Eunice
♥
"
Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"
xoxo,14:09
heyo.seems like i finally have a life other than the internet eh.
nahh.
just really busy packing packing packing.
&still loads more to stuff.&im leaving for the airport in 8 hours.
how cool is that yo!
***WARNING:EMO STUFFS/EXPLICIT LANGUAGE BELOW.get outta here.its the part of the side of me you dont wanna see.***
dont say i didnt warn you.
i dont know why but im suddenly jitterish about going home.
& to think ive been waiting like forever for today?!
its like maybe ive changed maybe ive not.
but still im pretty positive im not the same girl i was beginning of this year.
& the last few trips home havent been really fun in the end cos mom&dad werent used to the new me.& then the loggerheads.
as much as i love them i cant remain the same girl just cos of that.
-the same girl meaning me when i was 16.
16 was innocence, not knowing much about anything at all.
16 was before this semi-independence.
its like cos ive grown a little ive let them down.
i cant help but change, parents, GET USED TO IT!
they say ignorance is bliss,
&well now that i know, i have to agree.
16 was before everything.
16 was before mrD.
i thought ive moved on.
was almost confident that i already have.
& like fuck this.everytime im finally quiet beside myself the whole thing comes flooding back.its not fair.i wish he never happened.
its been what, 6 months already?!??!?!gahh.is there something i can take so that i can really totally forget he ever existed???id give anything.
guys can be such jerks.
i hate emo people.
its disgusting when im like this.
its fuckin pathetic.
OKAY.
ENOUGH EMO SHIT.
be happy Eunice.youre going home!!!!!
;D
car rides & lazy afternoons.