Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
EXTRA EXTRA HEAR ALL ABOUT IT !
/Friday, October 31, 2008
xoxo,21:17
LOOK WHAT IVE FOUND ON YOUTUBE.
lawl.like its anything fascinating to the most of you. butbutbut hees.i think its pretty cool!
its called the Element Song.
actually introduced to me beginning of this sem or somewhere midsem big difference i know but at least im checkin it out :P
ok anws.
watch the first one..the the one below.
the 2nd one's really cute.
cuz tt kid there is only 4 yrs old?!?!?
but seriously, watch the 1st one first then you can appreciate the 2nd one better (:
enjoy!
cute right.
omgzsx.
im so bored now.
enlighten me.tell me what else is entertaining?!?!?!
other than mugging of courseeee....mugging's nth entertaining you nerds.
hmm.maybe i shld go read my great big orange psychology storybook now.how exciting eh.
hmpf.
well at least im getting outta the house tomorrow!! (x
gonna go school..to study.how exciting.
BUT cuz Yonatan said he's gonna come too so i guess ive sth else to look forward to eh (;
alright enough rumbly ramblings im gonna go bathe now.
bye kids ! (x
blessings counted.butterflies gone. sweet! (x
/Tuesday, October 28, 2008
xoxo,18:02
today vehh happening tts why i bloggin.heee (x lawl. i absolutely absolutely absolutely luuurrrrrvvveee the SG slang manzsx.
i feel most comfy when im around people who speak like that cuz especially when im here,it feels most at home. (:
okay now.
todayyyy.
bio lab quiz plus interview at st cats.
&&& both went much much much much better than expected im so happy now i feel like jumpin up & down a million times & i cant stop smiling xD
&&& its also much much much much thanks to Yonatan who kept me calm& as sane as i can possibly be in such a time as these or i wouldve already been warded in a psychiatric hospital for a case of extreme nervousanxiousness if theres ever sucha thing in the first place. well i couldve been the first!haha.
thanks for being there & so so patient w me today,dearest.(:
i think i can finally sleep better tonight with the major stuffs of this week finally over.
gosh it sounds like a friday or something.but its only tuesday can you believe it.
daylight saving seemed to have really messed up my time-sense.
& suddenly my future doesnt seem so gloomy :D
i just hafta get over stats..n pass chem & do well for bio& psych. then im all set.i think?
oh well.
for now, ive really God to thank for the awesomeness in my life (x
dont be jealous k.
jealousy's baaaadddd .(x
but well..
its only in times like these where one can say "always look on the bright side of life!" & actually mean it?
dont you agree?
sugar high deep down low .
/Thursday, October 23, 2008
xoxo,00:22
hello,im unimaginably exhausted.
but kindasorta happy ive completed the task i planned to do.
kindasorta happy cuz stats'd completely demoralised me, bursted my bubbles of joy & yea bursted my bubble. :( i guess it took just 1 sad digit to wake me up.
i hate stats to the very core. !@#$ that bloodyass subject.
but im still happy cuz
-ive got hd fr chem lab ((((x the labbist even said "Excellent!".:D tt turned my day 225deg around.
-finished all the nice chem lects[the undylanated ones] & understood most of it & finally learned the difference between the K values & Qs.
&&&!
-Yonatan was sucha darling to accompany me for dinner (: we had kebabs.&turkish delight.it was y-to-the-u-to-the-m-m-y!!.
&i meant every.single.letter.
it had been a loooonnng time since we went kebab-ing.
hee.
ookay.
before i start -or rather, continue- sputtering incoherence & expose my id to the whole wide world i shall just shut up & engage meself into quiescence.
goodnight.
--
*&dont worry baby. i still love you very much.(:
im gonna love you long time.(;
/Monday, October 20, 2008
xoxo,20:00
hello mellow yellow amigo.
okay that was totally random.
i came here cuz
-ive just done my very very first chem ilect ((x YAY.
-i really wanna go bathe before i continue doin anything else.
-but the bathroom's occupied. ):/hmpf.
-& im resisting the itch/urge to check fb out. gahh.
ohwells.
define mugging.
i havent been mugging.
its more like information processing that ive done.
& i really hope all thats processed retains.
its only a month to go till im homeee.
why does 4 months seem sooooo long???
& then when i compare it to how long dear has been here not goin back even for the semestral break im like gosh.
-i flew home as fast as i could ,rather as fast as the 747 could, after the 1st 3 months my 1st year here luhh.
& last sem seem so last year??
i dont really remember what happened last sem much anymore.
thats weird.
its alr 20th oct.
6th nov's the freakin first paper.
how can i not freak out.
even a little.
i actually am. a little.
i get so queasy sometimes on the inside.
then my daydreams arent so nice anymore.
cuz now all i imagine if i ever do randomly wander off subconsciously is that dreaded scenerio where im in that huge hall with people all around me and that exam paper infront of me and i cant seem to remember anything about everything ive studied.
or the other one where im getting back the results. you know how that's like dont you.
its scary isnt it?
okay the bathroom's finally empty.
yippieyayyo.
i shall go decontaminate myself now.
bye.
oh.
& heres sth that might take awhile to process for some of you but when you finally get it it makes a world of sense you'll wonder why you never seen it that way before. (x LAWL
anws:
"attitudes are orientations that locate objects of thought on dimensions of judgement"
on your marks.
get set.
THINK.
goodbye,
again.
stressful situations & pink pants.
/Wednesday, October 15, 2008
xoxo,19:36
stats test today was _.
lets talk about something else.
lunch time was okay.
Yonatan gave me his sandwich(:
-cuz i didnt bring mine but lets really talk about that later.
lijinny's hp's acting weird.
learned a new phrase.kong ka kiao.kkk? LOL.yea.
it might mean concussed? or something along that line.
lets talk about something else.
found the place where they stash that secret stash of much-coveted double choc cookies. :P
we bought that to munch on whilst waiting for stats.
it was good.
lets talk about something else.
done chem prelab.
did alot.
& had some help from Yonatan too.(: xoxo
i really hope i get at least a D this time....its not too much to ask right? :x
lets talk about something else.
went for chem lecture for real today.
its the first again after the longest while.
hmm.
it was okay i guess.
lets talk about something else.
after chem lab we approached TRL.
saw vic giz & wanjun sitting outside like 3 pretty ladies.
stopped for a chat which turn to a huge laughing session..as is always whenever vic's around.
&gosh.my ab muscles are cramping. ohhlala. i think im growin some just by laughing.hee hee hee.(x
vic's sucha funny girl.
lawls.
lets talk about something else.
are pink pants/shorts/surfshots some oz guy hottest fashion now???
i see pink pants everywhere.
vic likes the guy whose bestfriend wore pink pants today you see.
so ladeeladaas you go figure. (;
lets talk about something else.
that sentence's becoming annoying eh?
i bet.
heees (x
oh.
& watched the japanese show thingy tts on youtube called dont laugh in high school with Yonatan in the TRL too.its damn funny.i dont think ill ever survive a day in that school.
i cant live without laughter.
well..who can?
that person must so proud. either that, or..that person seriously has ZERO sense of humour.poor guy whoever that is. im sure theres at least 1 such person on the face of this retarded planet. dont you agree?
tried to ilect after Yonatan left. only succeeded in half a lecture cuz i was damn hungry.
so i decided not to spend $$ & be a good kid.
dinner was that sandwich aunty made that i was too ashamed to bring to school (2 slices of bread with carrot&tomato.) & 4 jacob's cream crackers & an orange. yummy right.
its pathetic. :(
yea i wish i could make something.
BUT THERES NOTHING TO MAKE ANYTHING WITH.
dumb homestay. );<
lets really talk about something else now.
but whats there really to talk about.
im not in a good mood now & i dunno why.
CRAP LA.
/Tuesday, October 14, 2008
xoxo,17:05
hi, i really needa study right. yea i knowwww. );<
i gotta complain first.
wanted to study in the lib this afternoon but couldnt concentrate.
maybe cuz my favourite desks've been taken. how unfortunate.
decided to go home where i can study with the comfort of my bed&stuff.
bought a muffin & 2 gummy snakes for dinner if i turned hungry enough..which i am already.what's my point again? yea im talking nonsense.
&aunty's still not home.
after likeeee a million years?! where on earth did she decide to vanish off to man.
nobody's cookin dinner.
havent been for quite awhile already.
what's goin on auntyy??!
D:/
--
bio test today was better than expected. so im kinda partially happily relived.
cuz theres still stats tmr which i dunno&dont like at all. i know the formulaeeee..just not too sure where/when to freakin apply all that crap.
& then chem lab got me real sad.
why CR only???&I DONT SEE MYSELF MAKING ANY MAJOR ERROR IN ANYTHING?!?!?
isit cuz i use pencil??
well isnt it neater than the rest ive used pen in????
okk ill use pen for the rest of all my chem labs forever!!
isit cuz i didnt buy that grass jelly drink u ask me to buy at springfeast?!??!
just dont gimme CR lehhh. :(
gahhh.
whyyyyyyyyyy?!?!?!?!
very sad.very very sad.
& very scared.very very scared.
cuz i started with 4 HDs then 1 D then now a Cr.omgwhatshappening?!
yea.
& the outside air's really hot.
i almost died walkg home from the train station just now.
& its only 30degs max today.
howzit gonna be like back in sg again??
though im still really really excited to GET BACK HOME.
Singapore will always be THE place i call Home. (:
& home's always the bestest place to be!
okay.
im done complaining thank you all you kind souls for hearing me out.
-the melodramas of a nineteen year old.
bum bum bee dum.what's wrong with me ?
/Sunday, October 12, 2008
xoxo,22:31
if you look into my eyes, you'll see a loving girl true to her heart.
if you look at my smile, you'll see nothing wrong.
(:
well,what does anyone ever know right?
nothing's wrong.
other than me tryna keep the panic in.
:x
disturbiaaaa.LOL.im disturbed.
that song's been pon de replay fr quite awhile alr..yea & of cuz that entire playlist as well.
sighh.
ive actually spent the entire day in bed.
i actually woke up at like 7 to get ready fr church.
the headache started. i ignored it. went fr a bath. couldnt stop sneezing after that. plus the darn headache decided to mush£ my poor cerebral cortex even more. so i decided to lie down fr awhile.
to cut the long sad story short..i shall repeat meself.
i spent the entire day in bed.
get the picture ?
):<
& im not happy.
i tried to study.
i really did okay omg.
im so distracted.
-my distractions essentially/evilly(i cant decide:/im beginning to think its evil though..sighh.)entertaining..like thenotreallycoolbutwhyisitsoaddictivetetris on fb/like the rest of the internet/like photobucket&flickr/like imeem&youtube&limewire(&hence my awesome new playlist! :D )/like the other internet shenaniganz.
&im so annoyed cuz of that.
&&& this room's making me claustrophobic alreadyyyy .D:
bio quiz on tues -not really confident.
stats quiz on wed - NOT confident AT ALL. :(
& i really really really honestly really honestly dont like stats at all. hmpf.
im scared.
till 10pm tmr???
yes please.
i dont think ive a choice anymore. :(
i want my mommy.
right here.
right now.
she'll know what to do in !?@#$*^?!times like these.
like now.
something or part thereof -
/Wednesday, October 8, 2008
xoxo,18:34
was browsing the photos in my com.
cuz ive nth else more interesting to do.
& pictures. what can i say. they really do take you back in time (:
& this picture.
it never fails to make me smile everytime it comes across.
see? its making you smile too (x LOL. i know right ! :D:D:D
that was me when i was young. proof that i was seriously cute. hehh.
okay & then. i compared with the most recent unsunnies-fied pic of me (the a month ago me ).
i tried to spot the resemblance.
& the only thing that seemed constant are my cheeksss ?! D:
oh gosh. am i doomed to have them foreverrrr ?!! gahh.
aiyo.
anws.
gosh.everytime i say that now i think of that indian bio lecturer. he says "vell now. anyvays lets look at the vhite matter....*etcetc-indianly*." LOL
yea but anyways.
today was pretty cool (:
went fr psych lecture. which was interesting cuz hitman's back! ((x
then had my roast vegetablesssss YAY :D
& they had that jar of OUR favourite double choc chip cookies out too. adding to our UPness (x
then went to the city cuz boyfriend had to have his hair cut! starting to look scruffily shaggy already. yea then we walked & walked & walked just to find the cheapest barber. the cheapest was $19. oh well. we poor uni students.what to do. :(
so while he was having his hair cut by indians i sat outside & entertained myself musically.
浪花一朵朵 was on repeat (x
that song brings back LOADS of bittersweet memories.
my CJC days..ODAC/mountain climbing days & nevertheleast FACEDELLIPP days (:
those are the only days id really wanna relive. if ever the chance.
days of blood ,sweat, tears ,joy, train-like-crazy , & of cuz the exhilaration of winning & then the pretty trophies (x
sighh.
okay man.
enough reminiscing.
thats the thing with the past.
especially if its nice..it aches not to be able to go back.
& then here i am at the present. i gotta stop looking back.
carpe diem. thats what im gonna do (:
so that means. STUDY TIME SLACKERS (x
God help me.
flame.fire.nuts.honey. (x
/Tuesday, October 7, 2008
xoxo,21:58
hi, im bored.im homealone.
hees i kinda like it this way.
no 5 year old kid crying/screaming/babbling/annoying me randomly etc.
no adult woman shouting at her 5 year old kid.
no funny thai-gibberings.
peace & quietness.
just me & my music & my noise (x
was eating dinner on my own just now in the hugely empty hall.
i decided to play with fire.
hees.
i was careful luhh.
i was just so bored & kinda curious too.
so i took an empty bowl and some of the different nuts from the counter & with the lighter that was so available i played with fire & nuts (x
it was so cool that after awhile the nuts continued burning on their own.
i know ive learnt tt before..just never tried it out myself.
lol.i really seem to learn something new & freakin random everyday. now isnt that good (x
then i tried to burn the honey that was also conveniently available.
& what do you know!
honey doesnt burn ?!?!
it just bubbles. -effervescence, scientifically speaking. xD
coolio.
realised i had to do chem prelab :(
kinda sorta did some of them.
& then surfed the rest of the world on the wide web.
i needa start doing something serious soon.
but seriously ?!
hmm. define something serious. mugging's not something serious. its just b-o-r-i-n-g. & unfairly obligatory. ):<
hmpf.
its T-52days till homecoming.
& i absolutely cant wait !!!!!
oh gosh. the very thought of it gets me high!!! (x
its meetups meetups meetups!!!
& SG FOOD ALL THE WAY BABY!!!!
i want
#1.mommy's homecooked food
#2. KOPI-O GAO diloh (x -the ultimate caffiene fix.
#3.chai dao kway
#4.mian jiang kueh
#5.roti prata
#6.icekachang
#7.DURIAN.
#8. ALL the sambal stuffs (stingray/fish/kangkong) frm that bukit timah zhi cha stall.
&&&& SUSHI TEI-ING W BFFS!!!
OMGGGGG (x
52days.
exams first.
woohoo.
D:
why cant things just come easy. like ever?!
gahhhh.
1 ice cold shower's next.
its the fastest way to chillout (x
*not for the faint hearted :P
sweetly broken; wholly surrendered.
/Sunday, October 5, 2008
xoxo,21:19
i almost died of blood stagnation.LOL im kidding xD.
like theres sucha thing in the first place.
its just the feeling like of not doing anything circulatory-ly stimulating..if yknw what i mean.
like i can actually feel my blood not flowing ??
& then the whole cloud of sian-ness & boredom &&&& something else i cant quite know what.
like i wanna start figuring stats out BUT the thought of touching tt pile of notes just totally turns me off.
its like -eww ? ewww.
& then the never ending quest to find something & then something something dunno what thing on the internet.
it gets irritating. ):<
church was enlightening..as usual.
& as usual..the sermon got me thinking about lotsa stuffs.
& then the whole flood of juxtaposing emotions which left me hanging neither here nor there the whole afternoon.
At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
I’m sweetly broken, wholly surrendered .
& yea.im seriously at lost for words now.
i cant even define my emotions.