Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
NS DONT FAZE ME
/Tuesday, November 4, 2008
xoxo,10:14
my stomach's bothering me.im like bloated one moment freakin hungry then to feel like shitting the next.
gross much? im sorry :(
i think im being periodically overstimulated by my random thoughts.
like of the nearing exams.
like the amount of stuffs i hafta download into that harddisk up there.
& then the OHMYGOODNESSHIGH just thinkin about the gawjuss28th!! :D :D :D the flight back & seeing mom dad bro & my dearestbffs AFTER TOO LONG.
4 months ?? i really doubt its 4 months. its eons&ages. LOADS&LOADS OF STUFF TO CATCH UP ON EH.
so all that does nothing but send my sympathetic nervous system to overdriveeee. D:
& then i tell myself to stop being so random to focus on the stuff im tryna studyyy.
& then i fall from cloud gazillion to earth's dumb reality.
that thereby activates my parasympathetic nervous system to do stuff that results in me drifting of to Z-land&whatever if y'knw what im actually rambling about.
so anyhoos.
my hypothesis is:
sympathetic NS (fight-or-flight) reduces blood flow to my gut so digestion&all thats to do with it kindasorta stops? so tts why i feel bloated/queasy etcetc..
parasympatheticNS is the one tts "rest-&-digest" so tts whn i relax & start feelin ravenous yet again. only to eat & then get high & the freakin cycle repeats itself. & so tts why my stomach's bothering me. you know how tts like don't you ? :D
bleaugh.
fancy me applying my concepts here.
im just hypothesizing after all.
-prove me false (;
okay now.
im going to school to meet my boyfriend & together we are gonna examine dead bodies.
how exciting.
seriously ?