Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
TO THYSELF BE TRUE. (:
/Sunday, August 31, 2008
xoxo,13:25
note to self:never go back to sleep after the alarm rings.
even if its for just 5 more minutes. cuz it will never be just 5 more minutes.
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gahh.
i almost mia-ed from church today.
i woke up at 7 when my alarm rang.
but decided i needed 5 more minutes under the cozy covers.
& the next moment i opened my eyes again was when i was staring at my handphone.
tryna figure what the numbers 08:59 mean.
& remember what day today was.
& when it struck me i was like !!!!! D:
ITS SUNDAY.
it means go-to-church-day!!!
omgoshhhhh!!!
its half an hour to pick-up time!!
i cant get ready in half an hour?!??!?!
or can i ????
gahh.
then i reasoned to myself tt id rather nt go than be late.
cuz being late is disrespectful...
so i called Yonatan & msged Ruth my miraculously-across-the-road-neighbour to tell them i wont be gg to church today.
then as i was washing up it struck me.
being late is disrespectful...but not going is too????? :////
after washing up Ruth replied!
she said pick up time wld be 0940.i still have 30mins to get ready..if i can?
i looked at myself in the mirror.
ewww.
messy bed hair. :(
but in church nobody really cares right??
just as long as the heart is right. righttt.
okay.GO TO CHURCH LA. :D
so i put on my jeans & hoodie.
& some makeup so i wont look i was asleep just half an hour ago !??!?
& then i was ready!!
at 0937.
AWESOME HEY.
i didnt know i could be that quick too!! hees. :D:D:D
then when i opened to front door and looked across the street at 22 they were just coming out too. cool stuff!
just in time.
& kinda early too.
woohoo!
sermon was good.
know what you believe(:
uhhuh. (((:
& then church lunch was yummy too!!
Ruth's mom , auntie Chun Fang sent me home thereafter & agreed to be my chauffeur to & from church too! ALRIGHT MAN (((X
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now that the weekend's almost over its time to face the monday tuesday wednesday thursday & friday again. LOL. i know they are weekdays. but saying them all like that's better.cuz the apathy i feel can then be further emphasized. yea whatever.
*bio lab quiz on tues. i was reminded last night. thanks Dear!(:
*psych lab report due next mon. which ive yet to start.. D:
*bio essay which ive still LOADS to research on &memorize is due next tues.. D: D:
then theres the usual weekly chem quizzz & calmaeth. dammit.
busy freakin busy busy week.
but i know we can get through this (:
we can & we will !
gosh.why am i still here.
D:
BYEEE!! PEOPLE WITH NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO.(((X hees.
zwei scherzi;
/Tuesday, August 26, 2008
xoxo,20:07
the.internet.slowed.down. :(even yahoo takes eons just to freakin load.
i really wonder why blogger's so fast !
something ive learnt today :
baskin under the sun's only for days where one as nothing to do AT ALL.
cuz for one, its really really really good.
like soooo good till its hard to get up/out of its hypnotic glare..or warmth?hmm.
:P
that was what we did today(:
hees.
sleep is good eh(;
& then bio ilects. which was really enlighteninggg..
& then tiredness&hunger drove us home.
mom called.
im glad she did.(:
i really missed her voice.
& her cuteness.
& calling her mooooo-oooommmm?!?!??! D:<
or MOMMYYYY!!! :O
or mom? :///
or mommy!:P
or mommy mommy mommy can i.....???? :D:D:D hahahhaha random random.but some of the ways i call her.
& just all of her.
& i had really needed to talk to her too.
SIGHHH.
home.
i really wanna go home.
to my own bed.
to the yummilicious homecooked meals.
-i really really miss EVERYTHING you cook,mom.
& im real glad ure reading this too !:D:D:D
to the carefree unrestricted lifestyle.
to the schooless days.
to the random bff meetups!!!
to the days where i can wake up at 10 or 11 or 12 ..
to mom dad & dearest bro(:
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VEGEMITE.
hmmm.
ive been having that for lunch the past 2 days already.
what can i say.
its the weirdest thing if tasted.ever.
its like salty..yet sourish?? ://
hmm.
but i think im beginning to like it?
like it isnt as bad as the first time anymore..???
hmm.
or maybe it was just hunger bland-ing everything else out.D:
AH WELLS.
YOU HAVE BEEN VEGEMITED. :D
& boy.that was random ?!?!
ha haha.
la lala.
uhh huhhuhhh.
-.-
randomly starburst-ing. :D
/Sunday, August 24, 2008
xoxo,18:07
went to Yonatan's church today.& i think its really cool!
the sermon part is mostly the same just the worship part's different.but on whole i think its a really enjoyable experience.cuz the music's really nice & meaningful & also cuz its like totally different from what ive been doing my entire life. till today that is (;
its also different cuz ITS A CHINESE SERVICE ?!?!?! me in chinese service right ?? yes me in chinese service.period. :D
but today an english pastor from the english service came over to preach.
sooo there was translation. which is really cool too!
also cuz both of them - the english &chinese pastor - looked really comical together.dont you think ??
but the sermon was good (:
-it was about the 8 beatitudes.
& apart frm that i also learnt some chinese words & dusted quite alot of cobwebs off the others too.(; hehh.
then after the service Yonatan & i went to freo to walk about & eat lunch.
& i just had to _ . sighh. thank you much dear, for being there & being so patient & hearing me out.(: i really needed that. i love you HUGEloads too! :D
& tmr's monday.again.
another long week of school.
BUT FRIDAYYY!!!(:
&gosh. friday's so gotta take its own sweet time eh. D:
BUT.its all good:D cuz at least that gives us something MORE to look forward to ! (;
te estrano..
its thursday.& its over!!:D
/Thursday, August 21, 2008
xoxo,19:21
a few minutes ago i was panicking, freakin hungry and almost annoyed.now im happy & really really really really really FULL. :D
oh.& hello humans!
its been 2 days(:
doesnt feel like it though.
okay back to me(:
if this com were to crash on me..
i really dunno what im gonna do.
really.
its really bad the way almost my entire life depends on it.
D:
it almost did just now.
its thursday.
the worst day of the week.for all weeks of this semester actually.
till there arent anymore chem labs.
actually.the subject chemistry.no.actually the mere word "chemistry" just drains the crap outta me man.& then to have that 3 hour chemistry lab block looming ahead every thursday from 2-5pm's just like chaining me up to those heavy leaden weights & sending me off to that scary unknown.alone. D:
gahh.
okk enough dramatic analogies.(:
im glad for now that this week's thurday's finally over.& then the weekend!!(: i cant wait.hees.
ANYWAYS.
omgzsx.
today i found a friend from a decade ago??!?!?!?
Samantha Seet!!!
omggg?!?!the last time i saw her was whn i was only primary 3????
& GUESS WHAT!!
we are in the same FREAKIN SAME CHEM LAB?!?!?
wow.
no wonder she looked soooo familiar!!
:D :D :D
its been 10 looong years since ive seen her man.
its like we're in the same class from primary 1 to 3.
we were in the same ballet class toooo!!!
then bam.no more!& i thought id never see her again.
& now we r in the same uni..same CHEM LAB!??!?!
hahhaha oh gosh. please pardon my hyper-ness.
i mean.
OMGGG?!?!?!
this.is.cool.stuff.yo!!!
like.wow?!
awesome hey. (;
but chem is still chem. -.-
its still nonetheless freakin lame shit.
pardon my explicits (: but it is the raw , crude , cold-hard truth.D:
oh gosh. discussing this is even making me lame.
i shall end here(;
thai is a funny language.
it sounds gay when guys speak it.
but really quite nice when the ladies say it.
hmm.
im not a sexist okay.
it is true!
yknw it is :P
& then again.
GOODBYE!!!:D
Labels: randomrants(;
i love you, only.(;
/Monday, August 18, 2008
xoxo,17:29
school was AWESOME but really draining todayy D:AWESOME cuz i get to spend the whole day with ♥(((:
draining cuz its all lectures ????
lectures are seriously sleep-inducing.
like a hypnosis session where one's eyelids cant help but become so heavy it takes
an immense effort to stay conscious.
-even when ♥'s right beside me. holding my hand :P
& tmr.
sheeshh.its bio lab quiz day.
darn it.
theres loads to study.
♥ & i must do well!
& i know we can(:
study hard okay love?
I SO CANT WAIT FOR BIO LAB TO BE OVER.
& now im gonna concentrate on my dinner.
really really really hungryyy.
& THERES CARROT CAKE FOR DESSERT. yummmm. XD
ive my eyes only for you , babe!(;
he's got the smile i fell in love with & the arms i wanna be held in forever.
/Saturday, August 16, 2008
xoxo,06:50
i just cant seem to sleep very long anymore.i really dont know why.
but hees. its alright(:
i fell asleep at my com whilst waiting fr some music to finish ___________.
:x
anyways!
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my first thought whn i woke up was you you you.
& now awesome the whole of yesterday was!
♥ & i met up for lunch.
then we talked (:
then i had to go fr a psych experiment to be tortured D:
i couldnt wait to get outta there!!! just so i can be with my baby (((:
when it was finally over , to the reid library i went ASAP!
then we did calmeath & the chem quizzzz. he really really helped me alot!! thank you!!xoxoxo (;
afterwhich we were both pretty winded.
so we just sat in each others company & told each other thingsss:D
i love your company HUGEloads dear!
then when we finally decided to get our lazy asses off the chair we went to iga cuz both of us ran out of soap !? :D
then to freo we went thereafter.
ate at cicerellos' . it was perfect.(:
i was there with so many my-firsts ,it all felt really indescribable. in a very good way of cuz!
there was peace & that sense that im finally complete. (((:
& then there was this bubbly sensation in my chest & tummy.
-i was really happy. (;
& now.
i really miss you quite terribly :/
i miss your hands, your touch, your smile, your voice right next to me ,your arms, your kisses ,your warmth..
i miss your presence most of all.
when i look back & see how far we've both come it really amazes me the way God brought us together.
He was preparing you & i in really different ways , like 2 different paths converging.
its all really pretty awesome, dont you think?(:
i cant wait for monday!!:D
but with monday comes tuesday.
& with tuesday comes bio lab quizzz.
ahh shucks.
but anyways after that quizzz...we can cut up kidneys together !! HAHAHA:D
all I am, all I'll be
everything in this world
all that I'll ever need
is in your eyes
i do cherish you.♥
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oh.
& THANK YOU JOYCE!!
she lent her place fr us to put our really heavy school-stuffs.((:
♥
/Thursday, August 14, 2008
xoxo,20:21
im so happy i cant think of anything right now.other than why its just like this.
like gosh.
he's been standing right infront of me the past sem n i didnt see??!
hahha.
anyways.its all good(:
cuz my prayers have been answered.
all that happened so far has been beyond my wildest dreams.:D
thank you Jesus!
& now all i want
all i ask for
is for this love to last forever(:
please God,
please let it be for keeps.
p.s i love you.(;
oh.what.crap.
/Wednesday, August 13, 2008
xoxo,19:13
my preoccupation.my dilemma.
my every thought.
im scared that you'll be scared when you realize that im scared.
im scared that when you realize that im scared that you'll be scared.
what if you knew?
will things change?
will i end up losing a friend?
D:
is it wrong to be afraid to like you?
& then im left with all these what-ifs.
just cuz i dont wanna get hurt again.
but i like you.
i really really do.
do you feel the same way too?
ouch.my heavy heart.:(
you make me smile, please stay for awhile ?
/Monday, August 11, 2008
xoxo,22:28
ARRRRGGGGGHHHHH.
why so pek-chek , Eunice?
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just home from cell dinner.
waiting for the bathroom jam to freakin clear. :(
i dont understand why im in sucha effed up mood today.
whyyyy.
nobody did anything ???
maybe cuz the past few days' been really effed up too.
& somewtfheffeduprubbishshit.
im really sorry dear friends if ive seemed neither here nor there.
if i keep on smiling things will get better right ???
like eventually therell be things i can actually honestly&truthfully smile about right ???
riiiggghhhttt.
ookay!
tied together with a smile (:
/Saturday, August 9, 2008
xoxo,17:24
guess what i did today.
i sat the train till the end of the lines.
i went to freo.
i went to midland.
i went to clarkson.
i went to mandurah.
really i did.
& all i could think of is if only you were with me.
it wouldnt matter what we did (:
its just so weird that im feeling this strangeness btwn us.
dont you feel it too?
you know im talking to you.
why do i miss you already ?
its like everything i see or hear reminds me of you.
why ???
&now i really dont know where to go on from here.
but perhaps.
it could be a passing strangeness.
but doesnt that strangeness mean something ??
or perhaps its just too soon to tell.
or perhaps i think too much.
whats happening ????
wont somebody please enlighten me ??
why does my heart skip that beat when i think of you?
why do i get those butterflies knowing im gonna see you soon?
why why why.
oh gosh. THIS IS ANNOYING !?
D:
hello, i miss you quite terribly.
/Thursday, August 7, 2008
xoxo,00:07
NEW BLOG SONG !!! :D
close those eyes.
listen.
i swear.
this wordless piece can speak !
*HINT: use ur imagination too (;
xoxo,22:30
awwww !!!ive the bestest bestfriends a girl can ever ask for in the whole wide world !!!
:D :D :D
thank you CHERLYN & BEV-EVOILA !!!
hees.(((:
theyre so cute.
HUR HUR HUR HEE HAW HO HO HO LOLness you girls !!!
i cant stop smiling
& laughing
&GAWD !!!!
-they help complete my already near perfect day (;
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lets see what happened today.
went to school as per usual.
BUT.
i had to wait 30 freakin minutes in the freezing cold cuz sth happened with the trains & so everyone was delayed real bad.
this was the most people ive ever seen on bullcreek's train platform at 8am on a TUESDAY.
like seriously.
when the train finally came i had to let it go cuz everyone in there were already like sardines in a can if you know what i mean !
yea. i managed to squeeze into the 2nd train.
gosh. it really pays to be smaller. though im not really that small but !!! phew.
thought id be really late for bio lect.
but thank God i managed to be only 10 mins late.
then the clock ticked real slow from then on till the last lesson. D:
then during bio lab Yonatan & i decided to catch THE DARK KNIGHT after school.
though ive already watched it i really didnt mind watching it again !
me hearts fast sexy cars & hot red motobikes ! (;
woohoo :D
but we had to wait like 4-5 hourssss for the movie.
so we walked around & talked & ate fries & he entertained me with his lameness. -.-
yuh yuh. uhhuh !
this is the longest ive waited for a movie !
but it was all worth while i guess :D
*** note to self : I O U !!!***
decided to pon school tmr cuz i really needa SLEEP.
really really really need.to.sleep.
& it was so meant to be 19degs today !?
WHY IS IT SO !!!! COLD !?!?!
i was shivering the whole day man.
no wonder im so very exhausted now.
& i think thats all ?
that was a quickie wasnt it.
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE ! :D
my world's on fire ,how 'bout yours ! (;
xoxo,18:07
im the best damn thing that you always have ever seen .(;
hello world !
here comes the 2nd week of uni.
LOL
not that i wanna keep trackkk.
i just cant help it.
school's okay SO FAR.
im really hoping it doesnt get worse !
D:
friends & laughs & not to forget some people's ultimate-LAMENESS keep me sane (:
& ALSO ! late night chats with mah besties !! :D
i miss u girls so much !!!!
if only we were housemates.
oh gosh. then therell be no peace !!
hees.but i think EVERYTHING would be much more interesting that way.
yea if only.
cherlyn's J for _
bev's J for _
my _ for !!!
:(
can't you hear me s.o.s ?