Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
xoxo,15:27
"you know the feeling of liking someone so much ?..yea.i really hate it."-lil'bro,yesterday.
me neither.
its like you like the person so much but coz it doesnt reciprocate it aint fun & so you come to not like that feeling?
&moreover,it sometimes gets to a point when it gets painful too:/
& then you get reduced to the state whereby just the sight -or voice or anything else that you've come to associate that person with like a song or a specific scent perhaps?- of the person could make you so happy the feeling is indescrible.& yet pathetic.
but then you wont mind being so pathetic cuz that one time of elation beats a thousand days/hours spent alone being pathetically in love hands down..somehow?
&this happens to everyone dont you realize?
like to everyone..even gays??
is this love?
or a mere infatuation?
or just a passing crush..that you hope would go away with the time that manages to tick by oh-so-s-l-o-o-o-w-l-y-y-y?
its the part&parcel of life my mom would wisely declare.
& wise she is.
cuz we cant all let our _ get us down right?cuz life still has to go on & will still go on without you & if you get down you may get left behind&stuff.if you know what i mean.
&i also think it will be really stupid to commit suicide just cuz of _.or even be suicidal for the matter.dont you agree?
what will be,will be
i think that's true too.
ill just leave my love life to God.
so even if i meet THE ONE by 50 or Godknowswhen?!!
well then so be it(:
cuz only God knows who's right fr me,one who'll accept me fr whatever my quirks & my hardcore craziness & all my unglam moments &&& the list never ends!
-& when im actually ready if im ever going to be.D:
so fret not,lilbro!:D
it will all come to pass.
love/me
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