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Be still, my soul : thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He as the past
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
And now mysterious shall be bright at last.
-Von Schlegel


"Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgement that
something else is more important than fear."
-Ambrose Redmoon

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"Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"









sometimes the system goes on the blink.
/Monday, September 29, 2008
xoxo,19:03

bloody monday.
monday blues.
black monday.
dumb monday.
mondays after sundays
mondays that seem like sundays cuz its a freakin public hol cuz its the Queen's birthday so the everything essential here in oz has either slowed down to the retarded sunday-pattern or is down down down.like closed.like not open.get my point. ):<


anyways.
heres why today sucked.
brought laptop to school today. was on the train alr whn i realised ive forgotten the darn adapter.
okay fine.i didnt really need much laptop using anws. i was peeved cuz i still had to lug it around.
then everything was okay..sun was shining the skies nice & blue(: 
totally matched what i was wearing today :D 
-my surroundings are my accessories :P 

THEN.
the stupid psychlabreport. dont wanna talk about it. its not gonna do my mental state any good cuz its depressed enough alr as it is.
went to broadway ard 4 thinking the post office wld be open.whoops.the Queen's birthday seemed to have slipped my mind. so in other words, the post office was closed.
went to st cats to see if i can pass up my application form.& the freakin reception is CLOSED.
>.<
CLOSED I TELL YOU.omgzzzz.


ARGH.
i wanna scream into a pillow now.







hmpf. ):<
/Sunday, September 28, 2008
xoxo,20:04

today's been relatively productive :D cuz im kinda sorta maybe-ish done with respiration.
population genetics tmr. bleah.

i cant seem to form proper sentences.
too much point form notetaking alr :D

ANYWAYS.
heres today.
in point form.

-the usual sunday morning stuffs (:
-i think its funny i just have to walk across the road for my transport to church xD
-went to mulib to study right after church.
-kim, another neighbour but mores houses away sent me there. thankyou(:
-i didnt know passionfruit muffins existed & tasted oh-too-seriously-good! :P
-studied studied doodled doodled doodled. yea i think i doodled more than i studied. why. :( 
-bumped into Jonathan from cg. said he was gonna go soonish & if i wanted a lift.well of cuz i did!
-stopped by iga thank goodness. bought dinner. doritos mexicana & HOT salsa dip. woots xD
-had to bang my left eye whilst opening his boot to get my stuffs out dammit. 
-& then home!
-opened the door.
-the house's in a freakin mess.
-she said shes busy studying but looks like shes busy renovating/packing/idunnowhattheeffshethinksshesdoing.
-had to give up my nicest furniture in the room. my study chair which functions as a temporary jumper-draper. haiz. no more nice jumper draper.
-& then to piss me off after taking away my nice jumper-draper she tells me she lost my referee form which she so had the honour of refereeing. i was like WHHHHAAAATTTT.
-okay.maybe it didnt make any sense asking my landlord to sign my referee form eh.lolness.
im still pissed anyway.at that _ she said .hmpf.
-called Yonatan. i was on the verge of freakin out alr & couldnt think of what else i could do thats actually rational.:( 
-& he calmed me down & came up with a much better plan((:
-im not so pissed now.
-im actually really hungry.
-gonna go salsa dippin with my doritos now xD




the cia was on the phone.
/Saturday, September 27, 2008
xoxo,15:06

this is what happens when i sidetrack even before i start.

hees. LOL.

was gonna start bio-mugging BUT i just had to analyze my own handwriting before i even attempted a start xD.

prolly triggered by that really interesting post i saw from Lynette's blog. 

so seeing the messy mass of writings on my bio notes i thought, WHY NOT ! :D


&tada.


View Report

Welcome Eunice Tan,here is your handwriting analysis.

 Eunice uses judgment to make decisions. She is ruled by her head, not her heart. She is a cool, collected person who is usually unexpressive emotionally.(NOT exactly TRUE.) Some may see her as unemotional. She does have emotions but has no need to express them. She is withdrawn into herself and enjoys being alone.

The circumstances when Eunice does express emotions include: extreme anger, extreme passion, and tremendous stress. If someone gets her mad enough to tell her off, she will not be sorry about it later. She puts a mark in her mind when someone angers her. She keeps track of these marks and when she hits that last mark she will let them know they have gone too far. She is ruled somewhat by self-interest. All her conclusions are made without outside emotional influence. She is very level-headed and will remain calm in an emergency situation. In a situation where other people might get hysterical, she has poise. (HMMM.)

Eunice will work more efficiently if given space and time to be alone. She would rather not be surrounded by people constantly. In a relationship, she will show her love by the things she does rather than by the things she says. Saying "I love you" is not a needed routine because she feels her mate should already know. The only exception to this is if she has logically concluded that it is best for her mate to hear her express her love verbally.

Eunice is not subject to emotional appeals. If someone is selling a product to her, they will need to present only the facts. They should present them from a standpoint of her sound judgment. She will not be taken in by an emotional story about someone else. She will meet emergencies without getting hysterical and she will always ask "Is this best for me?"

 People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Eunice doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others. (maybe i have this hidden talent even im unaware of :P )

 Eunice will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not.So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!(whoops.this is too true :x)

 Because Eunice has sharp needle pointed 'm' and 'n' humps, she has a very sharp mind. She instantly sizes up situations, making instant decisions. She thinks and evaluates circumstances very rapidly. Many people with this type of mind are geniuses, thus she may be seen as highly intelligent. Eunice is often irritated by slow talkers or slow thinkers. If she drives, she gets irritated by slow drivers in the fast lane. She quickly becomes bored when being taught on the level of the slowest student in class. She may be on problem number three when the rest of the class is on problem one. Eunice is curious and very active. In fact, in school she might have been a trouble maker because she thought so much faster than the other kids, she finished her work first, thus having plenty of time on her hands to make trouble! (hehh.no wonder. :P)

 Eunice is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Eunice basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

 Eunice is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

 Eunice is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

 For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Eunice has left lots of white space on the left side of the paper. Eunice fills up the rest of the page in a normal fashion. If this is true, then Eunice has a healthy relationship to the past and is ready to move on. The right side of the page represents the future and Eunice is ready and willing to get started living now and planning for the future. Eunice would like to leave the past behind and move on. (yes i would.very much so.[:)

-http://handwritingwizard.com



interesting eh.

some true some not exactly it..if you really know me at all.

but then again. ITS ONLY A QUIZ. 

&its gonna take more than just a quiz to figure me out (: cuz i am one hugely complex individual.:P



OKAY.

STUDY TIME.

bye slackers! xD



{edit}

some self-enlightnening in process, do you mind? :D

it just occured to me. :P maybe im somehow more emotional than what seems to be presented through my handwriting.

&then ive been thinking.

if all that's somehow true..then i might have unknowingly perhaps instinctively over time&life's stuffs so far built up a wall between me & the people around me.such that im always behind it.safely behind it.just so i dont get hurt again.such that ive never really let that guard -my guard- down at all.cuz you see..if you dont expose you dont reveal & when you dont reveal nobody knows & when nobody knows nothing ever happens that you cant control.makes sense dont it?

but i do get tired of holding that guard up all the time.

-&thats why im all for moving on too. like to forget all the bad things ever existed. y'knw.

time&again it does feel safe.safe enough to relax a little.thats when i do.

& when i do its only with people i truly trust.

& thats where&when i realize, that im truly myself. (:

{/edit}

lets close the curtains & pretend like there's no world outside.
/Thursday, September 25, 2008
xoxo,10:59

cant you see that its just raining, there aint no need to go outside.(:

yesterday was 25degs. 
-perfect for anything under the sun.
& today.its 17degs & raining.
-still perfect.
perfect for staying home.((x
&for sleeping in...its just too bad im already up ! lol.


decidd to stay in today cuz i couldnt bear forcing myself outside.
cuz going out means ive to face the cold wind&rain & all the other harsh elements.
aint fun yknw.


lalala.
gotta find things to do (x 
on lazy days such as todayyyy...hmm.


oh.
& i received a little parcel from ahyi/mom yesterday.
it had pretty little things inside ((x
muchas gracias !:D


nu.tel.la
/Monday, September 22, 2008
xoxo,19:23


hehh.
omg guess what.
the 750g nutella's ALL gone.
in 2 days.
by me. just me.D:
craaaappp. even i cant believe myself. xD
but lookie here ! 
picture proof.
that ive 750g of that yummy brown stuff circulating my system now. makin me nutellaly happy/a little lightheaded/dizzy/sleepy/contented 
& a tiny bit guiltyyyy :x.like.hello fatssss D: 


hello empty nutella bottle (x
close up : 750g! xD
the nutella goodness :P
 yea yea im just tryna convince myself i didnt almost try junk overloading myself again. sighh.:x


scrapped to the max !
& my pretty lappie in the backgrd :D
eeee.extreme extreme.
never again?
nooooo.
its gonna be awhile till i crave it again but its still chocolate.
& anything chocolate is yummy. :P


but fr now.
its detox/junk food rehab time!

---

& oh geez.im suddenly (((x
yea baby!!


ive suddenly found sth better to do.
BYE HUMAN FRIENDS !




oh happy days !
/Sunday, September 21, 2008
xoxo,18:16

holidays never seem to last long enough.
well at least not long enough for me to start fidgeting and say okay enough get back to work. hmm. perhaps its only me that holidays are never ever enough. oh wells.
but seriously. who in the right mind on this planet's actually dying to get back to uni to start the tests/exams/dreadedlabs/earlymornings all over againnn. D:

this 1 week just flew by. cuz like hello.its monday again in 6 hours. woohoo. the last quarter of uni year1 here i come! xD 
cant say im too excited about it though.
im only excited about the homecoming/leaving on a jetplane part. xD hees & the other unschooly things.:P 
-yes.there isnt sucha word.
but i know that you know that i know that you got it :D


the week up's gonna be a busy one filling out forms &stuff.
-fingerscrossed we get into whatever we filled our forms up for (;
then the week after's gonna be the last week of september which means october's just looming ahead which means november's coming up too which means the EOYs dammit.
which means i hafta get through the EOYS to get home. fair my foot.D:/
the thought of them darn EOYs frustrates me.
hmpf.



gahh.
im having achar beehoon for dinner. again. why. why dont i have a choice. why.
i never heard of sucha dish till i came here. how enlightening eh.
BUT. ive got a hugggeee 750g jar of nutella to keep me skyhigh(((x
i think im done with like 1/5th of it??? :x hees. nice what. im gonna have sexayevoice soon. :P


there was a nice song at church today.
its called trust and obey.(x uhhuh.that i will.

i liked the refrain part especially.
Trust and obey, for there's no other way 
to be happy in Jesus, but to trust and obey.

(:
alright.
im gonna find myself other forms of entertainment now.
gotta savor the hols while it lastsss !! wellll..the very last of the hols ?
yeawhtever. bye!







one month baby! (;
/Saturday, September 13, 2008
xoxo,21:04

one month.
-&the first of the many gazillions more to come (;


met yonatan at the city today 
went woolies'
&walked ard till its time fr the bus to come.
had lunch over at his place & watched movies - ahlongpteltd & sister act 1 xD
& ladeeladaa-d.(:


now my loyalty will always be
with you if you'd just promise me
that you'll stay real
just like you are.
cuz baby you dont hafta change..
you dont know how much you mean to me,
whenever youre down
you know you can lean on me
no matter the situation,
boy, im gonna hold you down.(:



okies.
im gonna limewire/ds & stuff now! :P 
tmrs church
& its midautumn festival too!
in a country who's season's supposed to be spring but yet still very much winter-like & its mid autumn festival. fancy that! (x lawl.


i wanna eat mooncake./:(
its playtime , kids! (X
/Friday, September 12, 2008
xoxo,18:30

WOOHOO !! xD
its really midsemBREAK for real ?! 
its really cool how this week managed to fly by now tt i think of it((:
& there wasnt any chem lab too!! see?? IT REALLY DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
well for one.you didnt hear me ranting on wednesday about The Foreboding Thursday didja (;
uhhuh!


so.
lets see whats been goin on.
hehh (:
playtime started ever since stats test was over! (;
& since we've been attending ALL-ohmygoodness-ALL lectures.. except chem :X but yea. so we neednt coop ourselves up in the lib iLecting on fridays such as today!
so its all good(:
im kindasorta hooked onto my ds.tryna amp up my pathetic seriously pathetic bomberman skills. i never knew playing games like these could be this fun ! :D
& then we caught a movie today - The Mummy : the tomb of the dragon emperor.
it was good! & to add to the fun factor, some scenes were really ridiculously hilarious. xP
& ever wondered why its called "mummies" not "daddies" those wrapped up dead things?
well maybe cuz in egypt those days the dads were so pharoah-like they arent much fun to be with. & so kids have preference for their mummies but then the mummies kept on dying cuz medicine then wasnt really what you'd call medicine like those of the present if you know what i mean (; so they endd up calling those dead wrapped up things mummies? LOL xD hahaha. -as yonatan & i discussed. (X 

you've gotta have a sense of humour to get this.. i think?
or at least think outta the box like the great-minded us. :P


& its been rainy these past week. :(
rain rain go away.
it aint fun when you come out to play.
cuz its always cold,grey&ohsogloomy err'time that you do.
you dont play fair either. 
cuz yknw,its the sun's turn now.
hmpfh.

O.O
 








hello moto. (;
/Monday, September 8, 2008
xoxo,18:49

all's gooooddd!!:D

heres what i did today:
went to school like a good kid :P
attended all lectures..except chem? :X
did some colouring (he drew,i coloured) (; -cant wait to see the results!!! :D:D:D
got my calculator validated & that important sticker.

then had lunch with Yonatan with the usual yummy chips with extra _ & hot choc . :P
went to garbo thereafter.
&bought my new phone -motorola k1(;
&kindasorta set it up there.
&i had to speak to an indian lady who represents optus over the phone. imagine that!
&it was interesting? :P
&then i had to wait a long long long long time fr my damn simcard to get activated. D:
&Yonatan walked me home. 
&he stayed awhile..waiting for optus to do their thangg (;

&now.its all good.(((X 
YAY!i can like finally breathe properly again.(:



*weird stuffs left to get over&donewith:
-bio essay to memorize -.-
-LEARNstats.


i absolutely cant wait for the midsemBREAK.
cuz i really really really need one. 

 

thanks for everything dear.(:

whysoliddat ?! :(
/Saturday, September 6, 2008
xoxo,16:34

PARENTAL GUIDANCE: EXPLICIT LANGUAGE


four words : i lost my phone.
& everything elses' explained already.
i mean when someone tells you " i lost my phone"..there wont be a need for further elaboration right?
well..unless the person's EQ's really retarded then too bad?:X


phark man.
i really really really hate this feeling.
:( 
& that 3 hours of which 50% of the time i spent waiting fr perths stupid train&bus was the longest EVER. 
like i cant call anyone except my dad in sg USING THE PUBLIC PHONE. D: so its like another daylight robberyyy. 
& cuz i cant rmb anybody else's number here in perth its so tragic.
& i really really really wished he was right beside me then.
& then im all on my own in the stupid city. 
waiting for dunno what. 
feeling so lost. 
& panicky. 
& on the freakin verge of tears.

& really really really vexed/pekchek/frustrated beyond frustrated 
-at myself for being so fckg careless
-at myself cuz i felt so stupid then
-at the whole situation cuz i cant do nothin about anything.
-at my already conditioned reliance on that stupid appliance that when its gone i feel so fckg helpless.
argh.& that whole shit.


im not gonna reenact the whole thing cuz i dont wanna start fuming again.
im alright now i guess.

just a little :/// at the thought of having to purchase a new phone. 
im so so so hugely sorry daddy. :(


lessons learnt:
-put things back where they belong. mommy told me that a long time ago.why didnt i listen!?!?!??!why do i always hafta learn things the hard way ???!??!?!?!argh.
-dont take the little things for granted.cuz you'll never know when it might be lost.& then feel like _ when its lost.
-losing things' part of life?cuz at some point in life we will all hafta inevitably lose something??? so GET OVER IT??????!!?!??!ugh.


okay.yea whatever.:(hmph.



im glad im done with my psych lab report though (((:
well done us!!!
:D


oh, didja hear me say?
/Thursday, September 4, 2008
xoxo,23:32

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJINNY!!!:D
hope you had a great one ,happily turning EIGHTEEN!
:D:D:D:D


--
chem lab today was _ !!!
like seriously.
AHEMMMM.
everybody's supposed to do just 1 freakin experiment.
& i had to do 3.
why?
cuz im like a pro pipette-r.
-thanks M.O.E ! :D
hahhaha lawls.
still !!!!
okay maybe i shant complain no more. 
cuz after all,earning a HD+'s meant to be hard work eh ?(; 
-just to be fair.:P
so its all worth it anyhow.:D:D:D


after chem lab we still had time before the rendezvous.
so him&i. we indulged in our new hobby(;
-chillout on the field, basking in whatever sun's glow's available. etcetc. ladeeladaa.(((:


ciao italiano dinner was THE ULTIMATE YUM.
really.like the best food ive had in the longest time.yet.
&the tiramisu to finish it off was simply, heavenly.



stuff plaguing my poor subconscious:
-chemquiz
-stupid calculator batt. why does it hafta so die now.WHYYYY.
-psych lab report.if possible to finish by tmr.
-memorize HUGE bio essay.
-learn.freakin learn stats.wthhhhhhhh.:( 


gahh.this is getting dumb.



I don't wanna say goodbye to you 
So I'll just say good night to you.(:



 

eff-disses.'nuff said. (:
/Wednesday, September 3, 2008
xoxo,21:15

tmrs trippin thursday.again.
sighh.chem lab seems to be the only inkblot on weeks when everything else's thereabout perfect(:
its always wednesday that thursday's all i can think of. -.+



just some quick random exclusive details :
*made some progress with psych lab report.
*my coms acting weird.
*im still dreading chem lab tmr.
*i cant wait till next week.(((:
*ive just bought  an R4 today!thanks to Dear who looked up the advert fr me:D whooopeee!!it comes with many games.XD LAWLS.im so tempted to go check it out now.but i know myself.im already predisposed to playing till the novelty wears out.& then i get bored.again.
*my msn's also acting weird.
*its making me act weird too. like some antisocial idiot. which i think i am. sometimes?
*ive still yet to finish that damn psych lab report.
*ive still yet to understand something off stats. D: D: D:
*ive still yet to store bio essay upthere.
*28th november!!!! (((((X woots!!


why do i have so many things to do.
why do i have so little time.
why am i always ranting.
why cant weird weeks like this fly by too? D:



why why why why why. :P



randomness makes the world go round?
uhhuh.
like totally !? (:

when it all seems too much..
/Tuesday, September 2, 2008
xoxo,17:20

HAWHAWHAW.
i luuurrrrvvveeee uwa's internet.  (((X
LOL.
its still sad i cant surf this happily at home. ehh.."home".ahahah lawlzz.
the internet back there just pekchekifies me. sighh.
no ackmedthedeadterrorist.
no youtube.
i get bored yknow.



biolabquiz done.
1 down.
many many more to go. D:
reading psych readings now.
its making me feel autistically retarded. D: D: D:


seems like although theres no midsems..there must still be at least 1 rubbish week to throw at us. ive to be happy its just 1 week eh.
ahahah like.NO IM NOT ?!?!?
moreover..the stats lecturer happily announced theres gonna be a week7 test next thurs.
ohthankyouverymuch.not ?!
& stats isnt very much my cuppa tea. at all. SIGHH. whyyyyyyy.


things yet to complete  start:
-psych lab report
-chem prelab
-memorize bio essay
-study 6 freakin stats chapters.
 D:



& then i keep telling myself its all gonna be over NEXT thursday.



gotta get back to lab reporting.
yuck.


..im glad i have you.(:









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