♥, Eunice

Eunice

♥

"Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"

there's nowhere else i'd rather be.(:

/Saturday, November 29, 2008

xoxo,17:20

HI HUMANS IM HOME !! xD

touched down last night at approximately 2110 & couldnt wait to get of the plane.

was never happier at the sight of my beloveds.

we greeted, embraced and nearly misted. really exciting :D

&my goodness. the arrival hall was packed!!

went home.HOME!!

gave daddy, mommy & bro their prezzies.

&slept.

then this morning we went to bukit timah market place for brekkie.

YUM. (: the best breakfast in MONTHS.

me&mommy went to do our hair thereafter, bro went to some jamming thingy at church & daddy went home to do some work.

mommy&i went grocery shopping too.

& whilst that she brought me around Lot1. gosh. that place changed hugeloads!!

so many things to see. cant wait for the following week when's just gonna be mommy & me(: we gonna rock this town !

nahh im kidding.(x

i cant wait to spend quality time with mommy thats all. loads of things to catch up on !!

so now im well fed with nice hair & at home with daddy & mommy ,pigging out on Lindt chilli dark chocs daddy bought from Germany.( its surprisingly delicious i tell you ! no wonder its the hot stuff these days. ) & i cant be more content.:D

& to add to that, i found the song ive been hunting for days!!

its the song's that's playing now (((:

oh gosh. i cant wait for things to start happening !!! december's gonna be uber exciting

-apart from The Results Day- im super psyched !!!

the hole in the satellite picture

/Tuesday, November 25, 2008

xoxo,19:25

dim sum lunch with Yonatan & his homestay aunt&uncle today was FAB ! :D

they have been really good to me yknw

thankyou thankyou thankyou !!

anyhoos!!!

its tomorrow's day after tomorrow's night that ill be sleeping in my very own bed in my very own room in the best comfort of all homes on earth !!!! I CANNOT CANNOT CANNOTTTT WAITTT !!! omg. the thought of it makes me scream inside & grin like a loon. xD

& its only 4 months.

why did it seem like a year ?! D:

anyhoos.

ill be home soon. after my long & perilous journey through..yknwww..through..time ? :D

LOL.

maybe cuz alots' happened.. tts why it seemed so very long.

*alot of good things though (; thank God !

the only thing's bothering me though's tt i feel im missing out soooo freakin much with my dearest bffs-Cherlyn&Bev :( sighh.

lemme see what i miss.

i miss movie marathons with the both of them

i miss sushi-ing with the both of them

i miss shopping/window shopping with the both of them

i miss just talking rubbish & all that crap with the both of them

i miss just chillin out& being totally random with the both of them

i miss getting high on air/sugar/-/nothing/:D:D:D/etc & camwhoring/photobitching/etc with the both of them

& i really just miss their presence. like alot alot alot .

sigh.

i really needa hurry home.

arrgghhh.

tomorrow's day after tomorrow can't come quickly enough & it ain't fair.

the cool before.

/Monday, November 24, 2008

xoxo,08:57

its been another awhile eh ?

ahahahs lol. ive been either too busy or too tired to b-log about my ohsohappeningexamfreedays.

nahh.

exam free days like these are meant to go slow (;

doenst hafta be very happening.. just gotta chill (;

im even now content just snuggling up to a good read. but there arent any. welll.. i havent really been book hunting recently anws. ;/ oh well.

will do when im finally back in sg. gosh do i miss borders !! ~~im sucha nerd~~ :x

its colder the past few days too !

iLikeeee. but this is the cold before the hot. like both ways. its gonna be hot when im back in sg. duhh. & its gonna be hot here too by the end of this week. LOL. i prefer cold. then i dont hafta deal with that inevitable congestion of venous drainage -which isnt at all a pleasant feeling- that happens when i get too warm.. like even at 26degs ?! D:

went to Yonatan's homestay yesterday to help put together ASPVIK from IKEA. it was really tiring but really fun too !its a cupboard yet not exactly like one cuz its compartments arent exactly epitomes of cubby-hole-ness .LOL.

its not a wardrobe either cuz you cant hang clothes in it. its just something with 5 compartments with lids you pull up instead of out & yes store stuff too . LOL.

but the cool thing was it worked !! (x lunched&dinnered there too. the food is da bomb !! :D

so today im gonna settle my enrolment stuffs for units im gonna take next year & then im off to the city to S-H-O-P!! wheee i cant wait (x

okay i gotta go get brekkie & get ready now.

laters !

i never left.

/Thursday, November 20, 2008

xoxo,22:06

day 3 of freedom , 8 days to home !((:

met Yonatan this morning in school.

thanks for the vitCs' dear (:

why to school of all places right .

its to put our books on sale @the secondhand bookstore la.

carried my old MCbag to school. cuz i had 5 hugelythick books to sell D:

-it really brought back memories. i really missed that feeling yknw. that feeling of being a college kid once again.

then went to the city fr lunch. me loves sumosalad !!(:

Yonatan hates oily chinese food. me too. :/

watched 007:Quantum of Solace next !

its action-intense man.

loved it much ! :D

oh & i bought a new pair of havis for myself too ! ((:

gonna go shopping for my homies real soon ! but first, ill hafta know some explicit details. (;

just some burning life's questions. hees ;)

why does time seem to stand still but then creep up on you when youre not looking ??

why is it we feel we have so many better things to be doing when fulfilling obligations but once we're done fulfilling the obilgation-whatevers we cant find any of that "so many better things to be doing" anymore ??

why is it so hard to stay entertained ???? D:

dissatisfied ? nooo. not at all. just real bored.

sigh.

its like all year ive been mugging mugging mugging. & now when im done mugging i cant find anything else as easy, cost/time/transport/weather-wise to do. if yknw what i mean. so im like pretty much stuck here. /:(

mugging seems the cheapest/most convenient thing to do eh ?

how ironic.

-its just as boring as when ive nothing to do..like now.

oh well.

gonna try think of something else to do other than surfin the internet/watching stuffs online/looking at my yet to straighten up luggage/& thinking such random annoying thoughts.

bye.

take a deep breath, you've only got one shot, make it count. -James Bond (x

it tastes like yellow. (;

/Tuesday, November 18, 2008

xoxo,13:21

EXAMS' ALL OVERRRR WHEEEE.

yeshh old news old news. twas just yesterday though yknw.

anyhoos.

after that freakin freak of a stats paper i sat with a meagre amount of sleep i had the night before its actually quite amazing i could still function. i couldnt sleep the night before cuz i was tossing&turning thinking of all the stuffs i hafta do & remember to do.

i got through the test forgetting totally- yes i really mean absolutely totally- what a freakin test statistic is. i can even pronounce it properly luhh.

why dont you try. say "test statistic" fast! its like a tongue/brain twister on its own righttt.D:

i mean i actually read up & memorised it already. i just blanked out. :(

so irritating. i really hate it when that happens.

i just really really hope i pass.

sighh.ohwelllllll. not gonna think about it already :D

dinner@cicerello's with Yonatan was fab (:

its also the first time in the longest while ive felt at ease whilst chillin'out. cuz like i dont hafta think what subject im gonna hafta mug next & next & next & you get the idea(;

its like a huggeee chunk of load off my shoulders thankyouverymuch!

so last night ive been up till like 2am packing packing packing. now my rooms a WHOLE LOT neater!!! whee ((: well.. its kinda box-filled at the moment. & the floor's finally the cleanest it has ever been in MONTHS.

im so proud of myself. (((:

cant stop grinning.

now all thats left to do is to go buy tape to tape up the boxes & pack my bags properly for homee!!!

ohohoh!! yknw what!! IM GOING TO HONGKONGG!!! 9-14dec. & gosh.i.cant.wait. (x

dont worry bev! ill get you something (: cheer up okay ?

so now.

im gonna get ready to go out !

cya later kids !

get me outta here.

/Sunday, November 16, 2008

xoxo,20:08

rawr.

im peevedlyannoyedlyirritated.

okay i think this is gonna be the last time youre gonna hear me complain/rant & never again for the longest time k ?

1. its been eons and im still mugging !? :(

2. im not irritated just abt mugging. its abt sth else i cant quite put my finger to.

3. CAN SHE STOP SCREAMING/SHOUTING/BANGING THE PIANO OUTSIDE LIKE A RETARDED KID OMG ITS DRIVING ME NUTS. WTF !? how am i supposed to freakin concentrate with all that rubbish going on outsideeee. );<

4. & her mom isnt helping at all. cuz shes scolding her and all that. whatamess.

5. im just annoyed okay.

you dont know me and you dont even care.

im here. you're here. are you queer ?

/Saturday, November 15, 2008

xoxo,19:39

blah.

its been soooo long & this torture isnt over yet.

well. looking on the brighter side.. its nearly over ? like ill be done in 2 dayss !!

1 more to go.

& its stats

stats

killing

i mean ive got like so many other better funner more life-relevant things to be doing now than to be staring at stats straight in its freakin face ! D:

& i keep thinking about the day after tmr & i cant help but scream inside like omggggg. but first i must get thru stats. gahh. & this time we are going in note-less ?!

i seriously don't understand why why why then the last 2 tests they allowed us to take in notes. friggluhh.

oh well.

i really want to at least pass it though.

the thought that i might fail really freaks me out.

& yet it seems an impossible feat tryna get all that uglystatstuff. :(

sigh.

but i shan't resign to defeat just yet ! (:

im gonna try get all that stuffffffffff.

God help me.

WARNING : THIS POST WILL BORE YOU.

/Saturday, November 8, 2008

xoxo,13:45

ive said this once

i think i must've said this a-many-gazillion times already

& ill say it again.

i wanna go homeeee. D:

tis the time of the year when all uni students dread.

the month that couldnt just go by quickly enough.

bio prac was okay i guess. left me feelin very much relieved.

but still. its 1 down 4 more to go.

& its 8th nov alreadyyy.

so that means 9days to freedom.

but then again it means 9days more brain stuffinggg D:

then its 20 more days to touch down !!! gosh i totally cant wait.

cherlyn has only 8 days to gooooo !!!!

i did sth really cool today.

i made meself 2 slices of melted cheese on toast ! :D

& it was success the first time round !

-like toast crisp but not burnt & cheese perfectly melted. awesome hey :D:D:D

& IT WAS ABSOLUTELY YUMMICILIOUS.

i bet im making all cheeselovers out there drool already.

muahahahaha.

10 12 13 17

& then its first year finito !!

-its gonna be a countdown everyday till then.

sighh.

boring boring boring.

bye.

NS DONT FAZE ME

/Tuesday, November 4, 2008

xoxo,10:14

my stomach's bothering me.

im like bloated one moment freakin hungry then to feel like shitting the next.

gross much? im sorry :(

i think im being periodically overstimulated by my random thoughts.

like of the nearing exams.

like the amount of stuffs i hafta download into that harddisk up there.

& then the OHMYGOODNESSHIGH just thinkin about the gawjuss28th!! :D :D :D the flight back & seeing mom dad bro & my dearestbffs AFTER TOO LONG.

4 months ?? i really doubt its 4 months. its eons&ages. LOADS&LOADS OF STUFF TO CATCH UP ON EH.

so all that does nothing but send my sympathetic nervous system to overdriveeee. D:

& then i tell myself to stop being so random to focus on the stuff im tryna studyyy.

& then i fall from cloud gazillion to earth's dumb reality.

that thereby activates my parasympathetic nervous system to do stuff that results in me drifting of to Z-land&whatever if y'knw what im actually rambling about.

so anyhoos.

my hypothesis is:

sympathetic NS (fight-or-flight) reduces blood flow to my gut so digestion&all thats to do with it kindasorta stops? so tts why i feel bloated/queasy etcetc..

parasympatheticNS is the one tts "rest-&-digest" so tts whn i relax & start feelin ravenous yet again. only to eat & then get high & the freakin cycle repeats itself. & so tts why my stomach's bothering me. you know how tts like don't you ? :D

bleaugh.

fancy me applying my concepts here.

im just hypothesizing after all.

-prove me false (;

okay now.

im going to school to meet my boyfriend & together we are gonna examine dead bodies.

how exciting.

seriously ?