Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
xoxo,21:44
went out with bro yesterday !
we had great fun :D
its been a loonnng time since we did this hey .
we watched movies like we always did .
2 movies this time .
-HANCOCK & WANTED .
both shows were awesome !!
i preferred HANCOCK more . bro liked WANTED better .
i only liked that sexy red car Angelina drove , or wrecked , in WANTED :P the rest of it was all too gory .
then we walked around & talked about stuffs . really miscellaneous stuffs . (;
i wanted to clothes-shop but couldnt find any one that i actually wanted .
HANCOCK
WANTED
i even dreamt that i was an assassin last night . not a very nice dream actually D:
& i practically did nothing today .
just the way i like it (: - except watch dvds & tv & surf the net & talk to mom & try cook ?
cuz days like this will be hard to come by once this vacation is over .
its gonna be another semester@uwa all over again .
& im kinda not really looking forward to it ?
results are coming out really soon & im trying hard not to think about it .
i close my eyes , tight .
as i try still the frantic butterflies in my tummy .
a vision flutters past my mind's eye ,
it makes me scream inside .
i take a deep breath & block that thought .
a word flashes .
the f word nobody likes to see .
-fail
its only a thought , i tell myself .
only a thought .
its not true .
i grasp , cling ,
desperately ,
onto that faith that God will make a way ,
even when there seems to be no way .
that He will make a way for me .
-like my life depended on it .
& hey .
it actually does .
does too much time spent watching tv make one a drama queen ?
keeping faith .