly.
this year's been rather eventful.
it started out not so good..but its by the grace of God that this year's gonna have a happy ending ! (((;
academically,im glad id put in more effort this second sem..& i guess i got the grades i deserved.
& im just gonna have to study harder next year. cuz i really wanna do well. my new year's resolution perhaps ?
also,
-im gonna strive not to be lazy.
-procrastinate, i will not !
-i will spend less.
-i will be good (:
- something else
- something else
- something else
not telling xD
tomorrow's the beginning of a new year.
a fresh start blah blah blah.
you know the metaphors.
its yet another jfmamjjasond to get through.
i shall not be intimidated.
i can get through this.
-through Christ who strengthens me ! (;
gloria, in excelsis deo !
/Thursday, December 25, 2008
xoxo,20:45
HO HO HO !
its christmas daynight ! xDbut still aint too late to say, BLESSED CHRISTMAS Y'ALL !
teehee.
today while on the way to church, i heard a radio dj say :" christmas is not only a time for giving, but also the time for forgiving. so let bygones be bygones. just love !"
& i think she's right.
bearing grudges is tiring, aint fun.
BUT not that ive any to bear.. im just saying (;
service's atmosphere was real christmassy.. everyone giving everyone else handshakes&hugs&christmas wishes. awww..its really been awhile since love was shared this way. it really warms the heart (:
& then we sang carols too. i love christmas carols. especially Angels We Have Heard On High.
sermon was pretty cool too. its about the birth of Jesus. i never get tired of that story cuz it still amazes me how the virgin Mary conceived Jesus. i think she's really blessed to be chosen. the story also reminds me that God never forgets those seemingly unimportant, ordinary people too ! likee me ? (;
after service we went to ghim moh for brunch then to KAP's cold storage for grocery shopping to cook tonight's feast.
we bought a totally unstuffed,freakin frozen turkey, an already roasted pork knuckle , black forest ham & smoked salmon & vegetables to make salad.
& i tell you.uncooked turkeys are really fugly looking things.:/ but figuring out how to do the whole roasted turkey thing with mom&dad was real fun.& kinda hilarious too..the way we struggled with that thing.
the instructions&all the steps only reminded me of chemistry experiments. D:
anyways ! it was a success XD & tonight's dinner was simply sumptuous.
OH. & not forgetting the ice wine dad bought from Germany. yummy. & the chocolate logcake too ! which im gonna go eat now :P
i just love christmas ! dont you ?
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL , AND TO ALL A GOODNIGHT !!
run with me through rows of speeding cars
/Wednesday, December 17, 2008
xoxo,18:07
woohoo !
the picture below explains ! cant really see i know but whateverrrr xD
im happy happy happy !!!
FINALLY. thank God ((((:
the past few days were fun & tiring.
Yonatan came over to the west on mon i went over to the east yesterday. xD
today's just spent at home accompanying mommy cuz she says she misses me already (x awww.shes just so cute really. & i really admire her. cuz every time i look at her, i always wonder if i'll ever make it like she did. be as good a mother as she is..if i ever become one one day though..
oh well. i really cant imagine myself as her in the first place !? D:
anws.
mommy & me flipped through our old photo albums over coffee&lao po bings during tea just now. it really brings back many many good memories thank goodness ! im glad i got mommy laughing (: then we went through my past report cards & stuff. im really thankful she exposed me to so much when i was younger.. & gave me the opportunities -the running,the piano,the ballet,the swimming etcetc- to achieve to the bestest i could..even though it must have been a hard time for her to put me through all that then..plus me on my part giving her a hard time too i can very clearly remember. D:
thank you very much mommy ! &i love you alot alot too. dont you ever forget that. (;
& daddy too of cuz.. bringing us to places whenever he could. we are so well-travelled & its all because of him !xD thank you daddy ! you're the bestest daddy in the whole universe.
daddy dearest (:
oh& not forgetting my bro (: although he pisses me off sometimes hes still the person i love ohtoomuch(: we share so many laughter&tears it only makes me smile & miss those times dearly. & although ive wished many times for a sister instead..all our memories together make having you as a brother worth ALL the while (;
xoxo
i guess flippin through photo albums sure got me into an awfully sentimental mood.
hees. i hope you dont mind !
okay im outta here BYE xD
chalkboard.
/Monday, December 15, 2008
xoxo,02:41
touchdown : 2323
ive been hongkong-ed.LOL.
but seriously.
that place makes me claustrophobic.
its so dirty & congested everywhere and not to mention the very absolutely annoying uncivilized humans from mainland china. they are loud & rude & they cut queues on purpose.hmpf.someones gots to teach them a lesson !
oh.& the air is really bad too. damn bloody smokers.
& im still amazed people can actually survive there..moreover in those ghetto/squatter-like flats. gross.
all thats the only downside.
cuz other than that this trip's been a blast (x
yummy food everyday ! i think ive become fatter D:
ooohh!! ive found a new favourite- custard pao. its absolutely awesomlicious xD
other than food lets see what i did there.
i went to the hk disney.
i went to macau.
i shopped.
i sat ferries.
i took a tram up to the highest peak in hk called The Peak. -the view was just breathtaking.
i rode cable cars.
i went to ocean park. i loved atoll's reef best.
i had to resist laughing at the custom officer the first day there when he spoke to me. in english of course but heavily accented. if you know what i mean. xD
i went to the night market where we can bargain & bargain like theres no tomorrow.
i learnt some cantonese phrases.
i thought about some stuffs & realised that the things ive been blessed with i should not take for granted ( like being born here in sg & not in hk. really,THANK GOD. ). & for everything, i am really grateful to Him who has been my source of hope & strength (((;
ive made many more awesome memories with my loved ones.
i had fun !
& more of course (x
theres a few GBs of pics too.
too many to upload now.. but ill do some when the hour isnt as ungodly as now. thankyouverymuch.
oh gosh its nearly 3am. D:
sleeptime. BYE !
IMMA FINISHER OF 42.195 KM AGAIN !!! (x
/Sunday, December 7, 2008
xoxo,20:19
I DID IT !! THRICE !!!! 3 freakin' times ?!!
hehh. sorry ah head a bit big now. :P but dont worry it'll deflate to its usual insignificance in no time xD
but meanwhileee allow me the pleasure of indulging in the celebration of the end of my long&perilous journey.
im kidding la.
mere words alone can never describe one's experience during a marathon man.
exciting ? only when the start / finish line is in sight
excruciating ? ABSOLUTELY.
exhilarating ? umm..after ??
endorphin-release cum euphoria ??? yes that one is AFTER (x
something like all 4 of those words summed together.
funny they all begin with an "e" . LOL. im sure there are others but thats all's on my mind now.
woke up at 3am today to get ready.
tags gotta be pinned to jerseys
chips gotta be laced into shoes
vaseline to be applied to abrasion prone areas etc
bananas to be eaten
& of course the journey there.
there was like a million people there already when we reached.
we all jostled for our turn to cross that starting line.
even if you weren't enthu at all about it.. by then you'd be no doubt !
the atmosphere was just intense ! the dj did a great job getting our morale upupup (x
& after crossing that starting line so begins your really interesting 42.195 km to the finish line. i cant really describe interesting as it is cuz you'll hafta experience it yourself. & its gonna be one you'll never ever forget.
like getting all cramped up that you can actually barely take the next step when theres still like 8km more to go. then you'll try to psycho yourself that you come all these 36km already whats 8km ?!??!?! it works..for awhile. & then you'd be desperate for the next deep heat station. i was like plastered with deep heat luhh. like my shoulders, lower back , thighs & shin. who ask me never train the entire year. i suffer now & its all my doing i know. but i kinda like it ?? weirdddd Dx.
the funny thing is, everytime during the marathon id ask myself why did i sign myself up for this _ ,promising myself this will be the last marathon EVER. & only to come back again the next year. why ???? i need some logic behind this self torture im bringing upon myself & even ending up enjoying it.
seriously ?! D:
yes i really do enjoy it..the pain the experience everything. the journey has been a real hard one this time around ( cuz i didnt train D: ) so finishing it made it all the more worthwhile i guess. if you get what i mean.. :/
OH. did i tell you !! my mom did it too !! so did my bro & my xiao gugu !! well done (x
im so proud of them all. my mom especially.
her 1st marathon at the age of 44. amazing ?! absolutely. YAY MOMMY !! :D :D :D
daddy's not in the country..or he'd have done it too. he's coming home tomorrow & i can't wait !!
after finishing that grueling thing we went for a feast at newyork newyork. well deserved (:
& now ive a whole spring chicken in my tummy. i still couldnt believe i actually finished the entire thing. i must've been really hungry. ANWS (: it was an awesome meal.
& now im gonna isqueeze me poor aching shins .
i cant wait for tomorrow too (: finally seeing Yonatan after like a million years. xD
i just hope i dont ache as much tomorrow. but i highly doubt that. (; i actually dont mind the pain.its just that i end up walking funny. my bipedalism seems to have been temporarily reduced.
five something A.M
/Thursday, December 4, 2008
xoxo,05:07
so tired but i can only sleep 4 hours. whyyy?
oh well. since im up already at 5-freakin-am with absolutely nothing to do i might as well blog(;
bff meetup yesterday was FAB. gosh its been tooo long.
met Cherlyn at dhoby mrt station and we literally went nuts.
we screamed & hugged like there was no tomorrow. i am so glad this is like finally !!! after like forever of waiting when we are miles apart but still in the same freakin continent. gahh. bloody oz.
then we went to find bev at PS's carrefour's sushi corner. & the whole scene repeated xD
oops. we get high just seeing each other after too long our sincerest apologies if that offends you humourless souls.
anyhoos.
we went to the cathay to book our tics fr wild child.
& then back to PS for shopping !!
i bought a top & bottom & a ginormous bag.
i love that bag. im so gonna work on it (; its gonna be my masterpiece of something.
& Cherlyn bought the exact same bag too !! (((:
& now im kinda sorta broke.
not really. but i kinda feel the ouch. :x
its like im really really happy ive got those pretty new stuffs but cuz its daddy's $$ im spending i kinda feel :/ ?
cant wait to start earning my own big $$ !!
but meanwhile..
gonna be a good kid now & limit meself. xD
thanks daddy !!
WILD CHILD was an ultimate chick flick BUT its good. 4 stars !
awesome songs made up for everything else (;
after the movie we went to Cherlyn's house to chill watch princess diaries and eat gummies.
omg. Melb sells HARIBO by the tub ?!?!?!
Bev & i finished whats left of the tub Cherlyn brought back. & got sugarhigh. that explains all the other silly things we did like banging walls & laughing at nothing. LOL. but it was fun !!! lets do it again !!!
gonna meet Cherlyn later today to settle some stuffs then chill AGAIN !! xD i really hope Bev's able to join us !! c'monnn ur classes end at 3 !! come come !!
ok im gonna find something else to preoccupy myself now
i feel like a psychotic insomniac telling her life stories at 5 am in the morning.
&itscuzofyou. (;
bang bang bang bang
/Monday, December 1, 2008
xoxo,20:50
i havent been this well fed in months. gosh.its like i end every meal with a tummy.
thanks ah mommy. :P she strongly believes im malnourished. oh puhleeesee !!
anws. i wont complain. im back to the land of plenty & im grateful cuz there are people out there who cant even find a decent meal somedays.
the only downside's getting fat..which i no-doubtly am. :O sighh. oh well.
daddy's flying to Germany again tonight.
bro went off for some camp this morning.
Yonatan's holidaying in Macau/HK till the 7th..
so its gonna be just me & mommy till everybody comes back.
Cherlyn's coming home tonight!!xD
& the bff meetup the day after tomorrow!! so whats the confirmed plan girls !
everybody seems to be going Macau/HK..
ill be there 9th to 14th & then my aunt&cousins 16th till 21st.
LOL.
but why ??
sighh. im uber bored now.this post's boring even me. BYE.
irmy