& everything elses' explained already.
i mean when someone tells you " i lost my phone"..there wont be a need for further elaboration right?
well..unless the person's EQ's really retarded then too bad?:X
phark man.
i really really really hate this feeling.
:(
& that 3 hours of which 50% of the time i spent waiting fr perths stupid train&bus was the longest EVER.
like i cant call anyone except my dad in sg USING THE PUBLIC PHONE. D: so its like another daylight robberyyy.
& cuz i cant rmb anybody else's number here in perth its so tragic.
& i really really really wished he was right beside me then.
& then im all on my own in the stupid city.
waiting for dunno what.
feeling so lost.
& panicky.
& on the freakin verge of tears.
& really really really vexed/pekchek/frustrated beyond frustrated
-at myself for being so fckg careless
-at myself cuz i felt so stupid then
-at the whole situation cuz i cant do nothin about anything.
-at my already conditioned reliance on that stupid appliance that when its gone i feel so fckg helpless.
argh.& that whole shit.
im not gonna reenact the whole thing cuz i dont wanna start fuming again.
im alright now i guess.
just a little :/// at the thought of having to purchase a new phone.
im so so so hugely sorry daddy. :(
lessons learnt:
-put things back where they belong. mommy told me that a long time ago.why didnt i listen!?!?!??!why do i always hafta learn things the hard way ???!??!?!?!argh.
-dont take the little things for granted.cuz you'll never know when it might be lost.& then feel like _ when its lost.
-losing things' part of life?cuz at some point in life we will all hafta inevitably lose something??? so GET OVER IT??????!!?!??!ugh.
okay.yea whatever.:(hmph.
im glad im done with my psych lab report though (((:
well done us!!!
:D