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Be still, my soul : thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He as the past
Thy hope, thy confidence let nothing shake;
And now mysterious shall be bright at last.
-Von Schlegel


"Courage is not the absence of fear,
but rather the judgement that
something else is more important than fear."
-Ambrose Redmoon

in any other world;

Bev
Cherlyn
DAD
Giselle
Lijin
Nathanael
Nicole
Shapnem
Victoria
Vikki
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"Pale with the secret war of feeling,
Sustained with courage, mute, yet high;
The wounds at which she bled, revealing
Only by altered cheek and eye;"









/Friday, February 29, 2008
xoxo,23:41







this entry is especially dedicated to CHERLYN CHIA.
comparing the first&last pics with the few in between,gosh.have we grown!
i miss those time hangg out wiht you bestie!!
yes the good&bad.
bitching abt the teachers..running fr God knws what reason ard the canteen while we were supposed to be muggingggg..
the tme we had to do sentry dutyyy..rmb??
our lockersss(;
same same noodles frm red bowl noodle store
mos burger @ westmall
onion rings in the JElibs
smoked salmon+sushi in cinemas!!!!
shopping,taking neos,or even hangg out at ur place pigg out on doritos till we can like puke..
just being our retarded-selves..
i wish i can like turn back time just to phunk these times out again!!!
i miss you like fuck too babes. :(
im really glad ive found a bestie in you(: a sister fr life.

/
xoxo,18:38

come winter up hurry!!

train rides r so boring i wonder why i like to take them.
i like to sit them to the end of the line & then back again.
too much time to waste :d
my last weekend of freedom.
im at lost as to how to spend it properly.
to beach?
city is a no no.i cant possibly spend anymore $ X(
theres like no where to go in this cruel heat.
quote lijin:"whoaa this heat cannot finish sweating!!"
lol.i totally agree.


guild o'day was okay.
the heat was the only prick.
settled my timetable
joined dance!:D heeee.omg.i knw i cant dance fr nuts.but im willing to try/learn!
i wanna join judo too.
& if i join that im willing to not join the gym.
so yes im gonna join judo!
-as soon as i possibly can((X
hyyyaaaggghhh!!!
okok enough nonsense.


im gonna brainstorm the places i can like go tmr other than dreamland.
yes.starting frm now.

X)jungle boogie!



/
xoxo,00:37

THE COCKROACH IS FINALLY OUT OF MY ROOM.
so im happy:D
& so i changed the song.
see? bonus bonus!


I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT
YOU LIKE TO MOVE IT!!

hees((:
enjoy!
listen carefully.esp the last part starting frm when he starts saying if he can say "them" instead if "i".
really damn funny.XD


not bad eh?i like it. (;
/Thursday, February 28, 2008
xoxo,23:48

OMFG.a fckg cockroach just flew/scuttled into my bedroom.
&now its hiding somewhereeee.f*shiiiitssss!!!!
arrrgghh.why cant the 2 guys be man enough to kill/catch it.
omg.so useless the both of them.hidng in their rooms.
&the stupid cockroach has to choose my door to crawl under.


& omg.
this thing abt not killing even these peskiest insects is getting onto my nerves.
i mean the empathy fr animals is understandable.i feel that too.
but fr ants??!beetles??!!COCKROACHES??!!!!!
THEY DONT EVEN OWN MORTEIN CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??!
whn a spider is in the room know wht they do?!they pray to it.
thats like more than just ridiculous.

&yea.the spider just stays there.
proves my point.
& they complain on&on abt that spider being in the room.
FOR GOODNESS SAKE. SMACK IT ALREADY!!!
&&&.ANTS.omg.they like do nothing abt them.
the granny lets them crawl abt the whole place happily
whilst complaining abt them all the time.
there are like more than enough ants on this earth already.
they are not gonna be extinct.
its FCKG no use trying to like save every ant life.
zomg.
&she still refuses to kill any of them.
like evn wiping them off the table is a sin.


maybe praying to statues & chanting fr hours on end for so many years lowered their IQ so much that even common sense becomes too hard to comprehend.


if this post offends any of you out there, im sorry.
its just my opinion.


/
xoxo,15:01

OH MY GOODNESS.
THE HEAT.
-is really _____.


they say its gonna be 39degC today.
i think that prediciton is seriously screwed.
its like 50degrees out there la. omg.can die.


heh.
i sound so singaporean.
& i like!!((X
now tt ive been here fr awhile..i really really think singlish is unique (;
i mean..it even makes me smile hearing the occasional "huhh why so liddat??!" or "you know the who/where??" or.."thanks you.i later ownself take.thanks"
when i used to get a little annoyed actually hearing all that.:D


shopping was fun today!
it involved a looonnngg train ride!
went to mandurah all by myself.
hunted for that supre store all by myself.
spent all the money on myself.
im so proud of myself! :D
hees.
i kinda like doing things by myself.
especially shopping(:


but i wouldnt mind if anybody wants to tag along.
& for that to happen..
he/she must know whn im going on that random shopping trip.cos im not gonna be the one to ask.but if i do it means that i have an inkling that u have an inkling about when/where i might be going shopping.its courtesy you know.
he/she must be honest about their opinions.
he/she must go to the store i wanna go whenever,wherever.
he/she must be really tolerant of long walks here&there&everywhere &therefore must never complain/whine/start arguing with me.



now doesnt that sound like fun?
:D



/Wednesday, February 27, 2008
xoxo,18:05


its official! imma UWA student yo!:D
i never thought i cld actually make it to uni!!!hees(:
& its all God's awesome doing.
cos i didnt seem to be doing anything other than try to mug :P
my cup overflows. ((:
/
xoxo,16:38

HELLO INTERNET!!
this is like the fastest internet ive gotten in perth la.omg.
auntie sam finally discarded that useless virgin broadband.now we're using BIGPOND.& I TELL YOU.IT ROCKS OKAY.


went out fr a too-long-walk just now.
silly me la.
the sun was evil.
im burnt.
& uber hungry & thirsty.
im gonna get sth to eat now.
BYE!!
/Tuesday, February 26, 2008
xoxo,09:41

((:

UWA IS HUGE.

orientation wasnt that bad after all!

although the amount of new faces there were kinda overwhelming initially -& still is- i think i should be able to manage.

saw many of my-batch-year-twelvers-from-murdoch-college there.

when i thought i was like the only one gg to UWA!hahaha silly me.

there were pple like Lijin,Rachel,Yuki,Bill,another korean guy,Jin(who didnt come yesterday idk why),Lynette,Mumtash,Mario&Milan.

&then there were pple frm FCC too!like Christine,Yvette,Jean..

yup(:







OH OH OH!!!

because of the way the point system works where eeach unit is 6 points & tt ive to have a total of 48 points fr my year 1..& that after taking all my prerequisites ive still 12 points to spare which cld be filled with anything under the sun frm UWA!I CAN LIKE TAKE PSYCH AFTER ALL!!!!omgggg.im like super duper happyyyy!!!its like i can skip the boring bits of psych & take the part tt im most interested in.

like omgoodnessss!!!

& & & DAD FINALLY SAID I CLD DO IT(((X awesomeness.









my God certainly is a God of miracles:D

& the units ive to take fr the main biomed isnt so boring after all.it kinda seems to get more interesting in year 2&3..which is goooodddd!!

hees.:D

& now im like so glad i made the right decision not to take vetsci(((:

im supposed to leave like now to enrol.

oh boy.



Eunice is one uber happy girl!!(:

& to think im actually excited abt startg uni already.

gosh.

psych is so gonna rock my world!!!!(((X

-& so will biomed ;)

--

Be Thou my vision
O Lord of my heart
not be all else to be save that Thou Art
Thou my best thought by day or by night
waking or sleeping
Thy Presence my light.


be Thou my wisdom
&Thou my true word
i ever with Thee
& Thou with me one
Thou my Great Father
& i Thy true son,
Thou in me dwelling
& i with Thee one.


/Sunday, February 24, 2008
xoxo,21:58

hide me now,
under Your Wing.
cover me within Your Mighty Hand.
when the oceans rise & thunders roar
i will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
i will be still
& know You are God.
can i like not go to school tomorrow?
:(
they say im shy.
but i really think otherwise.
its like i really dont mind not mixing around.
its like id rather not mix around.
like i dont see the need to socialise..the way people do.
i think tts just weird.
i kinda feel safer keeping myself to me.
cos out there..nobody's honest.nobody truly cares.
& isnt friendship -or any form of relationship for that matter- all about trust in the first place?
& if theres no real honesty out there..whats there to trust?
he thinks i need to be bolder.
maybe ive had it with being bold.
it doesnt seem to be getting me anywhere.
maybe the wounds are still raw.
go ahead,stare.
i dont care.
/
xoxo,10:50

the BRD is gonna be late -.-
& the pickup time is supposed to be now.
called just now to say he just woke up.
hmm.asked if i still wanted to go church.
i said, can i say no?
he said, well if you dont mind ill be there in 30mins.we'll be late of course.like 10-15mins.
hmm.said i.okay no worries.
i was thinking.of course i didnt wanna go church anymore..
but hes cell leaderr.he like has to go?
at least this time he has someone to be late with.D;


maybe yday's stuff was really tiring on him.
yalah.whateverr.
im peeved now.
what a grand entrance we're so gonna make.
im so like totally lookin forward to it.

like seriously?!
a big fat NO.
NO i am not looking forward to being lateee.


grrr.
/
xoxo,09:02

yesterday's swan valley excursion thingy was fun.
went to a 2 wineries,1 vineyard,a pretty awesome chocolate factory & a wildlife park.


made a few more friends, *inspite of meself.:/*
hees.anyhoos.
-Ricky:a really sweet gay [in both sense of the word :d] guy(:we so totally MUST go shopping tgt one day!!with Michele too!!
-Min:shes doing a pretty interesting course in uni--marketing.see?i rmbd!:P
-Andrew:so r u in nursing or lawcomm??!ugh.
-Gabriel:hmm?why so shy?he drove me home the other night from gelare(:
-Weijie&Zoe&Michele --yes,we met before but this trip let me knw u guys better(:&michele!r u sure ure lesb?!?not tt it matters(:ull be my friend no matter what(:just like Ricky D:
-Melissa:thechaffuer of the day(: she's really nice when you knw her better.she lent me a cd to rip!thanks!
-Joel:saw him couple of times last year in murdoch uni but couldnt place why he looked so familiar only to realise last week tt hes actually frm murdoch uni.silly me.he said i changed alot.hmm?for the better or worse??!
-JonPoh:hmm.
-Sarah Wong aka swong
-Jean:she's in UWA (:
-Christine:in UWA doing biomed too!!


&over the past few days ive been spending at SV:
-Ying Zhi -one cant help but love her to bits:P her lameness & 110%singaporean-ness!
-Marzia -she's one pretty lady who somehow resembles Paula Abdul.
-Nadia -she speaks in codes.
-Alex -he looks like a PE teacher,somehowww.
-Pearlyn
-William (who looks like Pearlyn but isnt in anyway related)
-Brookes
-Ruth -gosh.thanks fr the tea u made that night i got kinda drunk!:P

then there are some other pple whom i can finally place the names to their faces:
-Cai
-Julianna aka Jules
-MinHui
-Laura
-Robin
-Michelle
-Siew Ling
-Sarah


aiyo.see?now you knw why i really dun wanna make anymore new friends.
but i foresee another batch whn im introduced to UWA on monnnnn.
howeverrr..who knows if anybody actually wants to make friends w me :(
im so totally contradicting myself.



oh wells.
church is next up.
im so proud of myself.
i actually woke up this freakin early to prepare.
well.isnt an hour before pickup time early enough??
Clifford's gonna pick me up again.
he said last night tt Jenn told him to come pick me up.
so tt means tt if given the choice he wouldnt??
fine.

that is so why i want a car of my own.
i'm so troublesome without.


//find rest,my soul.


/Friday, February 22, 2008
xoxo,16:16

OMG.WHY??!!X(
why must school like start already??!
oh mann.25th is like this monday.
& now tt ive suddenly realised, i feel so sian-ed already.D:
& school's not even begun!!
i dont seem to have that 1st-day-of-school-excitement/anticipation anymore.
its more like im-so-totally-dreading-it kinda thing.


:(


whiine.
i dont want school to start.
im so not ready for friggin university.
everybody ard me is like complaining how draining uni already is.
GOD!!SEND ME TO HEAVEN ALREADY!!
if uni doesnt kill me i really dont know what will.
unless Him being All-Knowing has plans for me & He will guide me every single step of the way; from orientation to graduation..then really,its all in His hands.
cos i will&can never go through this on my own.at all.

meaning..my graduation cert will be His awesome doing(:
alright!
im all cheered up already.:D
cos come what may,i serve a Faithful God.
amen.


//i just wanna live!

/Thursday, February 21, 2008
xoxo,14:59

last night was awesome(:
heh.got kinda wasted.yes i admit.
its like the 1st time i downed 2 bottles of cruisers at 1 shot.
reason being it was really yummy :P hees.
anyhoos.i doubt ill ever be doing that again, anytime soon.
the vomitting & headache & constant nausea part was the worst.bleah.


oh.hehh.
im really sorry wei jie!!
you see, last night at abt 11 plus the party kinda endd.
i wanted to walk home.
they didnt allow me.
i tried to run away the first time & wei jie pounced on me.to hold me against my will ;Pkidding.
-& injured himself.
i was like oh no.
but i didnt really see why i shldnt walk home myself.
i mean like the whole of aust will be like asleep la.
so i sneaked away the 2nd time whilst they were occupied with his injuries.
silly me.
it was like whn im halfway home i realised i shldnt have done that.
LOL.the streets were totally empty!
& really quiet.
too quiet actually.
& i kinda got scared.so i started to sing to myself.to calm my alcohol/adrenaline-ridden nerves.
then sth really funny happened.
whn i was singg my loudest -&who knows?the awful-lest?!- i chanced upon this girl sitting at the busstop.
we stared at each other wide-eyed fr quite some time
prolly thinking the same thoughts..
like omg whats she doing out here so late?!
or omg why is she singing??
or is she real?!
haha LOL.
yea.
then when we finally came to our senses we kinda said the same thing at the same time
like- "OMG.you scared me!!!"
then we burst out laughing.
& i went on my way while she continued sitting at that bench.

hehh.
youll prolly never see me wondering the streets so late like ever again!


woke up at ard 12plus feeling really ravenous.
so i ate ate ate.
then now im feeling so bloated,& nauseous again.
the headache seems to be coming backkkk. whineX(
i think im gg to sleep again.
but cos the internet is finally working again i thought id spend some time on it.
but i think i wanna bathe now,see if it washes that bloody headache away. :S

//las de la intuicion;
trust me,i already know.
/Wednesday, February 20, 2008
xoxo,05:43

i thought i liked you man.


but as i said.i fckg thought.
that means i didnt,dont & never had. -liked you.



then why did last night feel so dark?
im not supposed to care.



eeyer.i hate this.
i hate you,robber of my sleep.


im gonna stop thinking & go back to sleep.
im sputtering incoherence.
forget what was mentioned above.


/Tuesday, February 19, 2008
xoxo,14:17

guess where am i!
im at murdoch uni's student village.
omg la.so much more cooler than homestay.
& like more fun too.
its like friends galore!
mom/dad cant you like see now what ure making me miss out on???!!
argh.



im in michele's room now
we just had lunch.
& she freakin cooked la.
omg.it was yummy!!thanks(X
never had food like that fr eons!
she's gona have tutorial soon at 1530.
im thinking of walkg down to murdoch college again to visit mrQ.
he wasnt there just now whn i walked past.
i wonder if he sold any books yet.LOL.ill be suprised if he did.



oh yes.i walked frm 29 stuart court to here.
im so pro.
she just like walked wrapped in a towel. -she just done bathg.
she said shut ur mouth
she said saw that,bitch.



heee.sexiness,why r u so mean?
:P


/
xoxo,10:02

i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano. i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.i want to play piano.
.
like nowwww!!!!!
-
& shes not buying that promised piano anytime soon.-her words
hmpgh.
effin no fair:(
cheat my feelings.
i dont think anybdy will understand hw my fingers are so itching fr the keys.
i evn had the wildest thought last night whilst tryg to enter z-land.
maybe i shld try breaking in to my ten seldam ex-homestay.
or maybe go begging at their door.
just so i can play the piano.
evn if its just 1 song.
im missing piano so much.i dont evn wanna look at the scores.its gonna kill me man.
God,please help/make her get the piano soon.
please please please pretty please.
ill be good.really really good.
`


im so bored now i think im going insane.
facebook bores the crap outta me.
go out?go where?
shop? i dont wanna spend anymore $$:(
theres nth to do on this internet cos its so effin slow.
imeem/youtube/imesh/limewire, you name it.
ALL FCKG SLOW.
f*shits la.seriously.




the only highlight fr today is icecream supper @ gelare.
what am i so gona do till then?!
arrgghh.
theres nth on tv too.
& i dont wanna watch tv anyway.it lowers the IQ.(except fr HOUSE.M.D which is not fckg on now/today.)




i think im going out fr a fckg walk.
im gonna roam the streets like a homeless person.
look at me,pity me.
& fr goodness sake,ENTERTAIN ME.
X(

//desperado:(
/Monday, February 18, 2008
xoxo,19:50

OMG.LIKE FINALLY??!!
me hearts wireless internet!!(((X
heees!!
im so happy im smiling frm ear to ear
im so happy i can scream from the highest building tt im finally connected wirelessly to the worldwideweb in perth after like dunno how many gazillion years!!
woohoo.
gosh.
i feel so primitive already.
& its only been 3 days of internet being non-existant.
-&&&!3 weeks of cable connection.which means fighting fr that cable.
well.not literally fighting
but yea.the gist of it(:
`
updates!
clubbing was awesome(:the pple i clubbed with were fun.not so the music.only 1hr of r&b la.how sad is that you tell me?
shapnem's lucky to have such fun couzins man.me no have :( -used to have perhaps.oh wells.
`

church became like fun like suddenly(:
hees.made new friends!
michele -yes her name is spelt with only 1 l
zoe & ruth.
all of them staying in murdoch student village.no fair.i wanna stay in hostel too.
hmpgh.mom/dad.im telling you.you are so depriving me of uni-funness.
`

tomorrow's gathering at gelare!
whoopieeee!((X
`

& michele booked my wednesday(:
to the beach or what????
`

im dreading 3rd march though.
i dont want uni to start.
it seems so scary.
& im so not ready for it.
& as shapnem said..-im so still too young fr uni.
i think that once uni starts im so gonna have no life.
uni's no place fr a kid.
i dont wanna grow up just yet..cos whn i have i cant grow back.
i know i hafta do that growing up some day.
just not yet,
not now.
how about never??



//an epitome of hotness,you are(:
/Saturday, February 16, 2008
xoxo,15:38

HELLO LOVELIES!!
EUNICE IS ONE SUPER DUPER HAPPY GIRL(((:
hees.know why?
im now finally an owner of the much coveted skinniesssss!!!!
ive finally have the pair i so want. -in dark denim:D :D :D
talk abt gorgeous.iLOVE x3
that AU$50 was an AU$50 well spent(:
its like so much better than the ones ive seen in sg!
.

went out with some fcc-ians yesterday.
we went to habourtown to show a newbie around.
& to prove that this is a small world, -&hey getting smallerrrr- that newbie is Fedora!!
shes was supposed to be my housemate!like omgosh right?
why supposed??she freakin backed out last min D:
not tt i blame her.good on her i think(: the place shes stayg at now seems much better!
it kinda sucks stayg with a psychologist you know. cos one will nv knw whn shes actually manipulating you.
but since ive learnt nt to totally trust,i guess ill be okay(:

.

oh!& we watched Jumper too!!
nice nice nice;D
hayen christensen is hotnessss!XD

.

& to add to my already high mood, im gonna pArTaYe tonight!! YESSSS LIKE FINALLY!!!!:D

HAPPY NINETEENTH, SHAPNEM!!!! :D :D :D
/Thursday, February 14, 2008
xoxo,17:02

this video rocks can.

like omg.

ignore tht msn part tho(;

crank dat soulja boy!:D

/
xoxo,15:20

i think shopping by myself is fun-er(;
did that today.
bought a bag(:my v-day prezzie fr myself.
being single rocks.
no commitments
no worries fr that significant other
& i can do whatever i like, whenever i like.
its awesome!:D
.
im suprised i no longer envy seeing those couples holding hands anymore.
i wonder why.
i can only think of 1 reason: its safer to keep my heart to myself.for now.
ive had enough of getting hurt & getting-overs.
but isnt that what being in love entails?
.
somebody,anybody.
please tell me what really being in love is?
i wont accept "you'll know when you'll know" for an answer.
its pathetic.
/
xoxo,07:31

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYBODY!
:D
/Wednesday, February 13, 2008
xoxo,09:31

hotel's buffet brekkie was yummy.im so full now i think ive eaten enough to last me a lifetime!!
just kidding(:
just tt ive never eaten so much just fr brekkie fr a very long time.
it was really good anyhow:P
-
no lemme rephrase that.
it was good,just if & only if that embarassing episode hadnt occured.
lets just say it ended with me having to apologise on dorje's behalf fr interrupting the breakfasts of the other people seating in tables around us. also because granny cldnt speak a word in english.
a really spoilt child she is.
can u believe it?she hasnt had a single spanking yet.
tsk tsk tsk.
& there were countless occasions i just wanted to give her a big fat slap.
arrrggghh.
or maybe its just me.
my patience is so wearing thin right now.
& stupid sesame street is blaring in the background.
eeyerr.
& next up wld be teletubbies.
disgusting disgusting disgusting.
-
X(
seriously.
whats so facinating about the letter R.
or the number 17?!





/Tuesday, February 12, 2008
xoxo,21:26

hello peeps.eunice is finally back from outer space.

hahaha rofl.
yea but seriously.
#1:no reception fr my hp
#2:no freakin internet access
#3:havent been in contact with any form of homo sapien species for like 3 days which seemed like more than 3 days.you knw wht i mean.
#4:like omfg.im living with a grandma who can only speak cantonese & mandarin.& i freakin do NOT understand cantonese & my mandarin is like rubbish.as in i can understand roughly..but speaking it is a huge problem.its so hard to communicate with herrrr!!!but shes really nice.like wht a granny shld be.& i hvnt really had a granny cos you see..the grannies tt i had were either too old where they themselves need help looking after..orr dead already.sad eh?yup.this granny however, is really granny-like.like in those novels i read.shes really caring.oh& guess what!shes 70!!& shes running ard doing so many stuffs evn lifting those heaving boxes tt we were packing like shes only 40.shes really sharp too.
#5:those 3days were so IQ-lowering days.its so boring down there in the valley & oh-so-damn-hot.it was like 50degrees celsius on day2!!seriously.
#6:a 5 year old kid can be fun if and only if youre gonna be her playmate for perhaps a few nice hours.but living with her 24/3 got her into my nerves.shes messes up my cosmetics,takes out all my hairbands,refuses to leave me alone,& wants this & wants that,& makes up lies so unbelievable i wonder if her mother belives her at all.i dont have much patience you see.especially fr small brats like her.i mean real brats.shes so bossy at times she shows no respect n even dares to pinch me.i so felt like slapping her there & then.& it wasnt only a one time thing okay.arrggh.&&&& she wants something really bad shes acts all sweet again.now that i know her i really think shes not all that angelic like how her mom thinks her to be.dammit.B R A T.fancy me bitching abt a 5 year old kid here.its been 3 days & gosh.i really dont think i wanna have kids of my own anymore.theyre just a bunch of irrinoying-pains-in-the-ass.
now that ive got all that out maybe i feel better.(:
ahhh.
but actually sometimes..when shes really sweet n she means it..shes really nice to play with.
but other than that shes just a whiny little brat.sheesh.

now im here in a hotel.
a complimentary stay from auntie Sam's company.
& also hence this internet access like finally(((:
heess.
we just had dinner & omgosh it was scrumptious!

im gonna have a nice hot bathe now.
see ya later!;D




/Sunday, February 10, 2008
xoxo,00:02

oops.changed song.
this song seems to suit my current mood better.
ill post the other song some other time(:
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chasing pavements - Adele
i've made up my mind.
don't need to think it over,
if i'm wrong i am right,
don't need to look no further,
this ain't lust,
i know this is love but,
if i tell the world,
i'll never say enough,
cos it was not said to you,
and thats exactly what i need to do,
if i'm in love with you,
should i give up,
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere,
or would it be a waste?
even if i knew my place
should i leave it there?
should i give up,
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere
-
i'd build myself up,
and fly around in circles,
wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it?
-
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
or would it be a waste?
even if i knew my place,
should i leave it there?
-
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
or would it be a waste?
even if i knew my place should i leave it there?
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
should i just keep chasing pavements?
-
oooh...don't need to think it over,
if i'm wrong i am right,
don't need to look no further,
this ain't lust,
i know this is love but,
if i tell the world,
i'll never say enough,
cos it was not said to you,
and thats exactly what i need to do,
if i'm in love with you,should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
or would it be a waste?
even if i knew my place should i leave it there?
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
-
i'd build myself up,
and fly around in circles,
wait then as my heart drops,
and my back begins to tingle
finally could this be it?
Should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
or would it be a waste?
even if i knew my place should i leave it there?
should i give up?
or should i just keep chasing pavements?
even if it leads nowhere?
/Saturday, February 9, 2008
xoxo,23:21

i think this pic is really interesting(: -youll get to see the rest like eventually.
internet connection here's really bad you see.evn uploadg just this one pic took so much time i think im gonna fall asleep already.
i think this song's really cute.i love love it.hees.
went to scarborough beach again today.
wore tt bikini & got tanner than i already am.im happy,i think.
all i cld think of whilst lying there at there tanning was you.
if only you cld be there,lying next to me.
guess im not totally over you yet.
i wanna be though.
i hv no idea why everything today made me think of you you you.
& i hvnt thought of you fr days already.
evn those fireworks i saw just now made me think of you.
but i guess youve already moved on.
too late to apologise?
well.youll always be in my heart,just like a tattoo.
i'll move on too,with time.
but some part of me will always wish we'll somehow meet someday.
i guess im just wishing you'll be the One.
till i finally move on,im gonna hafta keep telling myself tt its no use crying,though that doesnt seem to be working anymore.
tears just fall, though i try really hard to hold them back.
i broke down a few days back whilst havg dinner with my family.
they askd whats wrong,i lied.
i just said it was pms.
but truth is,it was you on my mind all the whole damn time.
stupid heartache,please heal.
how can something that felt so real not come true?
im sure you felt it too.

there must be a reason for everything.
nothing randomly happens.
im gonna leave it to God & fate.
so whatever will be, will be.

//fly me to the moon.

/
xoxo,00:13

ohmygoodness!!
new blogskin!u like?
i like!no.i love!!(:
heee.

today has been.hmm.eventful?
bro n i got into each others nerves.
mom got into my nerves.
dad was the only one who held out so patiently.
gosh.thank God for my daddy.if it werent fr him all of us wld be in a dark mood now.
& for the most ridiculous of all reasons.
such as someone farting
or someone saying something a little insensitive
or just getting peeved.
must be the summer heat.
or maybe mom&i are pms-g the same time.

anyways.
dad was a gem!
he brought us to a seafood restaurant fr dinner just now.
had a yummilicious time!
-although service was slow..which in turn strained some of our nerves again.
but it turn out okay(:
i love you daddy!

did somemore painting again today.
& i kinda like the hardwork.
-its distracting(:

dont think i wanna post the pics today.
stay tuned anyways!!(;
goodnight/morning everyone!:D


/Thursday, February 7, 2008
xoxo,22:48

hello dearies once again!(:
this time fr a proper post.
& believe me,its gonna be a long-image-heavy one:D

#1.HAPPY CNY EVERYBODY!!(:
irregardless chinese or non,festivities are excuses to be merry!so whyever not?

okay now back to me.:P
the week has flown by.
& its like before i knw it, im gonna be left alone here again.
not tt i dread it totally..just maybe an intsy-teeny-bit.
im gonna miss lying on my mom's lap.
im gonna miss bro's quirky nonsense
& im so gonna miss dad's sweetness.

& then im gonna hafta grow up a little more.
being all mature is so boring.
i got a lil hiatus frm that this hols.
being looked after never felt this way before.
-guess tts aft almost a year on my own tts why.

okay anyway.
university really seems scarier,now tt ive seen the campus.
& might i remind you.its ginormous,& im so bound to get lost with my oh-so-ever-perfect-sense-of-direction.
God help me.the pple there seem really scary too.
& moreover,i seem to be antisocial at the most inappropriate times.not tt i wanna be..dammit.
was chatting w mark earlier.
thanks fr those encouraging words(:
**a note to self:apprehension towards first encounters is normal.keep repeating that.

whilst 3rd march seems really far away fr now..i still cant help but get all queasy inside just thinking of the year ahead.will i make it???!omg.stop freakin out already!

yes yes.lets talk abt my pretty pics now:D:D:D
the unglam airplane-hair
the wing & the dawn skies.just before sunrise.
sunrise!
lilbro's still in z-land.
finally,land!
the plane i sat

we visit this hat shop @ freo.really pretty hats sold there.
& of cos i didnt buy.i bought a bag instead.
but i had loads of fun camwhoring.
enjoy!((X




i really really like this hat especially!look at the ribbon behind!:D

-classy.


silly hat XD





on the way to swan valley mommy&i camwhored at the backseat.

carrides wld be so dreadfully boring if camwhoring's not allowed.








across the highways we FLEW!!awesomeness.


my newly"adopted-sister"-Dorge-sam Hoong TianEn

isnt she adorable??!

i mean,look at her cheeks!!

she's really sweet & really smart.

i love her to bits.


dad&bro


this couple here have been married fr over 50 years.

the guy there is 84 yrs old

& the lady there is 77 yrs old.

talk abt amazing.


picturesque vineyards.




the other pics will hafta wait(:

stay tuned!

//tainted love.